TEACH ME HIJRAH

TEACH ME HIJRAH
season 2#episode 33



"it seems that the letter of Al-Khlas ,ikhlas does not need to be said "


alyara remembered her Abi message last night, the most important thing is to learn to understand what is sincere, not to say sincerely but we ourselves are not sure we are sincere or not


staring at the tall building in front of him,alyara smiled fragilely.


he's not here for Nathan, not to pursue a love he can't have, so there's a lot of reasons why he's staying 'if I'm honest 'bout ,I want Alyara to go as far as possible from Jogja.forget all the things she has experienced to this point, and mengikhlaskan everything


none of this is easy


it was as if circumstances were forcing Alyara to fight herself


alyara wants , but the circumstances seem to disagree


Alyara is sick, but circumstances force her to be strong


Alyara is jealous, but circumstances force her to look okay


"there's a need for "ask alyara to be aware of someone's existence


the new echoes arrived and stood beside Alyara smiling as she followed where Alyara's eyes looked


"obviously I'd like to talk to you "


"if you want to provoke emotions, not now ,gue lag.."


"if only for that , I might not defend running from the parking lot until here , you know yourself, the distance of the parking lot here Uda entered in the distant word "between


"so ? " ask alyara


" You're selfish to be a girl "


selfish ?? what alyara did


"it's very easy to say that Nathan is evil 3 years Al ,3 years old, Nathan lives in Jogja 3 years old, while you are in Jakarta , you guys are good distance , you know not , you know ,what is it uda he's alamin ..."


"our eyes are limited, sometimes if we want to see what happens in front of us, we have to go forward first ... "


"Lu know what the hell "alyara's voice started to shake, please!


just this day, ''alyara didn't want to talk about Nathan, anything about Nathan, he didn't want to know


again smiling, he was disappointed with Alyara


" do I know what ??? banyaakk ,gue also know who you are, Nathan never discussed any girl other than lu Al , no matter how far he went, be careful he is still the same you "


"Lu think after Nathan left the fight he Uda ended ?? in fact I see for myself ,how seriously nathan call your name, after he prayed .. , so you are part of his prayer , what is not enough for me sure ,how love he is with you, how he hopes that you are God created for him "


Alyara's heart is getting congested to hear prayers ?


Could it be that what he wants, God has granted


about that difference


The fortress that became their barrier ..


looking at the roar of Alyara's tears, the echo slowly picked up the tissue in her bag


" the danger is that until Nathan sees it "he said he's thrusting the tissue for Alyara


"sorry if I release, but you have to be horrified by his explanation, it's wrong to think Nathan uda doesn't have the same taste of you , naswa and Nathan can be like that not because of their personal desires, but because of circumstances "


"please explain to me "


" i can't "answer echoes," I want you to hear yourself from Nathan, or even naswa ".


***


"Al , where are you ?? "


Akhtar closed the curtains back, the rain outside was very heavy.


alyara has not yet returned


"gue still has tar business "answer alyara in sebrang there, he knows Akhtar worried ,serba bothered indeed ," this I again neduh lu calm aja ,gue not alone kok ,many people also "


"If your business is running away, call me directly, let me pick it up "


"iya,gue close yes, assalamualaikum "


***


one by one people began to leave the stop, they desperately broke through the rain, Alyara hesitantly stepped on the asphalt road, just a few seconds he ran again to return to shelter at the stop


"if the rain does not subside, how to know "


alyara's eyes narrowed, though covered in the rain, she could see, from the front, there was one person with an umbrella in his hand heading to the stop


"assalamualaikum "


alyara knew that voice


like a tool, the sound was just able to freeze Alyara's body


"it is not that the greeting must be answered "he said as he opened the hoodie he was wearing


" nathan ... "


" reply my greetings first Al .. "again Nathan commemorates


"wa . wa alaikum sa lam "


o Allah, what is this real, or is only part of the beautiful dream of the servant ..This man, did you instill Islam in Nathan's heart ...


have you torn down the differences between us ..


O God...


should I be glad servant , while after this it is not the servant who becomes his companion ..


" i have Al , even my new Dateng and you arrived crying "


"why am I that bad" asked Nathan


noticing her tears, she rubbed the rough, she shook her head while smiling "i..gue seneng you can convert to Islam tan .."


" but I'm sad too..Because you're not for me .."


" the soul mate is not going where Al , all this time I'm sure to you ,gue sure that you are the place where I can go home .."


"Ma .."


"what I'm saying, not Al's bullshit, not even a joke,gue Seriuss ,gue please ,dengerin all , 'em ,I want you to know what I am doing while I am away from Jakarta "


***


After the rain subsides, Nathan takes Alyara somewhere.


at first Alyara was surprised, why Nathan instead took her to the public tomb, but after he saw the front of the tomb, he chose silence ,alyara remembered ,naswa once cried here ,maybe it also has something to do with Naswa and Nathan


"here Al "said Nathan, he told Alyara to sit squatting next to him" ALIF "inner Alyara read the tombstone on the side, she sat like Nathan


"This aliff was me Al , her brother echoed, also her future husband naswa At that time , before everything so this "


"the first time I went to Jogja, I met naswa, she was a good woman, she was also good to me, they bidarin me a place to live, but not long , ' 'em ,Because Alif ngajak I live with him, the same echo also "


"and why you can be the same mbak naswa" asked Alyara


Nathan again rubbed Alif's tombstone


" that time ... "


FLASHBACK °°


"*mas, if you marry me tomorrow mbak naswa, who taught me with Nathan najai who ?? " question echoes after closing his Qur'an, Nathan looks at him calmly "sanss kalii, we can also go there ,itung itung sedain newlyweds "


"do you have a class schedule today ?"


"gue what Nathan mas "echo asks for an explanation


"Nathan "said Alif ,Nathan thought for a moment "no elevator, today's question is free, want me to walk the road, or increase my study time "


" not "Alif chuckles, do not vacation, take time to rest alone is difficult, many have to Alif preparation for the continuity of his marriage with naswa "I want to ask for help, ' he said ,come with me, yes, we want to go to the store "


" i am a mosquito "


"so satan instead .." joked echoes, he remembered, if there are women and men who are young, the three demons, it is clear that you are the 3rd person Nathan


"anyone !! "


" how tan, do you want "


" why, now?? or later "


"now "


***


in the car, Nathan is made to smile indistinctly by alyara's shadow, today Alif managed to erode dozens of distances between him and his wife, what is the news with Nathan


I can't wait to meet Alyara, propose to her and marry her


" safe life, thank you for everything you taught me "


"i also thank you Tan, you helped me a lot to prepare everything , sorry if I trouble you "


"not at all lif, you can help "


For some reason, Alif's smile this time brought Nathan to another taste, cut off his eye contact with Alif, they were startled by the horn's cry from the left ,car with fast speed arrives turn without regard to direction ..


Alif slammed his steering wheel intending to avoid


the incident happened so fast


still shocked, Nathan felt a hard object hitting his face .


" name ... "


***


darkened


once again Nathan closed his eyes, opening slowly but still the same, he could not catch a single light


"you Uda are aware .. "


"wa ..lu naswa kan ..gue I whereaaa ,why everything is dark .." asked Nathan in a row , instead of getting an answer ,Nathan instead heard Isak's voice crying from the naswa " lu why wa ..Alif Alif where "


" And what Uda happened to me .."


"you ... "


"you lost your sight Tan" replied the heavy naswa, Nathan carving his slanted smile "it's a lie right wa"


"no tan ,"


So the darkness that Nathan is seeing right now is because of the blindness he's been through ..


" The patient on Nathan's behalf has realized the doc "


faint faint Nathan heard his name called, Nathan was silent, even opening his eyes felt free, for what ,that he saw was only darkness


" Alhamdulillah already doc "


"patient Alif keeps asking him "


"Alif .." Nathan said, Nathan recalled the incident again , he was sure , Alif's condition was worse than him


"i'd like to see Alif "


"but your condition "


"please take me to Alif ,gue wants to see him ..."


naswa looked at the doctor who had just examined Nathan, as if he knew what the gaze of the naswa meant, the doctor nodded allowing


naswa takes Nathan to Alif's room, with the help of a wheelchair


" you don't papa ..."


"sorry tan "


"it's not wrong elevator, it's destiny "


"Nathan .." - Alif's voice was shrieking , seeing a loved one in this terrible condition , the feet of the naska were heavy even if they were told to stand


"if later I Uda no, please take care of naswa .."


"no, you can't say that, who should take care of your elevator, not me "


"it seems only up to here tan ..I ask for help yes ..jagain naswa , make him happy .."


"you can't gini lift "take naswa


accompanied by his pain, Alif smiled looking at the naswa


"that death cannot be avoided naswa.if I go later, promise me the same, never cry, and I beg you to forget me .."


" mr .."


"take my eye Tan.Take this as a gift from me 'cause you've been with me "


"you don't have to be optimistic .."


" take my eyes, that way, I can still see the happiness of naswa through you ..."


"alyara "


"yes "answered Alyara, the girl ventured to look at Nathan, perhaps a true echo ,selfish is the fitting title for alyara "do you want to be my wife ...?"


"don't you ask, you know what my answer is tan "said alyara, a second later he smiled "but I can't, you can't impose my will like this "


"happy naswa doesn't mean I have to marry him Al , just enough I help him , so he can forget Alif "


"Ma .."


"gue just needs an answer yes or no Al, so ..would you like to be my wife ?? "