THE ALIN RENGKUHAN DECADE

THE ALIN RENGKUHAN DECADE
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1 year later...


I clasped cindy's tiny hands tightly, taking her to sunbathe in the garden behind my house.


"Don't hang lin for long" she said to me. I looked at him and nodded my head


I took Cindy to baleho so she wouldn't be exposed to the sun again.


Mom is also sitting next to me


"Can Farhan still be contacted?"ask mama


"It still can't mah" I replied in a sad tone, looking at Cindy.


Cindy's eyes are so similar to Farhan, what's wrong with Farhan why can't I call??


"We have breakfast first yuk" said mamah to take me


"I'm still full mah" I said


"Yaudah if so, mamah into first yes" said mamah who then I nodded.


I kept looking at Cindy who was looking at me. I close my lips to her cheek and start kissing her. He started laughing at my treatment.


Until soon he began to cry, a sign he began to be disturbed and this is the time he should be given ASI.


I unbuttoned my shirt and started thrusting my breasts at Cindy so she could suck.


I rubbed his head while continuing to look at him with a smile.


******


Alin room


11:23 WIB


Tokk tokk tokk


The door was knocked and then opened from the outside.


The figure that I had wanted to beat up for a long time, Farhan.


Flashback***


"Lin" said farhan


"From this moment on, I ask you to stop for all the effort you put into our relationship when you realize that everything is in vain" Farhan said, leading me to turn to him


"Huh?"just ask me to make sure again


"Stop doing all the things you think are in vain" Farhan said


"Let me do it all this time, give me a chance lin so you can know how serious I am with this relationship" Farhan continued


***


I threw 2 pillows at him to make him grimace


"Ohhhh lin" said Farhan while picking up the pillow, he then walked to me and put the two pillows I threw earlier


"Why can't you be contacted 2 today anyway???!!!!"ask me with a annoyed tone


"Look at goldfish, broken down in fish ponds" Farhan said


"I thought you were dead" I said with origin


"Astagfirullah alin, don't think it too" Farhan said


"Ck! It was pasiran you did not come, and now I am often in staying-away go! A big mess" I said with annoyance


Flashback***


I endured my stomach ache, squeezing the sheets that lined this hospital bed.


"Where is mah Farhan?"much


"Now is that right, baby? He's in a meeting his secretary said" Mamah replied


"Mamma! Say it's important!!!!"say


"It is important that your child and you survive, it's already the birth right now there is mamah" said mamah forcing me


Even as I was about to give birth, my annoyance at Farhan grew many times over.


Just look!!! I won't let him touch my son later!


1.5 Hours later...


I'm breastfeeding my son, who's still not without a name. Waiting for that sickening human to come!


Until finally the door opened and appeared farhan still with his shirt suit and suit.


I looked at him sharply where he showed a fearful expression.


"Lin" he said, which I ignored


He tried to reach the child I was carrying, but I threw his hand


"You don't? Your hands are dirty!!"I said with a trenchant tone


"Lin don't do it" said mamah advising


"Wildamah! Who told you not to let me pass the ship!"I said with annoyance


Farhan walked towards the sink to wash his hands and then walked back towards me.


"Beautiful" she said, which I ignored


"Mamah wants to go first papah papah with your brothers below" said mamah I nodded.


Mom then came out of my room


"Thank you baby, sorry I can't bring you to your birth" Farhan said


I still remained silent, lazy to respond to his words!


"Don't be angry with mas gini lin, please don't be fooled by gini-rich mas" Farhan said


"Diem!"say


"Sorry, that was really an important affair because my client gamau in changing the meeting schedule" Farhan said


"Sorry mas" he said.


He then rubbed his finger on our son's cheek.


"Cindy habizard" said Farhan who initially made me frown. I looked at him asking what he was talking about


"Name of our son" he said


"Have a son! I'm gamau!"my words made Farhan frown


"Why?"ask farhan


"I'm afraid there's your name! I was born papah same mamah I became a last name should be their name is not your name" I said


"Yaampun lin, still angry" Farhan said


"There go! Gather you! Continue your meeting if you have to bother going home" I said


Farhan sighed in trying to calm down so as not to get emotional because my words from earlier were emotional.


****


"That's the last mas promise" Farhan said


"Can you spend a lot of time at home? Cindy can forget to have your papah for a long time if you go often" I said


"I've asked for a meeting in my subordinate's handle" Farhan said


"Good! I just dropped out of office to be able to focus on the same family, yes you are still that way! You're not a bachelor anymore who can just go around. I have a wife with my son" I said


"Nih take care of your son, I want to go down to eat" my neighbor then left farhan with cindy in the room


Almost 1 year of my marriage with Farhan and everything went according to my expectations.


Ever since that debate, Farhan has insisted on keeping his word to not let me down again.


We and the image are completely out of touch, the image is already in another city and married to an employee who works in my branch company. Yeah, that's what he said, I don't know! I don't care about him anymore.


At first it was very difficult for me to accept the farhan back, after all the things I felt because of him. Even our marriage had to be annulled because I was determined to annul this marriage but Farhan was trying to maintain this relationship.


Every day he came home, was kind and served me like a maid. That's what I don't like! His attitude is too exaggerated! He was my future husband but treated me as his employer. You idiot!


I was close to rangga although in the end it still ended because farhan continued to disturb my relationship with rangga and finally I returned to him. When I was 2 weeks pregnant, the contract was then implemented and did not use the reception because it saw my condition that was still easily tired.


At first my parents did not know about my pregnancy but in the end it was farhan who was frank with both my parents until the tantrums he got, I warned him to be quiet, but his mouth that could not be silent was always looking for trouble.


Papah was disappointed in me because the right behavior was really embarrassing, there was a conflict but eventually made up because of help from mamah.


5 Days ago, Farhan had to come to an event as a speaker in terms of business. The event was held in the city of Surabaya, initially everything went well until the last 2 days I could not contact him and began to worry.


Until finally he came with his grim face without guilt


Dining room...


I began to eat the food I had taken and came up farhan with Cindy, ck!


"Kok cindy was brought here??"much


"Udah woke up" Farhan replied while showing Cindy's face.


"Hi mamah" she said as she waved Cindy's hand at me


"He just slept mas, you why bother cindy continues" I said grumpily


"The father is kangen want to play together" Farhan said defensively


"Whatever" I said


"Have you eaten yet?"much


"No" he replied


"I take food first" I said as I took a plate and poured rice and side dishes and gave it to Farhan


"Nih papah eat first let cindy I sleep again" I said


"No, I'll eat it if so. Mas want to play first with the mas boy" said farhan while kissing Cindy's face


"Jaudah yaudah is up to you" I said lazily arguing.


Ting...


My phone rang and I took the phone in my pocket.


I rounded my eyes to see the rangga who called, what business?


"That's the phone" Farhan said


"Who the hell called?"tannya


"Rangga" I replied, which made Farhan round his eyes. He immediately grabbed my phone and answered the phone from Rangga, not forgetting he loud speaker so I could hear


"Hello?"rangga


"i'm her husband, what's wrong?"ask farhan


"Oh farhan, where's the alin?"ask rangga


"Again in the bathroom. What's up?"ask farhan


"Mmm later only then, please tell me alin yes if I call" said rangga


"Hm" Farhan answered briefly and decided on the call.


He started looking at me sharply


"As long as I'm gone you call her?"ask farhan


"Not too" I replied


"Why does he play the same way I even want to be with you" Farhan said in an annoyed tone


Huh! Drama again!


Oh my! Farhan is really as jealous as this when it comes to rangga. I was lazy to respond to his words because it led to a debate


seriated