SWINE TAGGED VOL.3 Eman'S Story
Chapter 11 to return home from Shame
"I understand very well what you are feeling, you have to be patient, you have to stay excited, not to despair! we as living beings must be able to receive with the qada and qadar given by God, because all our behavior has been regulated from before we were born into the world, but even though we have been regulated, we have been, we are required to strive, not to stop striving, not to give up! you must continue to do all you can to turn a bad fate into a better fate, because God will not change the fate of one people, if that people do not change it themselves. so it is very clear that the most important thing is the first effort, the problem of the result is God who determines," explained Mr. Ustad at length.
"Yes Father, but what about my desire to go home, am I allowed to go home?" Said Eman who had made up his mind to return to his original parents' house.
"By Jang...! yes, you will never obstruct one's intentions, will not force with someone who already has no intention. From the beginning also the father only intends to help people who are trying, because the father is mandated by your Father, mang Dodo. But if you want to go home, you should not not forgive the Father, you should not forgive him, Because of many shortcomings. Father is only a human being who will not be separated from his wrong nature and forget."
"Rather, you also have to forgive me, because I am very aware that I often make mistakes, often inconvenient, often detrimental."
"Don't be made into minds, we both forgive each other. Yes already, if Ujang wants to go home, now trim your clothes first, then the father will deliver to Mang Dodo's house," said Mr. Ustad who finally gave Eman permission, to return home.
Eman got up from his seat, then he went back into the house directly into his room. Arriving in the room, he also began to tidy up his clothes that have been quite a lot, because since staying at home pak ustad he was often bought clothes by ustad's mother. however, Ibu Ustad really loves Eman, but how else, now that Eman wants to go home, he can not refuse because this has become Eman's own decision, he said, Bu Ustad can only pray for the best for his students.
After tidying up the clothes, Eman went out of the room directly towards the terrace, reuniting with his adoptive parents and teachers.
"Are Jang eman ready?" asked Mr. Ustad while looking at him.
"It's ready sir!"
"Yes, you've been allowed to go with mom!" exclaim mr. ustad.
"My mother apologizes that during my stay here I can only trouble you, always upset you."
"Thou shalt not have a lot of thoughts, I pray that your life can change for the better can be useful for the lives of many people, I pray that your life can be changed, I'm also sorry that all this time I've been wrong with you. And if you've stayed at home do not forget the mother, because the distance of Mang Dodo's house is not too far away, you have to often visit the mother," replied the ustad mother who saw her eyes condense, her eyes condense, feeling sad will be abandoned by Eman, although his heart is often disappointed, but if left like that somehow his heart is not sincere.
Finally, Eman reached out to invite Bu Ustadz to shake hands, after saying goodbye, the two men went to the house of Dodo, which is east of Sukamaju Village.
The two of them continued down the Road that divides Sukamaju Village, until finally they arrived in one of the small alleys, They turned down the Gang and then arrived at a simple house but worth to live in.
No need to repeat saying greetings, from the direction in the sound of a squeaking board that was stepped on, then the door of the house opened wide, rani looks at the astonished look towards the two people who are standing in the doorway, but quickly Rani hides her astonishment by welcoming the new person.
"There's Kang Ustad and you're Eman? Let's go inside!" take Rani who precedes the entrance into the living room.
Two men of different ages were also mangosteen, then followed the host.before chatting Rani went towards the kitchen then heard calling her husband. so that soon Dodo also approached to the living room followed by his wife who brought drinking water, then he filled his glass and then stored in front of his sister-in-law.
"Eh, there's Kang ustad, what's up Kang?" ask the real Dodo already understands the real situation.
"How about Mang Dodo? Akang had tried his best to educate Mamang's son named Eman, but Akang did not give up, but Emannya who was not at home, so that this afternoon he faced Akang, he was facing, He said that Eman wanted to go home to Mamang" replied Mr. Ustad explaining.
Hearing such an answer, Dodo only took a deep breath and then he glanced at his son who had since lowered his gaze, not the slightest bit of courage to lift him up.
"I give a thousand thanks to Kang, because Kang Ustad is willing to educate my son. But I apologize that as long as my son lives in the house akang, always make a fuss and a loss, he said, even yesterday I heard that the fish of one pond died is not left." replied Dodo while lowering his gaze.
"Already, it is not too thoughtful, because all life has a plot, the most important thing is that we can be patient with the trials that befall us. akang came here just conveying and returning the responsibility that had been mandated by Mang Dodo to Akang," explained Pak Ustad.
"Well Kang Ustad, I understand once again I say thank you,"
Finally they also chatted ngalor ngidor, Not the slightest disappointment in the face of Mr. Ustad. despite the many losses caused by Eman, he looks very wise in determining the attitude.
After satisfied chatting finally Mr. Ustad said goodbye because he still has a lot of work in his house.Live Dodo and his family who are still gathered in the living room. Eman sat down while bowing his head looking lethargic like he did not have the spirit of life, embarrassed by his parents.But lucky Dodo who was very familiar with the character of his son quickly spoke.
"Ujang, not too much thought, you already understand what you are feeling, even though you are not talking. now that you must be able to accept with the qada and qadar that has been set by God, you must accept sincerely because you will not be able to live like others.because your brain is like having an oddity, although it has been taught in various ways, but none of the science that sticks to your brain, like water in the leaves of the keladi."
