Tespack In Pocket Pants My Husband

Pov Lisa (Frustation)

The POV Lisa

After my parents left, I dropped myself on the floor. I didn't think my life would be this ruined. In just an instant, the happiness I felt became a cry of tears.

I was so happy when I was legitimately the wife of Daswan Pramuji, but that happiness was only a matter of seconds. Because then, I even get a problem so big that all my bad has been known by both my parents even in public knowledge.

Now that I am a widow, I am only a wife in a matter of minutes. Now, what I have in mind is how will my parents forgive me and what will be my fate in the future, and what is the child that is now in my womb? Will Dito marry me?

Oh my god .. I'm really frustrated. What steps should I do now, let alone the incident was broadcast directly. I don't even have a face to get out, who's gonna help me this time. While both my parents were disappointed, Mas Daswan divorced me, my family hated me after what I did. And my friends, they hate me even they're disgusted to see me back. To whom should I complain and complain?

Why is this karma coming so fast? Why am I not allowed to be happy first? Should I drop my womb? I can't take care of this child alone either, but I can't kill my own flesh and blood either.

Is this my karma after what I have done for several years, is my karma coming this fast?

At this time, I must have been fired, it is very easy for people who have the power to dismiss me disrespectfully, especially so far I rarely enter work even though I am still a new employee. Then what am I supposed to do? I can't possibly hang on the street, especially now that I'm in a city of people. The money I hold may only be enough for a few weeks and I can't stay here because there isn't a single person I know.

I have to come back soon, I'll try to find Dito and try to have a good talk with him. I hope Dito will take responsibility for the child I bear.

Today I went back to my apartment, but I can't be free like I used to be. Because along the way a lot of people who scorned me, insulted me and said me with words hurtful, cheap, prostitute, girls have no pride, shame, actors, and so forth.

And it makes me sick and stressed, until finally I choose to wear a hat, mask and sunglasses and a little change my appearance so that no one else scoffs at me anymore.

I also cut my card and bought a new card by wearing a beautiful number to make it easy to remember. And all of my social media has been non-activating so that no one else invades my account. I also sell my valuables, especially apartments and choose to contract in a place that is rather quiet but still safe because there is a security guard who goes around every day, during the night.

Branded goods have also been sold such as bags, shoes, watches, jackets, glasses, clothes all I sell. I only have good clothes but they cost under 500 thousand.

At the very least, I currently have enough money to last for the next few months, if I save. Actually I would love to go home to my parents, but I'm sure they will definitely throw me out after what I did to them. Especially if it gets caught by the neighbors, I don't know what will happen. I'll be kicked out of there.

Right now, I can only stay in my rented room, fortunately, the one who has the contract is not aware, who I am. Maybe if the landlord knew, he wouldn't have accepted me to rent this for a year.

To eat, I choose to buy vegetables, meat and kitchen equipment online. Well, in order to be frugal, I have to cook for myself. It was only when I was a kid that I was in first grade High School that I often helped my mom cook so now I can cook for myself without having to buy food outside. Because if you buy, then the money should be enough for a few days, just enough for a day doang.

I'll call Dito, and tell him about my pregnancy. I want him in charge, tomorrow I'm going to Dito's house to see him. I hope, he wants to take responsibility because after all the child I bear is his flesh and blood.