
While in Alex's subconscious he appears to be in dejavu again. Where he was in two white houses, with white robes staring at the two shoulders of the woman who saw Alex himself calling him, but when he called Lunar, where his face turned was the figure of Kinar.
'Lunar .. Why did it become Kinar?' lirih Alex, in his subconscious confusion, whether he is where.
Ah, it's not good to live with two different real women present in her life. Feeling haunted by guilt and anxiety, Alex broke up on Lunar because Lunar wanted to pursue a career not ready for marriage, and the second he was betrothed by Kinar until Kinar's father could not pay the debt of hundreds of millions, so whenever Alex divorced Kinar, no problem.
In fact, both are already there, but his heart is not calm and feels cheating. That's what Alex now feels, it feels if you want to repeat the time, Alex should firmly not obey the debt will of the parents who arranged to marry Kinar.
I don't know why his fate became like this. He was unhappy and agitated, thinking of two women not to want to be hurt at once. Even looking at the shoulder of the woman he knew, now Alex knew he had a legitimate wife, Kinar, where the shadow of his mistake was shown by a mirror that arrived in front of him.
Is it his sin to think about the Lunar situation while he was with Kinar? Ah, it feels like he wants to be split in two so that he can accompany each of them without having to switch one position to another.
Alex sighed, then focused on looking at Kinar's shoulder, to try to accept his current sweetheart is Kinar, not for a year and two of living together.
His hand was already propped up on Kinar's shoulder so that the woman, no longer scatter as if she did not want to open up to him.
The woman did not know of her current gaze, but as powerful as anything Kinar forced his position to be was indeed unchangeable, indeed, because in his heart only the matchmaking woman as the winner of Alex's heart forever whether Kinar can sure knock down Alex's heart to love him as he is.
Alex feels guilty for ignoring a woman named Kinar after her mother treats her unfairly. “Kinar, sorry. I don't want you to be jealous.”
He said again and took a peek at Kinar's sad bead of eyes. Without being told, Kinar understood what he was thinking.
Honestly did not want to hurt, but to tell her about her lover named Lunar, she was reluctant to feel. Especially to just share the story, because the heart of a woman is very sensitive and easily very fragile.
“Im sorry Mas, Kinar. It's wrong, but I'm not comparing you to ... Lunar, it's just we're not used to it."
"But I am Alex's life now and then." replied Kinar, making the gaze pitiful.
Where the shoulder of the woman he recognized was Kinar currently in his dream, seemingly walking away without looking back at Alex. But the figure of the woman's shoulder Kinar right turned, a smile approached Alex who was sculpting at that time, where Alex believed if the best Kinar and chosen to live his future.
"Mas Alex, love Kinar sincerely. Kinar can be in any situation, one of Kinar who loves too much in Alex mas when the father gave Kinar to the mas, because Kinar believes Alex mas a good man."
Alex seemed surprised, he uttered the god's asthma lafadz. Where he was now lying, on the wall of the slit was white and the pungent smell of medicine. This time Alex moved his eyeballs, where he stared at someone waiting for him.
"Where is this?" lirih Alex, broken.
"Mas, you're awake?" the smile of Kinar, who was waiting in the nursery, where her husband had re-opened his eyes.
TBC.