
Pov Leni (Lisa's Mother)
I'm sorry, why I didn't go to school so I could miss something like this. If I had been in high school, maybe I could have been a parent who could control her baby.
All this time I was just busy helping my husband work so that he could send Lisa high, I wanted her to be a great child, to be a woman who could boast of me and my husband someday. Who can raise the level of the elderly.
I pray all the time that God will protect and protect her, I always hope that my only daughter can continue on the right path. I don't want him to get the wrong relationship that ends up hurting himself.
From childhood to adolescence, she was always at home. Waking up in the morning, he prayed and helped me clean the house and cook, he always obeyed what I said. Never argue and always say yes. I was so proud of him, at a time when others were busy playing, but not with my daughter. After school, he immediately changed clothes, ate lalul helped me sell. Well, I am a small trader who only sells kitchen needs, the profit is not too much only 10 thousand to 30 thousand per day. As for my husband, he was only a pelvic coolie in the market, sometimes he could also be a building coolie. Whatever he does while halal.
The opinion is also uncertain, if it becomes a pelvic porters in the market, sometimes a day can only be 20 thousand sometimes only 8 thousand, uncertain. But if he becomes a building porters, every day, he is in a salary of 60 thousand to 70 thousand. But being a college building, sometimes there, sometimes there is not. So to suffice a day, he went to the market and became a pelvic porters.
My husband and I have never complained about what happened, the important thing is we are not hungry and Lisa can study and school well, that is more than enough. The needs of the house are also fulfilled without having to owe here and there, too,
Every night, Lisa is always learning, studying to fall asleep, sometimes I don't have the heart to see her, she's like studying hard because she wants to pursue her ideals to become a doctor. I have always guaranteed what he asks, may God grant his wish.
But in Second Class High School, I saw him change. As a mother, I felt something was different. He usually wakes up early to pray, but since the second grade of High School, he often wakes up late. He never again prayed as usual, he also no longer helped me clean the house and cook. He always went to school in the morning and came home in the afternoon sometimes at night. He usually comes home at 1pm, no later than 2pm. But since the 2nd grade of High School, he came home at 5pm sometimes coming home at 8pm. I don't know what he's doing out there, every time I ask him, he's studying a group because he's not an elementary school kid anymore. He's already a high school boy, he asked me not to take care of him. I can only be patient, it's changed now.
If in the past, he always respected me, but now, he was often angry indignantly, not infrequently he yelled at me and said harsh words. It really turned 180 degrees. My husband can only be patient with his only daughter, while I, want to feel like I vent my anger but my husband is trying to calm me down.
I also he was always busy with his HP, no matter what he did. I don't know what, because I can't read and write. Even when the HP is put on the table, I want it to feel like I know, he chatan the same who, but whatever the power, I know it's just ordinary HP, it's just a call, it's just a call, because just push the green button if someone calls. The rest I don't know what.
Likewise with my husband, even though he can read and write, but if it is about social media, he is just as stupid as me. He also knows only Hp nenot nenot, which is usually just a phone and texting.
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After graduating high school, she increasingly turned into a wild woman. He always went to the salon, every time he came home, he brought a variety of clothes*** and makeup equipment that might be very expensive. Because I often see that make up on tivi tivi.
He also often went home in the middle of the night, sometimes also came home in the morning. Every time I asked, he got angry and said that he was staying at his friend's house. I don't know why my daughter is changing all the time. I didn't even recognize my own daughter's character. She used to be kind, gentle, submissive, now turned into a wild woman, wearing open clothes even classified as very**** and being a dissident woman.
My husband also tried to advise her several times, but never ignored her. Sometimes his emotional strangulation, my husband wanted to slap him, but I prevented him and told him to repeat the word istigfar.
I don't know what my sins and my husband's sins were in the past, until God gave me such a big test. The daughter I hoped would be able to raise the rank of a parent, who can be a career woman and can make parents happy, but now it seems as if my hope is gone. I'm not sure my daughter can make me proud to see her attitude and behavior getting more and more wild.
My husband and I tried to stay up in the middle of the night, begging God to open the eyes of my daughter's heart so she could get back on the right track. Well, that's the road I'm taking. Because my husband and I were tired of advising him, but instead of obeying and listening to my advice, he yelled at me and cursed me like he was cursing at his friend, when I was his mother, the mother who had held him for 9 months and gave birth to him at the risk of my life.
Don't ask how I feel? Because it must be very painful, even the pain is difficult to express with words, it is very difficult to describe with anything.
During his 4 years in college, he really changed. I no longer see him pray, always wear clothes to the knee even sometimes ever reach above the knee, wear clothes **** which is very open until his cleavage is visible. My husband and I can only give up, and even my husband and I no longer know how to deal with him.
My husband and I chose silence, silence and silence.
After graduating from college, she decided to stay in an apartment. Honestly, I don't know where he got the money so he could stay in the apartment, buy some fancy clothes and stuff. But I was lazy to ask, so I chose silence.
Why ask, will not be answered.. There's even he'll say I'm kepo. I don't know what a kepo is, and why it can be called kepo. I don't know, but obviously every time I ask, he always says I don't get too pussy. And I decipher that kepo, don't interfere.