
I buried all my big questions in Bagas and rushed to wash the dishes from our breakfast together and Bagas cleaned the kitchen he had used for cooking. I don't know what wind Bagas hugged me from behind like a little boy who misses his mother.
"I miss" said Bagas slightly whispering
"Who misses, your mama?"
"You" he said, rubbing his face around my neck
"Bagas amused, I've been here too"
"Dear don't be angry dong"
"Your TV has netflix it doesn't watch yuk"
"You're watching"
"Lets goooo wuh"
Bagas walked in front of me and invited me into the TV room, Bagas turned off the lights to make it more comfortable to watch. We sat on the sofa in the room. Bagas started turning on his TV and choosing a movie.
"What do you want to watch" asked Bagas still by choosing a movie
"Borrow the remote" I closed the netflix Bagas opened earlier and opened the yutub
"Well, don't watch a movie"
"May see BTS used to be they're new concerts I'm curious he said good well plisss well" said I begged Bagas
"Yes, baby"
"Yes"
I looked for my oppa's latest concert and watched it I frenzied myself while I looked at Bagas' flat face. I was very curious about this concert because I saw brother V look like his ABS and the part I was waiting for appeared. I cried hysterically without caring for Bagas who was sitting beside me.
"Ooh this is what you want to see, has me better" said Bagas with an annoyed facial expression
"Why so"
"I said I had better"
"Don't be angry"
Bagas with his annoyed expression pulled my hand and put it in his shirt, Bagas put my hand on his stomach with his upset face which made me laugh.
"Don't know what the hell, I want to have taehyung tau hahahha" laughed
"So this is my PR, I have to take your heart from that V V"
"Hahahhaha, don't you just joke that I love you"
"Well, repeat is not horrified"
"I love you kooook" She sat me on her thigh and told me to repeat what I said earlier
"Because I didn't hear"
Actually I've been interested in Bagas since the beginning of the semester, somehow he distracts me and breaks down the wall I built a long time ago. She's so cold to all women and somehow I like her. I never told anyone about my feelings, I just kept it to myself. I was competing like a competitor to him, I was arguing like his real enemy and I didn't expect us to be at this point together and finally the wall in my heart completely collapsed at this moment. My heart feels like it wants to explode if it is close to him somehow I like it so much when he is near me really my energy is like a full carge.
I was still sitting on his lap and still tracing his handsome face, I didn't expect him to be this warm because I knew he was a life-giving snowman. I approached Bagas' ear and whispered there
"I LOVE YOU"
"really"
"Yes dear" I embarrassed myself calling her that, I covered my red face like a hot person
"Kiyowo, let go of your hands hey"
Bagas tried to open my hand that covered my face that was red with embarrassment. I hugged him slowly.
"Ha really? During what, since when"
"Emmm early semester"
"Really, I'm sorry I didn't notice sooner I'm sorry"
"No papa, oh yes I want revenge"
"To whom dear"
"To you, you don't see my neck until the rich blue gini how I cover it"
"Am sorry"
"Sst don't talk, your jakun moves"
I stroked the Bagas jakun then lowered my face and made a mark on the Bagas junkyard that kept moving, I made a mark long enough there then Bagas whispered softly
"Darling, this is dangerous"
I let go of my mouth to see the results of my revenge on Bagas' neck and succeeded. I want to return my first kiss to Bagas but baby I don't understand how. I stopped in front of her face that was already flushed red and stroked her lips.
"Ah I don't know how to do it, I'll start it and you'll continue"
I put my lips on Bagas and without ba bi bu Bagas started it straight away. He was curling my lips softly and playing with his tongue I was just following his slow tongue play leading me. I returned the fungus slowly, then the bagas came down to my neck, she flicked my hair and started exploring my neck.
"Dear, don't make a bill sign" I said, warning Bagas
This room is filled with the affection accompanied by the BTS song that I previously played. Bagas' hands began to explore my body which I wrapped in a tangtop in a Bagas T-shirt. Understanding that he opened the shirt I used I was shocked and immediately set this thing.
"Stop dear is nothing more than this"
"Geez, honey, let's use security"
"No"
Bagas whined like a child whose request was not followed. But suddenly Bagas stopped his gaze on my chest and touched the stab scar in the middle there.
"Since when is this wound here" asked Bagas with a shocked face
"It's been like since I fainted yesterday"
"Even when you remember a piece of memory it will hurt you"
"Huh memory"
Bagas did not speak anymore and shed tears then shouted so loudly that it made me shocked.
"WHY THE GODS ARE SO CRUEL TO ME"
"Darling why" I said in shock because Bagas was shouting so loudly like that
Bagas hugged me tightly while crying as he pleased. I was very confused by what happened Bagas just cried while hugging me without explaining what happened.
"Why do you have to stay hurt" Bagas said between tears
"What a wound Bagas, I have no wound"
Bagas lifted his face and looked at me with a sad look while holding my shoulder, he just stared at me like that in his silence, then he reopened his voice.
"From now on, don't look at what you're supposed to see, don't look me in the eye so deep I'm afraid of hurting you"
"Not until yesterday, I didn't see him anymore, even I'm so close to you right now, so what are you worried about"
"I'm just afraid of losing you again"