
"where are you going"
"want to sleep on the couch"
I pulled out my bed blanket to cover her body, (what Nasya thinks of me, what she thinks I can do to let her sleep on the couch) My mind was a little upset, I pushed him on the bed so he could lie there. It was almost dawn and we were still awake, I lay down next to Nasya who was wrapped in a blanket because of my actions.
(is this the right time I ask you that, ah or tomorrow, but I think it's the right time, but how do I start) My inner self, I dare to start, I dare to start, I took my breath and tried as hard as I could but my heart rhythm was as fast as it was about to explode that night.
"should we date" I said with a face as flat and as usual as possible while facing the sky of my room.
"aaah you like me" Nasya asked back at me with a confident face
"you never deny that people call me your girlfriend"
"i'm just lazy to explain to them"
"have you never thumped to see me"
"emm I don't think so"
My chest was like it was pierced hearing all the answers, like there was no hope for me to have it. I don't know why I didn't want to give up that night. I moved my body overstimulating it while bringing my face closer.
"didn't you feel anything this close" I said, my heart was already beating so fast.
"no" Nasya replied briefly with his flat face
"even if I kiss you" said I reflexed out without a command from my brain
"do it and I'll hate you"
My body felt frozen, I kept my face away from Nasya, I really did not want to be hated by the people who helped me from my lonely world like before. I put my face away and wanted to get away from Nasya's face, but she held me back she held both of my cheeks and she was seen watching my face closely.
"all right, let's go out, but you still have PR"
I slightly rounded my eyes in shock with Nasya's words, I reflexively returned Nasya's gaze and saw him smile. I heard that this relationship was going to be conditional, but strangely I felt sincerity when I saw her face.
"what is it" I replied with my lips slightly turned upside down because it was happy, it felt like I wanted to jump for joy but ja'im.
"get my heart first"
"why should you ask me out for a date"
"i don't know, it feels like near you my energy is recharged"
"has"
I looked at my wrist that was wrapped around Nasya's soul rope, they like moving want to return the thread that is in the body Nasya out slowly pull the thread slowly winding on my wrist. The joseon guy came over on the balcony of my room, I saw his mouth move to tell me something.
"sinisiyeo, joheun envy aniraneun geol aljanhayo (let go god, you know that's not a good thing)
"aniyo (no)"
"you know I have a new skill with just looking you in the eye"
(ah right also, the 7th eye of the gyuri, the eye of the universe, he does not need to ask about what he wants to know, he said, just by looking into the eyes of the interlocutor he will know everything he wants to know) my inner self, I immediately turned my gaze away, still too early for Nasya to know everything about the two of us. Nasya changed his position and now he's over me and I'm the other way around. The blanket that wrapped around his body had already fallen to the floor.
"you know what you're doing"
"i know, but I'm done talking to you"
His face looked a little serious, there was already no smile on his face. The question I asked afterwards made my body freeze, I just kept silent with my face shocked my tongue could not avoid not being able to talk (whether he saw everything, I just kept silent, does he know what I killed back then he and Kang) my inner self.
"you don't have to answer it now, I know that's a very difficult question to answer"
"sorry I can't answer it now but it's not my will, you just need to know that" my feelings were quite calm because he had not seen everything even himself and I was grateful that he trusted me back then.
"what we're officially dating at the moment"
"yes maybe"
I smiled happily and hugged Nasya tightly until not realizing that he had difficulty taking a breath, I felt my courage was not in vain to get it tonight. Although there is a bitter story between us, I want to try to carve out fond memories of the two of us on this earth.
I changed our position as before and made a mark long enough on Nasya's neck. Fragrant of the bath soap she used pierced my nose, Nasya pushed the thrust of my body that was piercing her.
"mphk ah" I took a breath after releasing Nasya's neck, a reddish black mark on Nasya's neck I rubbed it off the rest of my saliva that stuck to his neck (finally I have you again) my inner self.
Nasya's voice scolded me, I couldn't help myself because I was too happy with the current situation. I raised Nasya justifying his sleeping position properly, I was planning on sleeping on the sofa tonight
"Hey just beware you're like I've prepared a police number if you're acting strangely" Nasya said, showing the police number he wrote on his phone
"Hahhah yaaa, sleep baby today is so tiring"
"Take a look at me You call it already there in the corner, just don't skip the bolster of understanding"
"Well, I can sleep here, okay, good night, my girlfriend"
I finally stopped sleeping on the sofa tonight, I slept on the side of the bed next to Nasha that night, she even fell asleep without holding her phone in the least, I just looked at the beautiful face of my goddess who was sleeping soundly that night. He walked and hugged the bolster that was made a barrier earlier. My eyes began to weigh and finally fell asleep, I don't know how long I've been asleep I feel someone hugging me, I opened my eyes that are very heavy to open, my vision was still blurred because I was asleep, I focused my gaze and it was seen Nasya was hugging me, I hugged her back and wanted to sleep, with several times she laughed in her sleep
"what's so nice that you laugh like that" I rubbed her soft hair slowly afraid she woke up
"taehyung" Nasya said in his speech
"who is he calling" I said in a soft voice
"taehyung saranghae" gigaunya with a smile
"what, what's the spell" I thought I thought I was upset
"saranghae" Nasha kissed me, she put her lips on my lips for a long time while still asleep she called out the name of the man I didn't know. Our breath swapped our faces so close I almost went crazy. The joy and annoyance I felt, how could he call another man when he already had a girlfriend. He turned his sleeping position back to me, I hugged him and continued my tod again because I was still very sleepy.