Tespack In Pocket Pants My Husband

The Painful Reality

Now my husband works in a factory as an HR Manager. Well, my papa friend gave me a pretty high position. Because thanks to papalah, papa's friend named Pak Gunawan can set up a factory up to this size.

His salary was quite large, only what was given to me was only half while the other half, whether he used it for what. But I did not protest, because I realized, here I only received money without hard work like Mas Daswan.

For a year, our marriage was good. But entering his second year, Mas Daswan wanted a child. I also took a fertility drug that I bought in the pharmacy, but 3 months I consumed it but not the results.

So I decided to invite Mas Daswan, to check together. After going through various tests. 3 Days later the results came out. And at that time, I took the letter because Mas Daswan could not come because there was a job.

When I opened it how shocked I was, it turned out that it was Mas Daswan here who was troubled. He had Azoospermia. Where none of the ******* has Mas Daswan.

I can't tell Mas Daswan the truth. Because he must be sad and I don't want that to happen. After all, it was a disgrace. If people knew, they would have ridiculed Mas Daswan as a barren man.

Finally I chose to hide the result from Mas Daswan, it was much better. I'll be honest, but I'll wait at the right time.

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When my husband came home and asked me about the results, I said that he and I were just as fertile. Fortunately Mas Daswan believed that he did not even ask for his lab results.

But as I entered my third year, my husband and my in-laws began to change. My husband was disappointed that I wasn't pregnant. How can I possibly get pregnant, if my husband doesn't have *****one.

I don't blame her coldness because I was wrong, I wasn't honest with her. If I were honest, maybe it wouldn't be like this.

But how can I be honest, I can't make him hurt if I know the truth.

I can only pray that there will be a miracle where my husband can heal and I can get pregnant. Because I honestly wanted a child too, I also felt lonely at home when my husband left for work and I was alone at home, I have no friends and just watch TV after all the homework, I finish.

The more days I feel my husband is changing. He is also busy with his HP, whether he chatan with whom, I don't know. Because I was never allowed to hold her HP.

I sometimes get tired of the relationship that is no longer harmonious, in my home and my husband like a stranger. He always ignored me and was cold to me.

Don't ask me how I feel because it's a very painful thing.

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