THE ALIN RENGKUHAN DECADE

11

Next day

Dining room

07:44 WIB

"Why are you so pale in his face?"ask mama.

Lately, my body has been weak and even my face is pale.

Every morning I get sick and my head is dizzy.

"Again good" I replied

"Effort to work if you are sick again, to the doctor" said mamah

"There's important work mah, alin will definitely go to the doctor" I said

"You ask for anterin ajak cipto, do not bring your own car" said mamah

"Yes mah" I replied

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In the car

I just lay in the car, even to open the laptop and see the files it seems like it usually feels really tired.

It seems like I do have to go to the doctor, I am also afraid that this will be related to my fetus.

"Sir, we go to the hospital" I said

"Yes good non" said the cipto sir and turned the direction to the hospital

Arriving at the hospital I then underwent an examination, I was given vitamins and fetal boosters. I was also advised to take plenty of rest.

I hope so too, but my job is really a lot.

In the past, I did think I would give up this job when I was married in order to focus on my family but what happens now, I got pregnant out of wedlock without an estimate.

I want aldo to take my place, but is it too soon?

After coming from the hospital I then asked the captain to take me to the office.

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Offices

11:21 WIB

Tokk

The door is knocked open and displays a farhan figure.

I ignored his arrival still busy working on the company report.

He sat in front of me and kept looking at me.

"You painted the image and the bear?"farhan asked really ignited my emotions

"We're breaking up the marriage, I'm not strong with you" I said staring hard at Farhan

"I'm just nanya" Farhan said

"You always talk about imagery, if you're interested in separating from him! You used to have trouble separating" I said

"I'm talking gini because of her condition, she just lost her child" Farhan said

"I don't care if your son dies or even if he dies" I said

"You're acting like he needs to be pitied, how am I? I've done a lot for him and you but none of you want to be nice to me" my neighbor

"I accept she works here because she's your wife! Because I feel sorry for him, but squirming his poor performance and not being able to do the job there's no reason I should keep him here. I'm afraid my company is losing just because of him" I said.

"Your son of him is dead but your attitude is as if the world is about to end! You'll also have a son from me, Farhan!"chink-bung

I clenched my hand as if it would no longer be strong to not beat up this man in front of me

"lin, calm down. I don't mean to force you not to paint the image I'm just giving advice. I don't ask for that advice to be approved, you don't think I don't care about you" Farhan said

I took a deep breath and exhaled it with a trembling body holding back the cries.

"You don't want han? I'm long tired" I said

"It would be like I'm the only one who wants to maintain this relationship, while you're still stuck in the image" my welcome

I bowed my head and let my tears really come out. I was really at the stage of not knowing what to say, as if there were a lot of things I had to say but somewhere to start.

"I'm confused what else to say to you han, I'm tired of having to be strong in front of people so I don't look defeated! I've never been this disappointed in my life" I said sobbing

"With a heavy heart, I have to live the image where she is the wife of my loved ones. I should be able to be relaxed when you and the image meet, I should be able to tear my eyes when I see you care about the image. I'm tired of having to try hard to have you as a whole even though it's not like this in the end. I'm doing things that I shouldn't be doing with you so you can survive with me. Until now I'm pregnant with your child, you're still stuck in the image. Everything is going to break, what I have been trying all this time is in vain. Please enough I'm playing rich gini again" I said as I shed all my tears.

I rubbed my cheeks roughly trying to remove any trace of tears on my face. I walked to get out of the room leaving Farhan.

Farhan first held my hand.

He pulled me into his arms, I tried to get out of his arms but my energy seemed to be not strong.

I still cry in his arms.

"Please han" my word

"I'm sorry alin, I'm sorry" Farhan said

"I have to say let alone han, I beg you to understand me" said I who then Farhan released his embrace. He looked at me with a moment

"Lin" said farhan

"From this moment on, I ask you to stop for all the effort you put into our relationship when you realize that everything is in vain" Farhan said, leading me to turn to him

seriated