SWINE TAGGED VOL.3 Eman'S Story

chapters 10. It was Eman's fault

"Why....! why...! because you drain gallons of spray using pool water, while throwing the water into the pool. it's the same you poison the fish. ouch....! you are - there is eman! eman...!" said the old man who seemed to grimace withstanding the pain, but to blame he did not dare, because he already knew the negligence and carelessness of Eman.

Just like the old man his wife was silent without saying a word. All he could do was stroke his chest, dampening the turbulent emotions in it. Seeing Eman's mistake he didn't say much, Not that he couldn't scold him, but he already understood that eman wouldn't understand what he was talking about, let alone that it was clear.

In contrast to Eman. with the incident that befell Mr. Ustad's family made him feel more guilty, his life increasingly unsettled to make torture for his thoughts that are different from others. He can only be silent, his face looks pale, his heart continues to beat loudly, his heart pounding rhythmically.The same shame pak ustad growing, people who have been caring for and educating him lovingly, he said, however, what is given is only losses and losses. Especially if you remember his parents who will certainly be angry because of his carelessness so that he increasingly feels scared.

"Oh Allah, why did I get this stupid, what if it happened like this. Pak ustad got an immeasurable loss, the fish died a lot of it all because of my stupidity.O Allah, God, may you help me. O Allah....!" that's how the heart murmured Eman Ya do not know what to do, He can only pray with the creator. actually, Eman's heart has begun to understand because every magrib he was always given a lesson in religious science by the family of Pak Ustad, but that's how Eman has a lack of hard to understand quickly forgotten.

After a long silence, Mr. Ustad finally began to realize, that the incident that happened to him was inseparable from the qudrat iradat the creator.so he received with a spacious chest, so he accepted, because no matter how hard he tried, the incident had happened.There was only patience and surrender to the creator of the story of life.

"Jang Eman...! don't mind too much...! Let's just say this is a trial and a lesson for Ujang in the future, because a person's life is inseparable from qada and qadar both good and bad all come from the creator, the creator, yesterday the father has explained the same Ujang, when someone believes or believes in the same God, then the same faith as others.The main thing is the six pillars of faith. from one of the six of them we must believe in qada and qadar, and this is the proof that you can feel and can see with your own eyes. Hopefully in the future this will make a lesson for you and remember all these valuable lessons," said Mr. Ustad with a soft tone of voice, afraid to make Eman more depressed. In fact he was treating his hurt feelings because however Ustad was only a human, who had the same disappointment as humans in general.

"I apologize profusely Mr, for with my carelessness. So that the father had to suffer a very big loss," replied Eman with a voice of inner raucous feeling depressed, because it was clear that the disaster experienced by the family of Mr. Ustad was a very teledor.

"Yes I have forgiven Jang...! it's okay you don't have to grieve like that. because it's not intentional, right? Come now we finish our work, but the fish do not eat, because it is afraid of containing toxins that endanger our health," replied Mr. Ustad with a soft tone then he also rose. his body felt refreshed, fresh, Because Mr. Ustadz could already accept such a bitter reality, he was not dissolved in disappointment.

So also with his wife, now after hearing the talk of her husband, he began to realize that all that befell him was the will of the creator as a trial of the strength of faith he had.

Just like his two teachers, Eman's heart was calm, but he was increasingly embarrassed by both and increasingly uncomfortable staying at home, because he too often made mistakes, too often make a loss to both people who take care of it.

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After getting the right time, Eman finally faced Mr. Ustadz and his wife who happened to be both resting on the terrace.

"What's Jang?" ask a pak ustad who understands Eman, because unlike usually Eman facing, usually Eman never joined a chat if not invited.

"Sorry Father, I want something to be said to you, Mr" replied Eman, who initially seemed hesitant, after being asked as he quickly expressed his heart.

"Please.....! What do you want to talk to me about, Father? no cover-ups, no doubts!" Said the meek ustad.

"Father, I actually feel at home at home father, but I am very embarrassed because every day I always bother Father. But even though I am ashamed I ventured to talk to Father, I want permission to go home, "Eman replied without making small talk he went straight to the point of the matter.

Hearing the testimony of his foster child like that makes Mr. Ustad and his wife look shocked because he did not expect that Eman dared to speak so. pak ustad looks silent not immediately give a decision, he said, then she looked at the wife as if asking for an opinion.but Bu ustad did not answer the same, only returning her husband's gaze.

"Jang Eman, Why did Jang Eman talk like that, Why did Jang Eman want to go home?"

"I feel ashamed Father, I am self-conscious, if I am different from others.it is okay I will accept the Path of life destined by God. Living with My Father is very happy, I am very happy, because I can know the name of my God is God. I even know the pillars of faith because the Father is very diligent in giving lessons to me. actually I want to know more about the science of knowing God. but!"

"German!" cut off Mr. Ustad, maybe he can not hear the continuation of the story of this poor boy.

"I'm mr ustad?" eman answered that looks like a mangosteen salutes as taught by Mr. Ustad.