The 2nd Son-in-law
BROAD-HEARTED WOMAN
Once at home, they will be ready to rest. Baby Raya seemed to cry continuously, where a sand from the roof sounded to make Kinar look confused.
"Mas, that's what yes. How to make the floor."
Alex, who had just finished praying, saw the face of Kinar tired, tired and panicked. Or since Kinar's operation, and his efforts plummeted himself who was insensitive to the life of his wife.
"The most bad guy, sorry. Mas promise if it is enough, and the workshop is smooth. We'll go back to redeem the confiscated house. I just haven't found my client, who he's been cheating on."
'Well, that's because Alex is always thinking about something else, entrusting the wrong person, taking it off. So that he accumulates bank debt in the name of the mas, let alone sign it without reading it first, because the mind and soul are divided at that time.' Inner Kinar, he really wants to talk like that, he said, but I could not because I was afraid of sin.
"Line, how quiet?" ask Alex.
"Gpp bang, sorry also about Kinar who is not good at serving mas, and is unable to take care of Raya. Sometimes Kinar wanted to scream a little, it turned out to have a cute baby, not as easy as Kinar had imagined at that time."
"Astagfirullah. All because there's not enough mas you deserve, sorry also because you have to feel all this."
"Gpp mas, here's the tea. After all, the wife wherever the husband goes, should not come and sincerely, insyallah Kinar can." he said sitting while holding Raya in his arms, giving Asi.
"Oh yes, you know why not be shopping for clothes and negligence?" ask Alex who sips a warm tea smile.
Kinar himself did not tell, if he had met mbak Isna brother Alex. Just looking at him Kinar was reluctant and embarrassed, especially the situation now with a hut-like house far from where they used to live, where the figure next to his brother-in-law Kinar recognized.
Uh! It seemed that Kinar's mind, this was a Karma, where Kinar had been reluctant to marry, seemed surprised if her husband was a strange thing, a strange thing, so that the opportunity of Kinar at that time tried to seize the entirety of Alex because of a treaty and his father's debt.
"Gpp Mas, peed kebelt. Raya is also not at home like that, because the cry continues." explained Kinar, making Alex a mangosteen.
The couple in the room kept quiet, with no one talking. Silence with each other's thoughts. Kinar's eyes were still awake, not thinking that he could sleep with the person who had been his hope, but now things were very different.
However, not the happiness that he got, it was the sadness that he was contemplating now where Alex mas must still think about his old story, only in this hut Alex mas looks ordinary, but Kinar once caught her husband staring at a picture of someone. If from the beginning already knew who would be her husband, Kinar would definitely refuse blatantly, and no longer accept the agreement of her parents.
“Kinar,” Alex who turned his back on his body immediately moved to be stretched. He was sure that even Kinar had not properly fallen asleep.
“Pardon me for the mistakes you have made, this difficulty is all because of mas" he continued.
Alex is well aware of his previous mistakes and should not deserve to return, and carves a new story with Kinar and while with Kinar was still thinking about the new Lunar some time Alex was honest.
Weak because we cannot keep our feelings. The journey of pursuing Master's education makes Alex forget the Lunar figure and meet with Kinar.
Because humans can only plan. Alex has not reported on her marriage until now.
However, after meeting Kinar, Alex's love was lost on the little girl, and at that time loved his wife at this time, but now it became a bombardment because Alex was dishonest.
“It just became a past that Kinar had forgotten, Mas. Kinar had also forgiven long before he apologized. After all, we only need to fight from scratch, Kinar will be like a wife in general fighting alongside mas from zero, sorry attendance because of Kinar's father."
Including what's happening today now, who turns out to be a wife due to a debt with Alex's husband. For some reason, Allah swt reunited with him who had made a wound in the heart. Since meeting Mbak Lunar who always helped him, but because he knew Alex, Kinar's attitude as if so the woman does not know herself, and this is a corner for him.
“Then if you know from the beginning will live a difficult life, are you a wife mas ?” Now Alex began to ask, then a little glance at Kinar who had changed a lot from him.
She was still the same as the little girl at that time, Kinar looked more mature and beautiful, only without makeup and glowing, and awkwardness still filled the niches of each heart.
The beginning of Alex's marriage was upset and flat and indifferent, but over time Kinar was the younger class he liked first, making the period reappear where the perseverance of Kinar, patiently face it.
“All because of God, Mas. Hearts and instructions that move Kinar to receive this.”
Kinar was honest. Not the coercion or compulsion that the father asks, purely on the will of God to get his pleasure. It's just that mas always prioritizes Lunar, even though Kinar realized Kinar was just a new person. If Kinar knew mas was a lover of the Lunar mind, surely Kinar would consider, because it would be difficult life, Kinar did not matter. If Kinar is reborn, Kinar wants to be the first woman and not be the second woman, because surely the beginning of the first marriage is the sweetest.
Alex's heart was full. Guilt is more open, he accepts not out of sheer lust, but Allah ta’ala. Somehow his heart could sincerely become a woman like this.
“Kinar also does not know if it will be a destroyer of relationships mas. If you know it may take more consideration,” continued Kinar expressionlessly, explained to Alex.
Tired of having to lie to his own feelings if up to now Kinar is still loyal to Alex.
In fact, his name is always tucked in prayer, even though it seems impossible Alex will return. But his prayer was a bridge through family debt, even though at that time Kinar had prostrated! ask Alex to be gentle and loving to her from this forced marriage.
It turned out that prayer, was granted which made Kinar feel guilty and awkward. Moreover, the man before her, really loved her past, which far Kinar thought, she was a broad-hearted woman.
TBC.
