TEACH ME HIJRAH

season 2#episode 30

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If you continue to be tested with the same problem, it means you have not passed the previous exam.

It needs to learn to recognize and realize the root of the problem, and be mindful to take self-improvement steps.

"eh stop tar stop !! "

Akhtar braked his motorbike quickly, the engineering student heaved a heavy sigh before looking back

"bikin surprised to know ? "

"yes maap " Lirih alyara, satisfied pull Hoodie Akhtar ,alyara down from the motor , pull Akhtar helmet on the front rearview , the girl turned the center glance towards the public tomb beside the road

"it's mbak naswa "

"yuk samperin "

"gue hunt Al .."

"while "hasut alyara begged , forced akhtar so come down, alyara a little run towards naswa , while Akhtar , he relaxed just relax , while shaking his head not out of thought ,the day the two are getting closer

"the naswa "

"Itsa .."

"crying baby ? "The question of the purpose of the naswa here for what was replaced with the sentence just now, clearly visible remains of tears that have not dried there, with the heart of Alyara rubbed the tears naswa "why mbak "

"no kok Al " answered naswa, he smiled little, then blinked his eyes , save back the circle that he hoped , not to fall

"this was a glint "

"can't lie to me "

"why wa ? " Akhtar who just came to ask, again the naswa shook his head

"gapapa, it's really a flickering coke "

"the draw out of pilgrimage ? "

"yes "

Pantes the mbak naswa nangis, even if the pilgrimage to the grave of grandfather is always crying !

"eh we sit first yuk ma, there tuh , there are those who sell ice cream "pointing alyara , naswa asserts his invitation "lu who pay ya tar "whisper alyara later

it's true that Akhtar's guess, that kid has money ..

" who was the pilgrimage to whose tomb ? " naswa smiled, answered alyara's question can be sure his tears down again, but one side, it also needs to be heard

"Al .." - Akhtar

alyara smiled clumsyly "sorry yes mbak, I sassy ,dozen eat it, if less later can add kok "

"iya Al "naswa linirih

***

"this world is vast je , do not you per-narrow with the phrase you can not live if there is no him ! "tell Hanum a little snapping

"you can say that because of Lu Goru what it's like to be me Han, you know how sick I am right now .."

"maybe for you easy, but I'm the one who keeps this bright light of pain, all this hurts for me Hanum! ! ,Lu my best friend since High School , 'Oh ,surely you know how unfortunately I'm the same as him "

"you also know how I wish I had been to him "

"it's exactly that je , that's exactly I want you to lupain him , he's not pantes for you wait , and finally what ?? "

"you're waiting for him in hopes that he'll get back to you, right ?? not even forget all the things about you and the other girl's gang "

alyara who had just come stiffened in her place, what made her two best friends quarrel this great and again

since when did Jeje's tears come

"Je are you okay ?? "

"ag ... " Tightly Jeje immediately hugged alyara,alyara returned the hug , before asking for an explanation ,alyara let Jeje to calm down first, a cheerful Jeje could cry so much ?

"it's not wrong, it's me who's stupid, you're too trusting with Raka, you're too stupid Han, you're not wrong "Jeje's answer is still sobbing ', ' he sighed riled ,in the sense that Jeje's crying had subsided ,alyara brought the girl to the park behind campus, the place was a bit quiet , maybe Jeje was in need of this kind of place

"now the story to me, why can you cry? & who makes you cry like gini je "

"gue is made cry same hope my own Al ,miris yes..?"

"je don't cry "Hanum immediately wiped Jeje's tears, honestly he felt guilty seeing Jeje Like this, Hanum felt useless as a friend ,even the person who understands best how Jeje is herself, but when Jeje cries, to stop Jeje's tears she can't

" i care about you je ,That color I beg you to forget him , he does not pantes for you .."

"but all that is not easy Hanum, love him 3 years more I wait for him , how less I hah !! "

"Wait .. ?? "beo alyara, Jeje's pain seemed to flow right into his heart, not just that.

"who is Raka ?? " alyara clearly remembered the name of Raka, and Alyara also caught the disappointment when Jeje mentioned the name of the man

"the hoot that Uda made Jeje kayak gini "clearly Hanum,"and worse I am Raka deketin Jeje , after which he arrived to the factory from the world of Jeje ,as if he knew Jeje was fine after he left "

"but Raka once said that she'd be back" said Jeje

"and today he's back, BUT NOT FOR LU JE, NOT FOR LU "

"yes I know Hanum I know .."

"maybe it's my fault too ,gue believes too much in him , it should be after he leaves ,gue open your heart to others , not survive with empty expectations like that !! "

waiting ...

empty hope ..

and two choices between maintaining, or opening the heart to a new person ..

all that success makes Alyara blink, drop the puddle that she keeps strong.what wait will also end the same as Jeje ..

"Al I don't papa, you don't cry "worried Jeje

"gue ,gue also has no papa je" alibi alyara, the story of 'Asraf and Nathan, too complicated to tell 'em, especially him and Nathan ,even if Nathan returns with the same goal, what is the news of the difference between them

"Al seriously you don't papa "

"murus han .."

all this is complicated tan

I'm really confused about the same situation that I think is so torturous ..

3 Years you go, what are you still inget with me

your feelings have not changed at all

what in your heart still has my name ..

I miss you tan

I miss kangen ..

why you went so long

And why you're not satisfied also for me to cry like gini tan

what is this you call love huh !!

"bt .. "

alyara rubbed her tears involuntarily, this time she needed a backrest, looking at Jeje's shoulders, her head immediately tilted and calm there

"gue knows the pain so you je "that sentence finally passed from alyara's mouth, "I sometimes hate the decree, but what else , no choice hate, which there only receives , ' 'Sometimes I hate ,thank goodness we can be sincere "

Advice that Alyara indirectly submits to herself .

even if our story is not written on the same page.

how destroyed I will be, when the circumstances maksa I make release you ..