Thank You Love
Chapter 6
After praying isya' dimushollah. I met icha and rani on the street. Seeing them, I automatically waved and immediately called the names of my two friends....
Felix : Rani. Icha...
Rani: oh you lig. New abis jamaah?? Why not me and Icha.
Icha: yes lis...
Felis: I went with the same fatih. So I got the front row.
Rani :'s :. That was imamin Gus fatih, right lis.???
Felis : no. That is what Ustad Hamid. Mas fatih just recited when makmum santri all. If there are still more senior, mas fatih rather presumptuous he said...
Number: ooohhh gtuuu...
Icha: pantes and the sound is crisp.
Felis & Rani: hussshh
Icha : yes...
Rani: but you can't talk about it. Not okay. He's a tau ustad....
Felis: yes son. That's why mama rani said. Hihahi
Icha : yes abis, usually kn Gus fatih tuh who became a priest. Trus voice Gus fatih tuh make melted ran. Merdu...
Felis: yes know cha. But ttp you can't. The important thing is that someone becomes a priest. Reading really. The sound problem is sweet or not. No problem....
Rani: dengerin nyai said.
Felis : dih whatan...
Rani : yes. It is indeed. Later you are the same gus fatih who will be the leader here to replace Pak kyai sama bu nyai. Pak Kyai's son is only Fatih.
Icha : uh. Also from ran...
Felis stunned. Felis thinks he doesn't deserve it. Because he himself could not even understand in depth the contents of the book of intermediate nahwu and others...
...
Felis: "The Assalamualaikum "
Fatih : dear waalaikumsalam. How late??
Felix : ooh. It's mas. Last time abis chatted with rani and ich a
Fatih : oh. Speaking what???
Felis : huh... Eeemm... No really. Just a small talk.
Fatih: are you sure???
Felis : yes. Yes already. Felis simpen mukenah. That Abis we ate well..
Fatih : huuufft. Ja. Wait for ya...
,,,
Finish the dinner. Felis finishes the table first and washes the dirty dishes the twelve of them ate...
After everything was done, Felis saw fatih who was watching tv. Felis, who was still in a state of mind, immediately entered the room.
" am. Felis to the room first well. "said felis immediately left fatih..
" loh. Dear.. "fatih's words stopped when he knew his wife had not heard his call...
Fatih turned off the tv and wanted to catch up...
" you why baby. "ask fatih by hugging felis from behind.
" it's okay mas. "answered felis pretending to read a book.
Fatih immediately took the book held by Felis and kept it back. And immediately turned the chair on which felis sat facing him...
Fatih : baby. Your husband's. Can't you share your thoughts together??? Can't you trust this same thing??
Felis: not that...
Fatih: then why?? Tell baby. Your burden will also be a burden. So too with your problems. That'll be your problem too...
Felis : felis just feels heavy...
Fatih: heavy why baby??
Felis: felis feels heavy with felis status now. Felis felt inadequate and unworthy. How can a girl who does not have a broad religious knowledge like you even be your wife. The son-in-law of the owner of this boarding school. Felis felt mas should be able to get the better of felis. Felis is not able to think about how in the future mas. Felis is afraid of ruining the good name of Kyai Lukman's family. Abi mu mas's....
Felic's cry broke. Out had been everything he had thought of since hearing the words of his friend. He knew, Rani just spoke so without any intention of offending her in the slightest. But he just felt that he did not deserve all this....
Fatih : Ika. See mas. (fatih lifting the chin of the felis) does mas look like someone who regrets???
Felis shakes.
Fatih: did you ever say you were unhappy.???
Felis shakes.
Did you ever ask me to be perfect???
Felis shook his head again, still with his usual cry...
Fatih: because you already know. Why do you still think about it?? I just want you, baby. I'm sure, you're not. It might embarrass the family. Because I know too. You love this same you. Then why if you're not as good as you think. The most important thing is your heart. Your sincerity and kindness are enough for our future. Abi sama ummi also love you. Are you saying that abi sama ummi does not love you??
Felis : no... Wasn't...
Fatih: that's why. You can't think that anymore. Because of how you and your circumstances. I will always love you. Because you are my only girl besides ummi.
Say fatih by kissing felis forehead and hugging him....
Felix was crying again. But not because of sadness. But happy. Happy to have been given such a perfect partner for him...
Fatih took off the felis hug slowly. His wife's eyes were soft. Kissed his wife's forehead. It descended upon the wet felis eyes after crying. Fatih looked at Felis with the sweetest smile that Felis had never seen. And Cupp...
Fatih kissed felis' lips slowly. The kiss was originally just a touch of the lips. Slowly turning into a deeper kiss. Fatih poked his tongue into the mouth of the felis. Pushing soft thin lips of felis to open. And play his tongue. Struggling with a still-rigid felis tongue.
Fatih took off her kiss when she felt the grip of Felis' hand in hers.
Fatih: can we continue what was delayed last afternoon dear???
Fatih's whisper in felis's ear. Felis nodded in agreement.
Fatih also opened the felis hijap. Leading his wife to bed....
Fatih kissed felis again while pushing felis to lie on her back with fatih on top. Fatih's kiss slowly deepened making felis difficult to breathe.
" do not hold your breath and your voice dear." whispered fatih slowly.
Fatih touched the felis gently. Very mellow. It was as if felis was something very precious to him.
Felis began to sink into the fatih game that night. Sweat soaks the body of fatih and felis.
That night they performed their worship which was delayed by up to a month.
In the end. That night the moon showed its light. Bathe the halal couple with their light. Breaking through the last frontier that Felis had, to give his whole body to fatih. Her husband is both a lover and a very felic husband...
After tired of worshiping together. The two men fell asleep with moonlight slipping through the cracks of their bedroom windows...
