Surviving the Waiting

CHAPTERS. 155. Doubt

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After Andreas Boutique Amanda invites Dessy to go to her Grandma's house. Margaretha's mother was Arya's maternal cousin, Mama Elisabeth. So Arya and Dimas are cousins. While Hyuna and Dimas are cousins of Papi Dimas, the late Papi Dimas is the younger brother of his mother Hyuna. Hyuna and Arya are cousins of Papi Sung Hyuna. In essence Arya, Dimas and Hyuna are One family each the grandchildren of Adam and Eve.

Amanda invites Dessy to her grandmother's house because Amanda wants to introduce Dessy with her papa and Grandma. Dessy doesn't want to refuse Amanda's request because Dessy doesn't want to make Amanda sad.

Arriving in front of her grandmother's house Amanda had many luxury cars parked there. A lot of people passed by around Amanda's grandmother's house. Dessy is astonished by the condition of her Grandmother Amanda's Peaceful House but she doesn't want to ask Amanda.

They entered into the magnificent and luxurious house that has been conjured with decorations and engagement trinkets. Dessy was initially amazed after seeing the home decor Margaretha's mother. But his steps stopped when he saw the writing on the wall of Dimas's name that was plastered beautifully there.

Dessy's tears slowly fell dripping down her pretty face. Dessy can't say anything. He could only peck and his tears kept wetting his cheeks. Amanda was astonished by Dessy's sudden crying attitude. Amanda shook Dessy's hand and asked her Aunty what had happened.

"Aunty pretty howling all of a sudden, is Aunty pretty sick??." Ask plain Amanda.

Dessy ignored Amanda's words, Dessy immediately let go of her handrails and ran towards the door. But Dessy's hand hasn't touched the door handle suddenly someone called her name.

"Dessy.." said the man.

Dessy did not dare to turn her face back. Dessy can't afford to linger inside her grandmother Amanda's house. The person came directly to Dessy who stood still without any reaction except to cry.

The man then flipped over Dessy's body to face towards her. Dessy who was like a statue who no longer knew what to do was just to follow and obey as her body turned to face the person.

Dessy continued to try to wipe away the trail of tears on her cheeks.

"Hay Dessy, have you forgotten me??" asked the man.

Dessy just smiled and tried to recall the incident at the DA Company when she first worked. Dessy noticed the appearance of the girl in front of her. Beautiful, elegant and sexy.The appearance of the girl is very beautiful.

"Is He Dimas' fiancee??" asked Dessy, who could only be restrained on her lips without being able to say it directly.

"Did you remember me??" martha said.

"Yes, I remember you are Martha, the girl who came to Dimas' office today" said Dessy.

"Yes right, I'm Martha" answered Martha with a cry.

"If so I say go home well, I'm not feeling well" said Dessy who pretended to be sick so she could be free to leave the house.

"Cock rush is very not finished Dessy" said Martha.

"I'm sorry I couldn't stay for long" said Dessy, who had walked away from Martha.

Dessy ran out of the house and looked for her car in the car park. But Dessy didn't find the whereabouts of her car. Dessy has surrounded the parking lot but the results are the same. Because he was tired of walking Dessy decided to walk towards the Park because it happened to be in the park there was a chair.

Dessy sat down on her butt and continued her cries that had been held back by Martha's call. Sayup-sayup Dessy heard Dimas' last name called Winarto. Everyone immediately cheered happily after the name Winarto was called. Dessy's cry broke again even her crying this time was already big. Dessy hit her small chest.

"It hurts, it hurts to hear your name is engaged to another woman" said Dessy, whose cries grew as a child.

Dessy covered her face that maybe her makeup was messy. Dessy forgot that the Make up was a professional makeup artist and Wahid number quality. So that Dessy's make up is still good and not messy. Dessy is reluctant to open her eyes even Dessy wants to disappear from that place right now if she can.

Dessy stopped her crying and stood up from her seat because Dessy did not want to linger anymore and immediately looked for her phone, but unfortunately her phone and her bag were in her car. So Dessy can't order Ojol. Dessy wants to go home on foot. Dessy walked slowly suddenly there was someone's hand pulling her. So that Dessy's body is now in the warm embrace of the person who pulled it. Dessy tries to take her arms off the person but Dessy is unable to because her strength is not the same as the person. Dessy tries to thrash but the result remains the same, Dessy gives up.

Dessy turned her face up to see who the person who dared to embrace her was without permission. How shocked Dessy was after knowing that the one who hugged her was Dimas. The guy who has managed to overturn the life of a Dessy. The guy who made Dessy cry.

"Please let go" said Dessy who continued to wrangle.

"I beg you to be quiet Dessy let me hold you for a moment" said Dimas who tightened his arms.

"But it's not good Dimas, what we're doing now is something that shouldn't happen, you've become another girl's fiancee, if anyone sees us, people will say I'm an actor" said Dessy, who finally came back crying.

"I can't stand it if I have to live away from you, Dessy, you're just saying I'm in the office, it breaks my heart, am I wrong if I love you, Dessy??." Asked Dimas Lee Winarto who was crying in Dessy's arms.

"You are not wrong Dimas but I was wrong to be present among you" said Dessy.

They hugged as if there was no time tomorrow. They express their emotions and feelings to each other. Each is honest with their feelings.

"What we're doing this shouldn't happen Dimas, I'm only the third person in your relationship, even though I love you so much that I can't live without you Dimas but I don't want to be the destroyer of other people's relationships" Dessy said.

Dimas was very happy and happy after hearing the words of Dessy. The words that Dimas wanted to hear directly from Dessy's lips.

"What are you saying that's true of Dessy??" asked Dimas.

Dessy just nodded her head in Dimas' arms. They are still hugging even though someone else has seen them.

"Dessy if I cancel my engagement to Martha, are you ready to marry me??" ask Dimas.

"Dimas, not because I you cancel your engagement, although it is difficult I will try to make your engagement" said Dessy.

Dimas removed his embrace from Dessy's body and then knelt before Dessy who had lowered his head earlier.

"Dessy, will you age with me, go through the rest of your life just with me until the end of my age?" asked Dimas.

Dessy did not understand the meaning of Dimas' words because as far as Dessy knew, Dimas was engaged to another girl.

"You mean you want to marry me after you've been engaged to another woman??" said Dessy who had ignited her emotions and immediately released the hand of Dimas.

"Please listen to me carefully Dessy, I've never been engaged or married to anyone" Dimas said.

Dessy looked in disbelief after hearing Dimas' words.

"I swear that I'm not the one who got engaged today and my status until this moment is still single" said Dimas.

Dessy is unable to say a word because to her the events are now confusing and hard to believe. Suddenly there was the sound of someone shouting towards them.

"Let's Dessy just take pity on Dimas who had been kneeling" said Martha shouted.

Dessy turned to the source of the voice and it turned out that many people were already standing looking at her. Dessy until her face reddened because it turns out the people were there since before Dimas knelt down. Even his extended family, his two best friends Dessy and his small family were present at the place namely Delia and Arya, Rina and Emre and Dimas's own extended family. Garden lights have now been transformed into very romantic lights that are suitable for people who are drunk in love.

Dessy is still confused by the reality. Even Dessy is like a confused person. And don't know what to do. Dessy is worried about deciding what is most appropriate for her life. The shadow of failure from her previous marriage comes back to haunt her.

TBC...

Doubt bin worried.. Fear of past events that traumatized Dessy..

While Dimas was anxiously waiting for Dessy's answer.

Fania is confused by Dessy's attitude.. Fania has helped Dimas to propose to Dessy but Dessy is still silent a thousand languages 🤔🤣🤭.

Moga Fania can tick this month 60k words if it can be more🤲🤲..

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Makassar, 07 March 2022.