
In the morning, Alex looks after the dawn prayer, where Kinar is cutting kitchen spices, where yesterday's food will be warmed for breakfast this morning with her husband.
Honestly Kinar felt guilty, because her husband's wishes had been in the wrath of the creator, from rejecting fear to ending the debate and Kinar cried, but eventually they performed the ritual also because they were legitimate.
After hearing the tap, Alex rushed to take a shower and waited for the dawn prayer at a nearby musholla. It felt strange, when the voice in the house sounded silent, without a word, let alone no talking and moaning as if he did not see anyone.
Kinar himself wanted to say hello to her husband, but Alex's celos felt right about his decision, making Kinar visible. Kinar was trying to be patient, where by morning, the fear of Kinar was really conveyed this morning, if Alex wanted to go back to live in his mother's house, it meant that Kinar would stay at the house of in-laws.
"Mas go first."
Huh!
Kinar's heart crumbled, this morning's food was seen without touch, indeed this was the leftover warm food yesterday afternoon, but it felt like Kinar wanted to fast and throw it away, but if he threw it away, it is a sin because there are still many people out there who need food. But if Kinar goes on strike because of his sadness, not without reason his breast milk will be jammed, and Kinar can not provide nutrition for Raya who is now five months old.
Eeeaaa ... Eaaac.
The cry of Raya resuscitated Kinar this time, to where Kinar tried to catch his breath again, trying to suppress his crying and sadness.
'Ah! It felt, if Kinar was still a mother, maybe he would have gone through all this, but he himself. Even his in-laws when Raya lived with him from the age of forty days, only a few times to visit, no matter what happened to Inggrid's mother, Kinar's in-law.
Kinar this time immediately grabbed a print newspaper, where he saw job vacancies, but thought again and again. If it works, then who is the same? Moreover, the stock of ASI must be fulfilled, and Kinar does not have a refrigerator, only a thermos filled with ice cubes, it also buys ice cubes on the next door neighbor.
Eaaq .. Eaaac.
Kinar again gave milk, still Raya cried. He made baby porridge, still reluctant Raya that time, but did not want to open her mouth and just kept crying.
Kinar replaced the diaper, making Raya comfortable with a warm change of clothes, still only briefly baby Raya stopped crying.
Even today, it looks all the room, the room is messy, did not have time to wash the dishes, wanted to make Kinar tidy up but Raya just kept crying, as if she did not want to be released and wanted in a carry only. Kinar became tired, and Kinar was not strong tired like this, where Alex mas far from the word adequacy, even Kinar accidentally saw a mirror, where he was not taken care of, cute and very dirty in general.
Eaaaac ... Eaaac.
"Can ... No. .. the hell son, you shut up for a minute .. huh?" kinar shouted, making the room echo, where the baby was singing a sad face, but the handle was tight.
"Sorry mother, son! Mommy is tired, please give Mother a moment, you can be quiet for a moment, see everything is messy. Mommy is confused why Raya continues to cry, . "bluff Kinar feels guilty, his emotions are getting out of control.
Kinar also carried Raya, where his eyes were swollen, even Kinar's tears fell, dripping several times on the little baby's chubby cheeks.
For some reason Raya at that time looked calm, after crying for a long time, seeing Kinar who was crying, as if the baby was still staring at his mother crying, the sad inner feeling of a baby can only show a sad look, as if the baby is still looking at his mother crying, the sad inner feeling of a baby can only show a sad look, red nose and hugging tightly his mother's clothes, when Kinar cried all day covering his face, until for a while he was looking for the sense to be able to make a swing behind the top of the wood, the door of the room. In order for Kinar, you can clean the house and cook rice, where there was only a wick stove.
After a while, Alex looks back quickly. Then look at Kinar who looks messy and messy, stupid again see the baby made a swing that looks dangerous to Alex.
"Assalamualaikum Kinar."
"Walaikumsalam Mas! tumben has come home, why a very cepet tumben?" ask Kinar.
"Astagfirullah Kinar, swing like this danger. What are you at home, if Raya falls how, you forget and sure you never make baby Raya fall?"
Deg.
"I'm sorry, but Kinar was .."
"You have to stay neat! Whatever it is, good at your time, different you are the same brother-in-law you are busy, but can tidy up with everything yourself. Now ready to go, and neat! We're going to visit mom's house."
"Yes, mom, hurry up! Raya can mas gendong, just take it first it's a broom, then mas cleanin the rest, later only after we go home!"
"Yes mas, sorry." said Kinar, who this time he really held back the cry, and the taste of his tightness, really pierced into the heart.
Celos said Alex again pierced Kinar's mind and heart. Saying himself at home why, even half the new mess house he can do, because he is busy making swings, outsmarting the swing so that Raya can stop crying, even though Kinar is enough to make milk, even though Kinar is enough to make milk, and feed Raya, make sure her diaper isn't full.
This is how the treatment of mas who often change the mood if you meet your mother-in-law in Kinar. Just because Kinar was a debt-redeeming wife who was just needed, it felt unfair compared to continuing.
Without a second thought, Kinar grabbed the game, it felt strange because the game, looks small. Already some gamis he tried, but a little claustrophobic PD, let alone not get into the base of his shoulder.
'Oh my gosh, am I really fat?' inmost.
"Line let's get a little fast!"
"I'm sorry, but the game is small, sorry Kinar!"
"Yes already use the existing, really complicated."
Kinar inevitably, wearing a long-sleeved negligee, clad in cardigans and a long pashmina covering the bottom over the abdomen. As Alex locked the door, even the dishwasher looked messy, even Alex saw again if there were wires and electricity that had not been turned off.
With his duck motorbike, Kinar himself felt pain when he was rammed, even Kinar wanted to talk sick, but he was afraid to say, as a result of his pain it made Kinar hold up to his home-in-law.
"Assalamualaikum, ma'am." said Alex, who was already in front of the house inggrid mother was sitting, finished sweeping.
"You're coming Alex! Bring Kinar too?"
"Yes all look at you, not want to see Raya, if you are not the same Kinar, then who is the fool?"
"Bu .." kissed the hand of the mother-in-law, Kinar but got a displeased look.
"Yes, come in yuk!"
Kinar stepped in, it felt different upside down when Kinar was at his mother-in-law's house, magnificently absolutely perfect unlike the hut he lived with Alex.
But indeed Alex's decision was to stay within his means, and this is where Kinar tried hard, because of his love for Alex, he will live anywhere even though it is not worth it as long as it is not a leak and can take shelter. But since last night Alex spoke will stay at his mother's house really Kinar must be more extra patient and strong face the mouth of his father-in-law.
"So how much money do you want to borrow Alex?"
Deg.
Celos greeting mother-in-law, made Kinar carrying Raya shocked, even Kinar himself did not know, if the arrival of her husband was to borrow money.
"Alex definitely changed the mother's money, Alex wanted Kinar Bu's control, the day after tomorrow should return. Plus Alex wants circumcision and piercing Raya, if necessary small aqiqah small, where the aqiqah is only distributed, in the home. After all, my sister has already given her money to my mother, Alex promised that the store was stable to buy a car that I wanted.'
Inggrid the in-law, asked Kinar to think logically.
"Look, Kinar, ever since Alex kept his marriage, life's been tough. So the wife of the windfall bearer smoothly bertubi tubi dong, not nusahin. There is a wife, even more difficult. This must be because you are Kinar, your father has a lot of debt instead of being replaced with money, instead of being replaced with you. More difficult again." spout out the speech in-laws, making Kinar lowered his head, while Alex himself just kept silent without saying another word, because the position is difficult for him to choose defended, between the couple and his mother.
TBC.