Temporary Husband

Suicide

Farhan was glued to the white paper that read the divorce suit that was in his grasp. He was silent without being able to speak. The pain rippled from within his chest, radiating throughout his body making his body even weaker. He turned his gaze to the woman opposite the table where he was sitting.

"Do I have to sign it?" ask Farhan again.

The woman who was about to officially become his ex-wife nodded steadily.

"Well, you have to sign it."

"Why?"

Amora scrunched her forehead.

"You ask why?"

Farhan only nodded slowly so as to make Amora sigh.

"Nothing to ask. You should've guessed how our story would end." she said coldly.

"Can't you give me a chance?" ask the man expectantly.

"Didn't I give it all? Even repeatedly."

Farhan closed his eyes condemning his stupidity.

"Amora, once again. I beg you,"

"I'm sorry, I can't and you should know the answer."

Farhan glanced at the man who had just been silent next to his ex-wife while holding Amora's fingers.

"I know."

"And I also realized that the mistake I made was too much and hurt you very much. I'm sorry." His urge while wasting tired breath. Even now he is easily tired.

"I'll sign this letter." He immediately grabbed the pen that was on the table. Staring at Amora's face for a while then closing her eyes to convince herself.

Amora deserves to be happy. His whisper in his heart.

In a matter of seconds, the pen scratched smoothly on a white paper bearing Farhan's name. When he finished, Farhan placed the pen in his hand on the divorce papers and handed it to Amora.

"May you be happy. And I apologize for all the mistakes I've ever made. Although I realized, my mistakes were numerous. But I just wanted to apologize." he said solemnly. He turned to his cousin, looking at him for a moment.

"I apologize for everything I've done and I beg you to take good care of Amora. Happy him and never do anything stupid like I did. Amora's a good woman, don't ever hurt her."

Reyhan smiled.

"I'm also sorry to you. I hope our relationship is okay after this. Thank you for choosing me to be a temporary husband."

Farhan nodded with a chuckle, covering up the pain that stabbed his heart. He forced a smile to look fine in front of his ex-wife and cousin.

"You're a good man, I picked you because of that. Fortunately I chose you so that even now I can go quietly."

"Go? Meanin?" reyhan was confused. He looked at Farhan in confusion as well as Amora. Farhan looked excited and quickly looked for an excuse.

"Ah I mean, I can calm down now because Amora is in the hands of the right man" he said with a forced smile.

"Are you okay?" ask Amora worried.

"Your body is getting thinner and your face looks very pale. I didn't even recognize you" said Amora, looking at Farhan's body, which seemed to be dropping dramatically. His eyes were sunken with somewhat unkempt hair. His face was pale with empty eyes.

"You sick?" ask Reyhan.

"No. I'm perfectly healthy. Maybe because it was so long in prison that it made my body like this." he said quickly.

"Is that true?"

"Yes. Don't worry about me, be happy. I have to rest, my body is easily tired lately." he said as he stood up.

"alright. Rest and thank you" Reyhan said. Farhan just nodded while smiling bitterly. He immediately left the two people staring at his back who were slowly moving away.

"I felt Farhan was struggling to endure the pain" Amora said without letting go of her eyes on her ex-husband's increasingly distant back.

"I feel the same way."

sahut.

"May Farhan be okay."

"Yes, I hope so too." The man clenched his hand and prayed in his heart to make his cousin okay. After all, they are still brothers.

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Elsewhere, Sania was lying weakly on the bed. The content has grown, entering the age of nine months. He stroked his stomach with a very sad feeling.

"I'm sorry, son. I even passed this disease on to you. Should we go together?" he said while staring at his stomach that was moving along with the melt of tears that did not want to recede from earlier.

He could not imagine how his son's life would be. He was sentenced to suffer from HIV/AIDS. And the doctor also said the child in the womb has great potential to also contract HIV AIDS that he suffered. Ever since knowing that, Sania felt very devastated. He withdraws from outsiders including Evan. He was afraid that if he got too close to Evan, the man would catch the disease.

"This mother is a very disgusting human being, son. Mother is so evil. Maybe this is all in return for what you did to others, especially Amora." He looked far away, regretting all his outrageous deeds.

"And Amorah was so good" he sighed among the heartbreaking sobs that came out of his pale lips.

"Mother is evil, son. Forgive me for having you in the womb of this wicked woman. Even Mom makes you suffer later."

"Ah Mother can't see you suffering from this disease. What if we die together so you don't feel the pain of Mother's actions?" Sania smiled as a bad idea flashed through her head. He did not want his son to suffer and be away from people.

People will be disgusted to see their children and no one will want to be friends with their children later.

"Yes, it's better to die." he nodded confidently. Next, he immediately got off the bed. Walk out of the room towards the kitchen, looking for the knife that was there. He grabbed his kitchen knife, tears kept coming down without stopping.

"I must end my life and my son's life. I don't want to see him grow up in suffering and ostracized by people. They must be disgusted by this shameful disease."

He pointed the knife to his left arm.The decision was round, he had to end his life so that his son did not suffer later.

"I'm sorry, son. I did all this because I love you so much. I won't be able to do it if you suffer from this disease that I'm passing on."

Without hesitation, Sania immediately slashed his hand. It grimaces when pain and pain creeps in. Blood rushed out profusely from the cut veins, soaking the white floor beneath. A few seconds later, he smiled.

"Finally you won't suffer, son. We'll be together there without any more pain."

The woman's body slid onto the cold white floor. Blood was flooded very much, his vision darkened. The next second he completely closed his eyes and made no sound.