
Finally, Fara's breathing gradually normalized and the heart rate also returned to stable. Aslan could breathe a little relieved. He could not imagine his life without Fara.
"Sir, please wait outside. Wait till we call in" said the nurse, kicking Aslan out again.
This time Aslan came back out and sat down limply in the waiting chair. He wiped his face filled with tears.
A few moments later Ferdi arrived in a hurry. "How is Fara?"
"Still dealt with, Brother." replied Aslan interrupted by his remaining sobs.
Ferdi immediately walked quickly to the PMI to donate his blood.
Aslan repeatedly shrank her tears that could not stop flowing. Then she contacted her mother to inform her of Fara's condition.
"Ma, Fara's in the hospital..."
That was all Aslan could say. He was just speechless hearing his long, broad Mother's sentence at the other end. After turning off his call he now stood up and walked towards the parking lot to pick up the change of clothes in his car.
After that he went to musholla because adhan maghrib had reverberated.
Now he prostrated himself crying on the prayer table asking for Fara's healing and asking for forgiveness for all his sins.
...***...
"If it's too late your wife's life is already in danger.
Your wife has severe hypothermia and a lack of blood. In addition to the injury to his head, a very low hb is also caused by post-mortar.
It is still in critical condition. Hopefully it can be quickly realized, because the blood flow to the brain can be stopped for a while."
Aslan recalled all the explanations from the Doctor that were so heartbreaking. He was now sitting near Fara's brangkar while staring at Fara who was lying helplessly with various tools attached to her body.
This time he really felt the deepest regret of his life. The great sin he committed in the past, now he reaped the results.
Aslan's tears were still flowing down her cheeks. He was eager to replace Fara's current position. His pain and also his heart wound.
"Dear, I'm sorry. I should've felt this wasn't you. Please come to your senses, Arya searchin." Aslan clasped Fara's hand and kissed her. "I beg you to fight for Arya."
The night had passed but Fara's condition had no development at all. He still has no response. Even until the second day, Aslan deliberately brought Arya to the hospital hoping that when Fara heard Arya's voice, she would soon come to her senses.
"Darling, pray Mama gets well soon. Let us be together again." Aslan said while carrying Arya near Fara.
"Mamma... Mamma..." Arya called out to her mother with a hand that touched Fara's cheek. "Mamma."
Aslan's tears returned. It shouldn't be like this. He still could not forgive himself with this incident.
Arya is upset to see that her mother is not awake. He now whines to get down on Fara.
"Darling, Mama is sick. Can't carry Arya. Pray that your mother will recover soon."
Hoping that Fara could respond with Arya, Fara closed her eyes without responding.
"Darling, cup, cup, let's get out."
Aslan finally brought Arya out of the room as she grew weeping more and more loudly.
"Aslan's." Bu Lani hugged Aslan while rubbing her back. "You're patient."
"Ma, why did Fara get a reply from my actions. It should be me, not Fara." Aslan leaned her forehead on her Mama's shoulder while crying.
"Don't say it like that. This is all fate. We pray together for Fara's healing. Hopefully after this Fara will soon wake up."
Aslan straightened himself while nodding. "Yes Ma. Amen."
Then Bu Lani grabbed Arya's body which had started to fall silent from her cries. "Arya came home first yes the same oma. We play again at home."
Arya nodded her head small.
"It was the same with Dad."
Aslan gave a small smile and then kissed both cheeks of Arya. "The smart ones, baby, don't fuss at the same oma."
"Yes already. You also take good care of your condition. Do not eat late. If you need anything, call Mama or Papa." Bu Lani's message to Aslan.
Aslan simply nodded his head. After Bu Lani and Arya left the place, Aslan went back into Fara's room. He now sat down and asked Fara to speak, although there was still no answer from Fara.
"Darling, you've been unconscious for two days. Quick wake. If you want to be angry, you will be angry with me. You can snatch me, you can hit me. Please open your eyes. There is Arya who misses you so much. And so am I..."
Aslan clasped Fara's hand and kissed her. The tears that had not stopped flowing were now dripping in Fara's hands. "Dear please, get up quickly."
...***...
"Where am I?" Fara is now in an infinite space. He walked here and there alone. "I want to go home. Arya must be looking for me."
Fara walked back in circles but did not find a way. His feet were tired to step. He sat down on the floor and felt desperate.
But one stroke in his head now made him look up. The smile filled with warmth that Fara so longed for was now in front of her.
"Mom, Farah kangen..."
Her mother sat down near Fara and hugged Fara.
"Mama, Fara misses Mama a lot."
"Mama too dear."
Fara closed her eyes feeling the warmth of the embrace. "Mama, Fara again has a lot of problems."
"Yes, I know you already, baby."
"Fara, I want to be with Mama always."
Her mother let go of Fara and cupped Fara's cheeks. "There's Arya waiting for you at home. You're back soon."
"I've been coming back, Ma, but I don't know the way."
Her mother smiled while tidying up Fara's bangs. "Have you forgiven your husband?"
Fara was silent. He didn't know if he could forgive Aslan or not.
"Honey, everyone must have a past and Mama is sure your husband has truly repented. He also forgot his past. God is forgiving."
Fara was silent. Yes, what his mother said was true. "Fara wants to forgive Mas Aslan but Fara's heart still hurts Ma."
"Yes, that's natural. We love everything, God willing your little family will always be happy."
Fara finally smiled and nodded her head. "Can Fara hug Mama again?"
"Yes dear." then they hugged each other tightly.
The warm embrace that Fara so missed could finally feel.
"Mama, send a greeting to your granddaughter."
"Yes, Ma." Fara smiled as she closed her eyes.
"Mama..."
Hearing that weak voice as soon as Aslan looked at Fara. "Darling..."
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