The 7th Eye

CHAPTER 5 BAGAS

I was sleeping but not feeling the movement in my bed and it turned out Nasya was awake, I made sure and asked her how she was and she said fine. Nasya sat down slowly and saw the bedsheet he was sleeping on which was originally white turned red because of the blood stains. He rubbed his head and apologized to me. I told him to take a bath and clean himself full of blood, I was still afraid to look into his eyes until I spoke looking the other way.

I replaced my bedsheet with a new one to make it comfortable to sleep on tonight. I stuffed my sepei that had Nasya's blood into the washing machine, I squatted down in the laundry room while grabbing my hair until some helays fell on the floor.

(god... Why didn't you just kill me that day, why did you torture me with this endless pain, he was my world, she said, how can I see him suffering when I don't know what to do to stop all this) I'm crouching in front of a washing machine spinning in blood-red water, I wanted to kill myself right then and there, but it would never work because of the god curse that was given to me. I can only see him hurt again when he sees a piece of memory about us in the past.

I stopped thinking about me and came out of the laundry room, as I passed the kitchen I saw Nasya was taking a drink with his hair wrapped in a towel and still using a bath towel.

"hya gwencana (hey you're okay)"

I opened the towel to him right where the wound was, the wound closed perfectly like nothing had happened, the anger that appeared for myself was unstoppable again I kicked the dining table very hard, my anger is on the edge of the sweet potato, I'm angry at myself, I hate myself. How can I disappear from this world and let him be happy with others, because if he continues to be near me he will suffer.

Nasya's cold hand took my red hand after hitting that innocent table, he blew and stroked my hand. He calmed me down with his positive energy which made my body forget all those sadistic thoughts.

I hugged her inside, I just tried to recall the fond memories of the first time she dragged me into her good life and made me a happy Yul, Yul who could finally smile, she said, Yul who will only be by her side to love her, the path she gives me is so beautiful, that I momentarily forget that I am the god of destruction whose life is never colored. How I wasn't ruined when he almost died because of me, how can I be happy while Gyuri my world is not okay and I must continue to watch her get hurt while recalling the memories we have shared.

I took the medicine that the doctor had prescribed for Nasya before. I opened the package and gave Nasya to drink it.

"drink the medicine baby, then get some rest"

Nasya put the medicine in his mouth and drank some water. He walked towards the living room and picked up his shopping bag earlier. I rested my body on the front sofa and looked at the sword displayed in the living room

"aaah... Had Nasya seen this sword, I'm sure he would have remembered something again" I murmured softly.

I walked up to my room and knocked on the door of the room to make sure Nasya was already wearing clothes.

"dear what's done"

Nasya opened the door and told me to come in, Nasya hugged me and told me to take a bath as the night grew. I saw myself in front of the glass, half of my red shirt was exposed to Nasya's blood before. I immediately finished my bath and put on my clothes and went out of the bathroom. I really did not dare to look at Nasya with my eyes, I was afraid that something would happen again.

I saw Nasya lying down while playing his HP on the bed.

"you even wear clothes in the bathroom, sorry to make you uncomfortable even in your own home"

"aniyeo gwencana (no, it's okay)"

I walked to the bed and positioned my sleep, then I hugged Nasya I knew he would be sleepy from taking the medicine. I looked for a blanket with my legs without knowing Nasya kept watching me. Nasya pinched my cheek until I opened my eyes and looked at her pale face that was staring at me.

"you've seen the blanket" said Nasya flatly staring at me

"we sit down" I replied, lowering my head

Nasya nodded and confirmed the blanket for us to wear, he told me to act as normal as before. I just looked at him in despair, because he kept calming me down which could not even calm down.

"mwoga duryeobni, jagiya (what are you afraid of, baby)" Nasha asked as she stroked my cheek slowly

"neolaseo, museowo (i'm afraid, because it's you)"

"jinjeonghae jagiya, ujuneun uriga heeojiji anhdolog hamkke deryeowasseul georago hwagsinhae (please, I believe the universe brought us together not to part)"

I hugged him and let him rest in my arms. (museun envy isseossneunji andamyeon, nal miwohagesseo? "if you knew what was going on, would you hate me?") my inner. I fell asleep at that time, the eyes of the day began to sink and changed into the moon, the sky became pitch black decorated with stars.

I woke up and saw the clock by my bed, time had already set at 22:30. I got out of bed and drank water.

"would I like a drink"

I opened my wine cabinet and picked up the most powerful alcohol content. I took just any glass to drink it and went to the balcony room to get some fresh air while enjoying my wine. I poured it on an ordinary drinking glass and and immediately spent half of it.

"kkhh aahh, too sweet" I said as I hissed as my hot throat downed the wine I had spent half a glass on.

"geuge eottaeyo, seonsaengnim? (what happened to that, sir)" asked the joseon man to me

"na ttaemune (my color)"

"seonsaengnim, momi tongjehal su eobsdago haji anhassseubnikka? (sir, didn't you say it was out of your control)

I just nodded in response to the joseon man's question, he seemed to be thinking and asking something I had never thought of all this time.

"nuga neol geureohge haesneunji saenggagajima? (don't you think about who made you do that, sir)" asked the joseon man to help me find a way out

"naneun geugeose daehae saenggaghaessjiman geugeose daehae gieogi eobseossseubnida (i've thought about it, but I have no memory of it)"

I had thought about it from hundreds of years ago even before I was brought down to earth to seek Gyuri's reincarnation, but somehow I have no memory of what happened before the tragedy, all I remember is that I collected flowers for the flower arrangement Gyuri made for our wedding. But strangely enough, when I realized I had already stabbed Kang and Gyuri with my sword.

I came back to smoke my cigarette that I was holding earlier, but Nasya suddenly seized it and turned it off.

"not good for the heart, but outside at night"

He explained that he woke up because there was no me beside him, I told him to sit beside me while looking at the beautiful scenery in front of us.

"his palace is very nice"

"that's the kingdom of the jinn dear"

"i know"

"are you not afraid?"

"the energy is negative, but as long as the shape is still good in my view is okay, there are you who do notolongin I if I am afraid"

"hahahha a hundred, there is I who nolongin you if you are afraid again, so you stay with me only"

"no way, my dad will definitely disagree, where are you guys again"

"well" I said disappointed

We talked a lot and finally Nasya saw the drink that I had previously drank. Without ba bi bu he immediately drank everything in the glass, I snatched the glass but it was up in his throat

"yes, dear canoe is wine, you are not nanya nanya first" I said

(i.e., where the alcohol level is very high again) My mind is anxious.

"you're okay, I'm not dizzy" I asked as I turned her face and held her eel

"it's not just that my face is hot"

"you the hell ah" my olem while sticking my cold hand to his face

I told him to drink some more water so his hangover was gone. He leaned against my shoulder with his red cheeks from being drunk while hugging my hand. Two said softly to me with their own eyes

"jagiya, ulji ma nan neoi geuleon moseubi neomu seulpeo (honey, don't cry I'm so sad to see you like that)"

I just smiled as I stroked her hair, I put my hands together again because her face was so hot.

"joesonghabnida (sorry)" I said as I clenched the tip of the hair on his forehead and let him hug my hand as he pleased