Sweet Story In Spring, Trouvaille

Feel Guilty

"Where could a baby as small as Lucy understand bawling? Whatwasthat? Protecting from pollution? My wife is adorable." Mickey said inwardly while enjoying the sight before him. Not a couple who were making out earlier, the scene that Mickey enjoyed was the worried face of Joelin who was now busy protecting Lucy's eyes from pollution.

After spending two whole weeks in Korea, the Joelin family returned to the homeland bringing happiness to the heart.

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Mickey coiled slowly under the blanket as he moved his hand to grab the wife's body. Realizing that Joelin was not sleeping with him, the man immediately opened his eyes letting the light in the room penetrate into his retina.

"Hoeeeek... Hoeeeek." The man frowned at the sound coming from the direction of the bathroom.

With a spontaneous movement Mickey got out of bed and ran towards the source of the sound.

"Joe, are you all right?" mickey asked, patting his wife on the back. His face implied worry.

Joelin has not been able to respond, the woman is still struggling to vomit all her stomach contents.

"Oeeek.oeek.." The sound of Lucy's baby suddenly crying, probably disturbed by the noise of the parents.

"Ka..mu. hoeeek... Hooooek..." Joelin tries to remind Mickey that Lucy is crying.

As if he had no other choice, Mickey rushed to the baby. The man held Lucy gently and affectionately.

A few minutes later, Joelin came out of the bathroom. Lucy's still fussy in the arms of her father.

"You why? Already better?" mickey asked Joelin, who was sitting limp on one side of the bed.

Joelin shook her head weakly, her stomach was uncomfortable while her head was so dizzy.

"Darling, are you sick?" Mickey approached Joelin, fingering the woman's forehead while petting the princess.

"You don't have a fever." Mickey answered the question himself.

"Mickey, I suspect. It looks like I'm pregnant." said Joelin who suddenly remembered that her monthly cycle was a few days late.

"We check, baby." replied Mickey.

"Mickey, what if I'm pregnant? What about Lucy? He's still very small. I feel guilty for Lucy." Joelin said sadly.

Mickey circulated his gaze at the clock in the room. It was still 4 am and they and their family woke up very quickly this morning.

"We check first. You have a testpek at home?" ask Mickey calmly.

Joelin nodded, and immediately rushed to follow the advice of her husband. The woman immediately rushed to the bathroom while carrying a pregnancy test kit in her hand.

"Lord, please don't get pregnant. Poor Lucy, I feel like I can't be the mother who nurtured her so well if I'm pregnant right now." Joelin prayed in her heart while dipping the object in her urine.

After a few seconds, Joelin was glued to the bathroom, watching two red lines now appear on the small object she was holding. It means she is pregnant, while Lucy is still entering the fifth month.

"Darling, how did it go?" ask Mickey who now appears in the doorway. It was seen that the man no longer carried the princess.

"Where's Lucy?" ask Joelin.

"In the baby box."

"He's asleep?" joelin asked with a sad look. He is in a dilemma right now.

"He's just playing. You why? Why is your face so sad? How'd it go?" ask Mickey who realizes the sad look of the wife.

Mickey moved closer to Joelin who was standing silently in the bathroom. Without speaking many of the men won respect in Joelin's hands.

"Thank God.. You're pregnant again. Why are you so sad, baby?" mickey asked while watching over the wife's face.

"Mickey, I'm not sure I can keep this baby." Joelin said weakly.

"Why?" mickey's voice is a little high.

"What do you mean Joe? Don't speak so for a precious life." Mickey tried to stabilize his emotions while pleading for the wife's understanding in heart.

"I feel guilty for Lucy." Joelin sobbed in front of Mickey making the man regret his tone that had risen.

"Because when I'm pregnant, my attention to Lucy will be reduced. My love for her will diminish when this baby is born." replied Joelin sadly.

"Did your love for me diminish since Lucy was born?" mickey asked as he looked gently into the bead of his wife's eyes.

Joelin returned Mickey's gaze and shook her head slowly.

"I love you more and more all the time." - Joelin replied in her heart.

"Let's go back to the room. Talking here is less romantic." joked Mickey trying to cheer up the wife.

Mickey held Joelin's hand back to their room. The two sit across from each other on the bed after Mickey takes Lucy.

"Let's see the two of us, does every time you have to be with me your love for Lucy diminishes?"

"No."

"Just like how you feel for me and Lucy, even if we had ten children, you would still have enough love for them. Don't be afraid." Mickey tries to calm Joelin down.

"Are you sure I'm still a good mommy for Lucy?" ask Joelin slowly.

"Bukan hanya untuk Lucy, tapi juga untuk anak-anak kita yang lainnya."

"Thank you dear." Joelin hugged her husband.

"Today we are doctors. Never think macem. We can take care of the kids. They will not lack love." Mickey stroked his wife's back gently.

"hmmm.aaa..hehehe..aaaakk..." Lucy muttered as her hands flailed through the air.

"Lucy baby, it's Mommy." Joelin grabs Lucy from her husband.

Today Mickey took Joelin to the doctor as promised to his wife. After the examination process, they finally knew that the age of Joelin content was still in the fourth week.

After returning from the office, Mickey was immediately on standby to help Joelin with the busyness at home. When all the housework was neat, the family relaxed while watching TV in the living room.

"Darling, you've got no signs of cravings yet?" Mickey who suddenly remembered the cravings event while pregnant to Lucy asked seriously.

"Nothing yet" replied Joelin casually.

"You still nauseous?" ask Mickey again.

"Just this morning. The rest I can enjoy my food and my activities well throughout the day." replied Joelin while stroking the head of Lucy who had begun to be attacked sleepy.

"Hopefully the cravings are not strange and the nausea is not too severe." Mickey prayed in his heart.

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Mickey felt uncomfortable in his sleep, suddenly like something was tickling the man's stomach. After coiling several times over his bed, the man ran towards the bathroom and vomited all of his stomach contents.

Joelin was piqued at the noise in the bathroom. After opening her eyes, the woman realized that it was still 3 in the morning.

"Mickey, are you sick?" joelin asked who was now standing at the bathroom door.

Not getting a response from her husband, Joelin decided to prepare a warm ginger tea for her husband.

"You feel more comfortable? I made ginger tea." Joelin approached Mickey who was lying limp on the bed.

Without commenting Mickey immediately grabbed the glass in Joelin's hand. After finishing his drink, Mickey immediately hugged Joelin's body looking for comfort there.

...to be continued...

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