
FELICIA
It's been a week since my wedding day. I do my activities as usual. College and salary in pesantren although not as often as before. I just keep my own salary. Because when all the santriwn and santriwati gather in mushollah. Even many people are studying. Rani and Icha are still acting as usual. Sometimes they tease me. But not with nindin. Nindi's mother changed. Even impressed ketus if I ask rina and icha.
Thursdays. I'm getting ready" to go to the market. Buy some kitchen stuff that's almost gone. At first, Ummi wanted to come. But I refuse subtly. I'm just asking for a record of what materials I should buy. Because to be honest, I still don't understand the kitchen business even though I can cook. Because I never went to the market.
I'm the same permission as Fatih. Ever since I became his wife. I call him Fatih. Not anymore, fauzan. Because the word ummi, abi prefers the name Fatih.
I left after being allowed to shop to the market on condition that I have to return before dhuhur. Atw I won't be allowed to come out again. That's what Fatih said. Even though I know it's just a joke. But I will obey him. Because he is my husband. Anyway, I don't feel guilty. Because until now I still have not received an inner living from him. That's because I'm not ready. Not because Fatih did not want to give.
In the middle of the journey. I heard someone calling me. When I look. I realized that it was mbak nindi.
" What's wrong???" Ask me as decently as possible. Although it feels strange. Because of the end" this mbak nindi never greeted me more dlu.
" No lis. This... I need your help lis. There was a little boy there who wanted to be taken by a thug. Don't dare to be alone. Do you want to help the kid???" Ask mbak nindi.
" Oh. Yes it is mbak. I said the same mas fatih first. To be safe." I replied I was going home. But my move was held back by mbak nindi. "why mbak???" Ask me wonder.
" No need to lis. Later go to the pream. And fear what happens" with the boy. Let's go lis." Said mbak nindi while trus pulling" me.
Finally I joined mbak nindi towards a rather quiet road called mbak nindi. Until I finally felt my back head hit so hard. I could see mbak nindi holding a block of wood until it was all dark.....
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I paced back and forth in front of the house. Felis hasn't been home since morning. I'm so worried about my wife. How not. She's a very nice girl in my opinion. So it's easy if there's a criminal who's taking him.
Abi and ummi are not home. After Felis went to the market. Arrive" abi and ummi have to go to Jakarta. Abi's sister is in the hospital. Stay home alone.
Suddenly I was in my mind. Could it be that Felis met Rani and Icha at the boarding school and fell asleep there. Why don't I think there. Immediately I step my foot into the princess boarding school.
Seen some santri who was walking it stopped and looked down when I saw me enter the santri princess area. Arriving at the corridor, I called a santri to call Rani and Icha.
A few minutes waiting. They finally came. I asked them directly about Felis. Nil. Felis doesn't have a dipesantren. I thanked him and left immediately.
I'm thinking. Where did felis go. Did he run away. Was he tortured by this marriage. But all this time he's been fine. Even look happy. Now what should I do.
I'm messing up my hair. Tired of thinking. Maybe tomorrow I'll look for him. Well. I have to look for him...
I'm frustrated. I'm almost crazy. Even the villagers and some shopkeepers in the market did not see the felis coming and shopping. I walked gontai.
"AAAAHHHKK...." I'm right" would be crazy if felis wasn't found. Unconsciously I was crying. " Felissya. Where are you going." Overshipped.