THE ALIN RENGKUHAN DECADE
2
"Alin?"he said he came up to me with his face
Without much ado, he hugged me and surprised me
"I miss you lin" Farhan said
He inhaled my scent so tightly that I felt his body tremble like it was holding back a cry.
I pushed hard Farhan until his embrace came off
"Lin?"I asked him to be confused by my attitude
"Do you want to come here ?"much
"I want to see you" Farhan replied
"Make what? Make me know! If you are married! After disappearing for 2 months with no news, that's it!" I said with a satirical tone
"Sorry I'm lin" she said trying to grab my hand but I took a step
"You're too late han! You're not serious about our relationship" I said
"I'm sorry Lin, this is not what I want" Farhan said
"Reason!"say
"Mas farhan?"said someone I knew his voice, we turned to the source of the voice and found a teary image
He walked near us
"Are you related to ma'am alin, mas?"ask alin
"You, don't get much trouble!"said Farhan with a high tone snapping at the image.
I frowned looking at Farhan's rude attitude.
What the hell is this?
"What is my mother's relationship with my husband?"ask me for imagery
"You better get him out of this office!"say
"Alin, listen to my explanation first" Farhan said holding my wrist
"Go!"my orders
"I won't leave until you hear my explanation" Farhan said
"Otherly ?"much
"I just love you lin, I don't have any feelings for him!"farhan pointed to the image
I saw the image of sobbing, making me unbearable.
"i just love you. I'm sorry, give me a chance" said Farhan, who gave me a slap
"You try to read into the mirror, you're not who but great can make women hurt. Tell you how to say rich gini things in front of your own wife" I said to farhan
"Partner, I want you to take your husband away from the office right now" I said then left farhan and imagery.
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Alin's workspace
My head felt dizzy thinking about the thing that had just happened.
I don't know if I can describe my feelings.
I should be happy, right? Because I had a chance with Farhan?
But, my heart has already been moved for the mango.
Rangga and Farhan were clearly different, though,
In terms of physical and treasure is indeed the champion, not even just that. Rangga has a caring attitude and is very dear to me that is what makes me accept him to be my girlfriend.
But considering the many lessons and valuable things I went through with farhan made me what I am now, farhan did get a plus point about this.
Tokk
The door of my room was knocked and gave me an image.
I'm sure he'll ask about my relationship and Farhan.
He sat in front of me with a sad face.
"I'm sorry if I was rude to come to mom's room without permission" she said
"But I just want to know about my mother's relationship with my husband" he continued
"Yes, you were so presumptuous to come into my room and ask something like this" I said in a stern tone
"As you know, I am most excited to talk about anything about your husband. Don't ever talk about this again with me or I'll fire you from this company!"say
He sobbed
"I work here, because I don't want to support myself. For 2 months I tried to survive with all the rude attitude of mas farhan. I tried to accept the fact of this forced marriage, I sacrificed all my education only to marry mas farhan at the request of alm. My parents, but mas farhan absolutely cannot accept I don't even provide for me" said an image that made me feel guilty.
"Then how can I survive without money if I just do not work and my parents are no longer there. Even during our marriage we never slept one room"
"Your decision to sacrifice education just to marry a man you don't know is the dumbest decision I've ever heard" she said
"You don't know who Farhan is and what his life is like, but you're willing to marry him" my neighbor said
"Alms. My parents owe a lot to my parents, how can I say no?"imagery
"I just want to know what my mother's relationship with my husband is" continued the image
"I'm farhan's ex-girlfriend" I said
The image rounded his eyes. He returned to shed his tears. She smiled like she was forced
"So this, the woman who was talking about all this time. Women who have been the reason for every attitude mas farhan" said the image with sobbing
"You should never think I'm trying to snatch farhan from you! I have no relationship with him anymore and I don't care about his attitude on my behalf" I said
"So you better get out of my room now!"chink-bung
"Well ma'am, I'm sorry" she said and left my room.
My heart was saddened to hear the image statement regarding Farhan's drastically changed attitude. How could he be rude and not support his wife. Where is all the religious knowledge that he has absorbed so far and always he advises me.
If the answer is because you still love me, it's the dumbest choice.
Ting...
The sound of my phone notification and there was a message from Rangga who said he would pick me up later in the afternoon.
Looks like there's something else I have to do, I'll cancel the request to pick me up.
I'll meet Farhan to talk about this.
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Coffeshops
12:53 WIB
"I'm gasuka han, you're being rude to the image" my words made Farhan frown
"I do it all because I still love you lin, I'm playing with anyone other than you" Farhan said
"I told you, we have our own lives. Don't keep writhing about me han" I said
"Why don't you provide an image? He sacrificed his education for your marriage, from which he could have money if he didn't work and his parents had died!"I said with annoyance
"From the beginning of the marriage, our agreement was not to consider this marriage real. So regarding responsibility and living, it will never exist" he said
I frowned hearing all the Farhan's words, I felt like I was meeting a different Farhan
"What came out of your mouth that really kept me from thinking, you know why I fell in love with you?"I asked, farhan was silent
"Because what comes out of your mouth can really guide me. Everything you say is meant to make me better, but look at you now. Your rude attitude to the image, makes me grateful that we're separated"my embrace
"I wouldn't be rich if you were my wife" Farhan said
"Quite han, I asked to meet with you not to reminisce about our relationship. But to ask you to take responsibility for your wife includes supporting her" I said as I moved from position.
Farhan's got me
"You're still in love with me lin, and I still love you. I can hasten my divorce with the same image" he said
Uh! I'm sick of all the answers
"Do you realize what you just said?now I ask. If you split the image, where will the image stay?"I asked farhan
"Lin, you realize? That image is what makes our relationship broken. I should've married you weren't her!"farhan
"I know I'm aware! That's why I received the image of working for my company, because at that time I still thought there was a possibility for us to return. But hearing all the image conditions, it turns out that the realization of my feelings to you is not that important" I said
"10 years I should be able to wait patiently if you approve of our relationship, and now I'm playing we split gini aja" Farhan said
"Han, I'm not going to ruin people's marriages. I'm playing away image rights. I do still love you han, but I'm ashamed if I have to seize your relationship" said I then left farhan.
I entered the car and took a deep breath. The bias of this problem is clearly Farhan's parents.
How can Farhan stop loving me even if my feelings will hurt if I have to do this.
I just can't see the image of being treated at will by Farhan. After all I am a woman and I can understand the feeling of image.
seriated
