Surviving Pain Separating Difficult

Chapter 009: Equally Flat

At midnight in the three-star hotel room at the time, Likta downstream and downstream from the window to near the bed, Tiarnan's body temperature did not also decrease. He sat back by the table and took a small towel, putting it on the man's forehead carefully.

Likta bit her lower lip, her thin eyebrows curved like umbrellas, the anxiety seen on the same tired facial features. “Aduh, the heat, really, hasn't come down, yes.”

The first period of taking the drug is past four hours, Likta intends to give one more tablet, who knows the second one is effective. As seconds passed, he unconsciously began to close his eyes. Until the next minute feel the movement.

Thankfully, the Siarnan was conscious by then, no longer moaning in delirium. Yawning Likta asked and how surprised at the sudden reception that sounded ludicrous. Tiarnan claimed to need it instead of drugs.

Whether conscious or not, Tiarnan's fingers pulled Likta up to fall on her warm body. Panic crashing, Likta was completely scared over what happened next.

For a few moments Likta thrashed in the clutches of Tiarnan, her eyes glistening with rage, her chest heaving in rhythm with the gasping breath as panic soared.

It was very anxious to scream, but its voice vanished submerged in the warm mouth of Tiarnan. Likta gripped the man's shoulder, then tried to turn her face away, weakening helplessly. The reception he had never felt before, with Tiarnan slowly changing positions. Now, a heavy and warm body squeezed him.

The hard touch of Tiarnan's lips drowned Likta deep into the niche of curiosity. The foreign overwhelming sensation crippled self-defense, bombarding it with explosions never before imagined.

Every gentle movement of Tiarnan's fingers was demanding, leading Likta to the magnificence of the world's heaven. Softness senses an urgent feeling of the lips, comparable to the seduction of the coconut island. For the first time unable to control himself, lost in every movement of the Tiarnan.

As if hypnotized, Likta gave up as well. This crazy thing, he gave his chastity willingly, even primitive needs flowed profusely until the blood in the veins boiled, his body wanted more.

Likta uttered a plea while sobbing. In an orderly, but awkward movement, Likta and Tiarnan headed for the most shocking point. And, hold each other's arms. Not once, they repeat.

The dumbest thing Likta remembers most is when she told Tiarnan that she would be fine. What happened was not just the fault of one, without the reciprocal flow of struggle it could not have been accomplished.

All this time, Likta never felt safe and comfortable with men, but with Tiarnan it felt completely different. As it has been written since 50,000 years ago, that the two are destined to be together, bound in the world to the hereafter.

The next morning, Likta opened her eyes, with a blurred look looking at every corner of the room. There was no one by his side, could it be that Tiarnan really considered all of them a cursory relationship?

With the pain so foreign between the groin, Likta lowered her legs from the bed, her hair and clothes looked chaotic despite being clearly complete.

There was a knock on the door, a little staggered Likta pointed her foot there. Peering through the hole, the room service officer stood up while holding the trolley.

“Excuse me,” said.

With a hoarse voice Likta replied, “Ya, wait a minute.”

The hotel staff came in as soon as they were welcome. “There's a letter for you.”

“From who? What guy came with me?” ask Likta waswas.

“Not, a woman who sent him.”

“No, he just asked me to give it to you,” explained the hotel clerk.

“Did you see the guy with me last night out? You know where, where?”

“Sorry, I don't know.”

“Eemm, what about the rest of the reservation costs? How much in total?” Likta tried to remain calm even though her heart was shaken.

“That woman who paid it all off, do you need anything? Anything you want to ask again?”

“No, no, thank you,” great-granddaughter Likta, then close the door as soon as the hotel clerk comes out. Shaking when opening the envelope containing money and train tickets majoring in Surabaya. The stranger paid him to be fast one night, but he's not the one who doesn't have it.

What do you expect Likta? That the man is interested in you too? You idiot! He just wanted to fuck you, look now, you're left out, scorned Likta's inner voice.

“Shut!!!” yell Likta.

Likta rushed to the bathroom, dousing the water to the head with the shirt still attached to the body. Assuming the remnants of invisible stains decayed instantly, he rubbed hard the parts of the body that Tiarnan's hand touched. Despite spending energy cleaning themselves, it is impossible for overnight events to disappear from memory.

Likta spent two hours in the bathroom. Take a deep breath through the nose, hold it, exhale slowly through the mouth. Do it again, take a breath, hold it, exhale. Come on, try it one more time, Likta needs more than this to calm down. Meditation, he needs it.

As she exited the bathroom, Likta exerted all of the energy of her two legs to support her shivering body. Trying to reach the edge of the bed, then sitting stunned there. Trying to master sanity, even though the room feels spinning.

“All will be fine, it's okay, think logically. Hang on!” monologue Licta. Although he had never lost consciousness, he did not need a doctor to know the condition of his soul now. Still shaking, he changed into a dry shirt.

The slow calmness Likta felt. He took out a glass of mineral water and gulped down its contents. For the next time, he took a deep breath and then let out slowly. Take a position to reflect on the mistakes that have been made.

When meditating the body becomes more relaxed and only concentrates on exercise, slowly can get rid of very complicated problems. With the practice of cultivating the mind, he became more open and airy to accept the current reality, as well as all the conditions that might change in his life later.

Along with the pull and breath, Likta breathed out a sense of unease and anxious hope. Whatever has happened and will happen later, he does not want to be depressed.

About fifteen minutes, Likta's chaotic feelings began to improve, her mood became calmer than before.

The flashback of the event struck Likta like a great hammer, siphoning off all power on him. Suddenly he felt back pain and stomach cramps. Defensively, grabbing Tiarnan's arm back.

“Sorry, I don't mean—” Seeing Tiarnan's face covered in cloudy, Likta swallowed back the sentence that was about to be thrown. He took off his grip and sat down on a chair near the round table. Hopefully this way the cramps in his stomach subside, so that their baby is fine.

“You okay?”

“He'eh,” reply Likta equally flat.