Teacher's Love Formulas

CHAPTER 38

After Fara was moved to the ward, she had not yet regained consciousness.

Aslan was standing near Fara's brangkar, he rubbed Fara's head. It feels like he can no longer defend Fara if Fara continues like this. He had done various ways to defend Fara, but more and more his actions seemed to make the inner Fara tormented.

Aslan let out a long sigh then walked out of the room and sat down in the hospital hallway. He took his cell phone and called his mother.

"Hallo Ma, Fara is in the hospital again... Mama can come here, I want to talk to you about something... Yeah..." After that Aslan closed his call and kept his phone back in his pocket. He rubbed his very disheveled face then he stood up and entered Fara's room. Fara seemed to have awakened and sat on the edge of the cage.

"Far, what do you want? Gimme it. Or going to the bathroom?" aslan's question was not answered at all, Fara just stared blankly at the hospital window with the curtains that had been closed because it was getting dark.

Seeing Fara like this Aslan's heart was getting sliced. He knelt before Fara and rested on her lap. The cry that he had been holding back from earlier, had now broken. "Fara, please don't torture yourself like this. I was wrong. You punish me, do not punish yourself let alone the fetus in your womb, he does not know anything. He has nothing wrong and he needs your strength. Please, you fight for the fetus in your stomach not for me."

Aslan was still sobbing in Fara's lap. Fara's eyes that had been staring blankly at the window now turned to look at Aslan's back that was shaking violently. Even his pants were already wet from Aslan's tears.

"I told you once, I will keep you until I feel tired and unable, now I really feel unable to see your situation like this. When our son is born, let him be like me. I'll let you go. I will no longer hinder your life. You can be free to achieve your dreams." Aslan rubbed the origin of her tears then she looked up and looked at Fara. "And now I beg you to eat, yes, so that our child-to-be can survive. Though you say, this child is the result of coercion but I love him so much."

Fara only looked at Aslan's teary eyes. A person he knew was as grumpy and fierce as a lion, now squirming before him in tears and begging. Sure, his heart was now a little touched.

"Now you eat yes" Aslan said again.

Finally Fara nodded her head slowly.

Aslan wiped his tears and he took the food that was already available on the nightstand. Then he sat down near Fara and began to feed her.

This time, Fara refused. He took bribes after bribes from Aslan voraciously. The tightness in Aslan's chest faintly saw Fara who was willing to eat until it ran out.

"Drink first, same take the vitamins." Aslan helps Fara drink. When she was done she helped Fara lie down on the brangkar and covered it. "Now you rest. Hope you're doing better tomorrow." Aslan rubbed the top of Fara's head so that she quickly fell asleep.

Fara just stared at the ceiling without making a sound, a while later she started to close her eyes and fell asleep.

"Aslan." call Bu Lani very slowly while walking slowly closer to the cage. "How is Fara?" tanyakanya.

Aslan simply shook his head slowly and invited his mother to chat outside the room. The two of them were sitting in the hospital hallway.

"Ma, I want to apologize" Aslan said as he lowered his gaze. He had to be honest about everything to his mother.

"I'm sorry for what?" asked Bu Lani not understand.

Aslan was silent for a moment. He took a deep breath before he finally told the truth. "I want to tell Mama but Mama don't cut my story before it's over."

"Yes, you tell me to let your heart calm down."

"Actually from the beginning Fara thought this marriage was just pretend" Aslan said.

Bu Lani is a little surprised but she lets Aslan continue with her story.

"I was forced to agree to Fara's wish for her to marry me, in addition to realizing the wishes of Father Fara and Mama, actually I had fallen in love with Fara from first sight. I thought over time I could make Fara fall in love too, but I was wrong. Fara still wants to be with her boyfriend and it makes me jealous and angry."

Aslan shrunk the edge of his eyes that had condensed from recalling that past incident. "Until I force Fara to hook up and Fara gets pregnant. She didn't want to get pregnant, until she tortured herself, not trying to eat or drink. It's my fault, Ma." Aslan's tears were flowing. "The fetus in Fara's stomach until now has not been detected heartbeat and is almost malnourished."

Ms. Lani hugged Aslan. He doesn't know about this at all. "It's not your fault but it's Mama's fault for forcing you."

"Ma, if my son is born, let him be like me. I'll raise him myself. I'm going to take Fara's life off. Actually I really want to defend Fara but I don't want to continue torturing Fara's mind like this."

Bu Lani kept rubbing her son's back. Farewell is not the best way but if one of them suffers because of the relationship, a relationship will not be able to survive.

"Yes you are talking to Fara very well. This time, my mother will not interfere. Mama will accept whatever your decision is. Mama will also help tell Mr. Ridwan if maybe later you can not be together." Bu Lani stretched her arms and looked at her son. "But Mama still wants you guys to be together. Mama will always pray that the door of Fara's heart will be open for you."

"Amom, Mom. Do'a also hope the future grandchildren Mama healthy and can develop perfectly."

"Yes, Mama will always pray for you all."

After they finished chatting, the two of them entered Fara's room.

"Mama stay here tonight." Bu Lani is now sitting near Fara's brangkar, then she gently rubs Fara's head. After Aslan's honesty, he wasn't angry at Fara. He understood, this was all too early for Fara to go through.