Tears of Faithful Wife

Mama Don't Be Sad

Fay and Nero enjoy their romantic dinner for the first time. After a love phrase from Nero, the two decide to go home on their own.

That night, with the help of Resta, Nero accidentally gives a surprise romantic dinner on the back porch of the house.

The two danced, enjoying the romantic music. Fay was very happy with the surprise Nero gave him.

That same night, the two agreed to tear up the paper bearing their marriage contract. The two promised to keep the marriage until death separated.

"I love you, Fay," whispered the friendly Nero right in Fay's ear as the two were dancing.

"I love you too, Mom."

*****

Fay walks in the night fog. The place is so dark. He continued walking without direction. A voice called out to her mama. Baby boy's voice.

Fay kept moving in the direction of the sound. Before long appeared two figures of twins walking closer. They have a face very similar to Nero.

Fay's tears are flowing. His heart said that the two figures were his children. He hugged the figure tightly.

As the two babies let go of Fay's embrace, they both wiped Fay's tears away.

"Don't be sad, Mama," said the two babies simultaneously.

Fay closed his eyes. When he reopened his eyes, he found himself lying asleep. Besides, Nero was still asleep.

Realizing only a dream, Fay cried as he pleased. Nero, who heard Fay's crying, finally woke up.

"Honey .. Why are you?"

"I'm a dream, Mom. Two of our babies .. they came to my dream. I hugged them, they wiped my tears. Keep saying don't be sad, mama. Their faces look a lot like yours, Mom."

Nero hugged his wife warmly. "Dreams only, Fay. Maybe they miss you. Tomorrow we go to the tomb, okay?"

"But I'm not ready, Mom. I'm not ready to see them in the form of a headstone yet" whined Fay sadly.

"Many prayers, Fay. Sooner or later, you have to accept the fact that they have been called by God."

The next night, Fay dreams of his son. This time the two babies said they were missing.

"Kangen, Ma."

Fay woke up and cried. The second dream made him moved to visit the graves of his two babies.

Nero nodded when he heard that Fay was going to the grave of their two children.

*****

Today Nero deliberately took the time to accompany Fay to go to the tomb of their two babies.

Some people seem to be making pilgrimages as well. Nero opens the car door for Fay. He smiled at Fay, giving him strength.

Fay hesitates to step foot down from the car. His eyes began to glaze over. He took a deep breath, embracing Nero's arm before stepping into the burial area.

Both of them arrived in front of the small size meal. The ground began to dry up, the roses and ylang sown on it looked fresh.

"Yesterday papa Danu came here." Nero invites Fay to rest while explaining about the fresh flowers on the grave of his son.

"Honey, it's Papa. Come with Mama" whispered Nero to the tomb.

Fay read the inscription on the tombstone. Names of Nakula and Sadewa. "Who gave you the name?"

"Sorry, you were in a coma. The baby's body must be buried immediately. So, I don't want to give you a name."

"A good name" said Fay. Her tears came back.

Fay also sprinkled flowers on top of the navel, just like Nero. Both were quiet for a while. Send a few prayer sentences to their babies.

"Mama also miss you. Mama loves you guys."

"Lord, give the best place for our little angel. Give your wife the strength to face all this. Give me your grace, Lord." Nero said a prayer in his heart solemnly.

Tik Tik Tik's. Drizzle slowly down. Nero invites Fay to leave the tomb. He does not want them to be rained on. Especially Fay's condition has just recovered.

"Next time we're here again" whispered Nero. Fay nodded in agreement.

*****

Fay wakes up in their baby's room. He saw their two babies lying on a swinging bed. Both look cheerful. The sound of their laughter was crisp sounding.

Fay's smile expanded, he walked over. The two smiling babies looked at Fay's smiling face.

That feeling of happiness really feels real. She is carrying both babies. I heard the alarm shortly. It rings very loud.

Fay looked around for the source of the voice. Suddenly his eyes were hit by dust flying in the wind out of nowhere.

Fay closed his eyes. When he opened his eyes again, he found himself lying on his bed. His HP alarm continues to sound.

Half lazy, Fay turned off the alarm on his HP. Shortly thereafter, Nero entered with a tray of fresh bread, jam, and milk.

"Aren't you at the office, Mom?" ask Fay wonder.

"Like noon. I made breakfast for us. Eat, yuk."

They both had breakfast on the balcony. The morning air is still quite cold.

"Mas, I dreamt of meeting Nakula and Sadewa again. This time they laughed happily. Very happy. The sound of their laughter is still ringing today."

Nero swallowed the bread he chewed to the end. "Said Grandma, if the dream of meeting a dead child in a happy state, it means they are happy there."

"They're happy?"

Nero nodded. "They want to show their loved ones that they are not in pain. They don't want to be grilled."

Fay was silent for a moment. "Yes, Mas. My words have a point. For some reason since I woke up earlier, if I continue to dissolve in sadness, as if I also make them sad."

Nero got up from his seat, approached Fay, held him warm. "I know it's heavy. But I'm much more certain, my beloved wife must be strong enough to live this." Fay's forehead is soft and friendly.

"Yes, Mum."

"Let's not be sad, how about we go on vacation?"

"Vacation?"

Nero nodded. "We reworked our wedding honeymoon. How's it?"

"You're not busy taking care of the office, Mas." Fay looked at Nero's face in doubt.

"I can take care of it. How about we honeymoon next week for a week?"

"A week? Go where?"

"Whatever. Where you going. Bali, Tokyo, Seoul .. You decide."

"Mmm. I want to go to Bali. Especially in Ubud. Can, huh?"

"Deal." Nero smiled at his wife. The two stared at each other, the longer the distance the two eroded. Both of their lips were gently clenched together.

"Sweet desert for breakfast, honey," said Nero smiled flirtatiously as the two released a kiss due to oxygen depleted.

"Although bitter, there is at least one sweet thing you give. My husband's true love. Thank you, God." Fay whispered a prayer in his heart with gratitude.

The two kiss back. This time it was more intimate. The next thing that happens, there is no need to explain the details, right? Surely the struggle of husband and wife in a romance full of love passion.