Surviving Pain Separating Difficult

Chapter 041: Losing Yourself Too Fast

For four days Tiarnan had sown the emotions of wrath, thinking of the spectacular prospect of bluffing the woman into thinking a thousand times before devising a plan to abandon her.

Tiarnan tried to concentrate with the purpose of coming, giving calculations that can not be forgotten. Three seconds searching, the sharp eyes of an eagle landed exactly on the back of the woman, from where she stood also knew that it was Likta. His wife looked young with her hair loosely tied and draped on her left shoulder. There was not much change to her body shape, the woman looked so fragile.

As he stared at Likta's narrow back, all forms of anger centered in Tiarnan's heart were wiped out. The trace of indifference at the beginning was as if blown by the wind of longing, all sorts of ill intentions vanished from the mind.

This fact has existed since the first encounter, the inability of Tiarnan to avoid the attraction of Likta. The only weakness that he is unlikely to allow to develop in the long run, as it is potentially powerfully damaging the entire liver tissue.

No, Tiarnan forbids falling into the same hole. Enough to be gentle with Likta, she had to form a new defense to block the woman's influence over her.

As if there was an invisible red thread, Likta turned her head towards him, stunned until Tiarnan sat in the front seat. His appetite was gone, seeing that, protective feelings rose drastically. Do not want if the baby in the stomach is less food intake.

Likta's body shape can be used as a benchmark for the development of the mother and the baby. Generally over time the weight of pregnant women increases, and this does not apply to his wife.

Thank God, it turns out just by saying firmly Likta wants to spend rice and side dishes in a short time.

Tiarnan accidentally locked a gaze on Likta. Despite noticing the few pairs of eyes watching, he was indifferent. Even when the wife introduces him to someone, who cares.

Yang Tiarnan wanted to just take Likta somewhere with him, keep the woman away from other men who might— was his lover—Arfid.

Brengs*k, Tiarnan cursed in his heart, why Likta? If only what Tanya meant instead of this woman would have been much easier, or at least not related to the Arfid only.

Tiarnan's belief in the fetus in Likta's stomach was dwindling, but the intention to maintain both was growing. Fuck*n with the motive behind it.

“Already,” tanya Tiarnan then reached out.

Likta looked up, throwing a puzzled look, the ribbon-like lips pursed for a while before creating a thin line, as if holding her breath, she exhaled air from the nose hard.

“What—”

“Stand.” Tiarnan cut Likta's speech with a whisper, “How dare to go while I'm not home!” He leaned until his lips touched Likta's ear lobe.

Tiarnan was not aware of his behavior to make Likta's cheeks blush, such as being stung by the heat from the top of the head, so that the toe behind the shoes bend. In that instant the woman felt a dry throat, she twitched her saliva nervously.

“Come!” Tiarnan growled impatiently.

Intensely Tiarnan did not take his eyes off the turning eyes of Likta, until unknowingly the fingers lentik tucked between the hands, the wife obediently when led out of the tent stall.

Like Tiarnan thumbs up Likta's dexterity in following his wide steps so far. Because past experiences cannot be said to be more friendly, penetrating the wilderness on the grounds of smaller legs and offset the speed of an adventurer.

Likta looked around, according to Tiarnan's estimation, looking for the whereabouts of the car. However, the woman chose silence instead of asking.

As a distributor of what was on his wife's mind, Tiarnan explained. “I use the motor, tomorrow there is someone who will pick up ki—”

The parable of ‘kita’ which has a more intimate meaning, as a unit that is interconnected, indirectly Tiarnan feels no longer suitable. The equivalents of two people are different, in a simple but influential version in a particular context it is more relevant when two people love each other. And, unfortunately his relationship with the wife is not so, even far from familiarity.

Likta looked up, looking at Tiarnan before proposing something. “Wait—”

In one glance Tiarnan can intimidate the interlocutor, and apparently also affect Likta, to feel the fingers lentik it tightens the handle, his wife bowed when down from the shoulder of the road.

“What is the appropriate punishment for a deceased wife husband?” tanya Tiarnan while lowering the footing of the motor so that Likta can ride easily. “Have you had any enlightenment regarding the baby's original father?”

Kernyit appeared between his thin eyebrows, Likta took a step back and braided the arms in front of the abdomen. “Original father? You're still—” He threw a hand and then rubbed a rough face. “If you already know why to come here?”

“Why am I here?” Tiarnan kicked the side support of the motor with the tip of the foot. He pretended to think hard, then said softly while glancing cynically, “To be honest I would love to accept the fact that the baby is not my son, but after a rethink, being a thorn in your flesh is more pleasant.”

“It turns out people like you have a shallow side of mind!” circus Likta, he turned away, the way left Tiarnan.

Rushing to start the engine, Tiarnan ran the two-wheeled vehicle slowly. “Stop and ride now!”

“Go home, if there is no need here.”

“Fine. Now!”

Turning around quickly, Likta tilted her head. Being one level higher made the gazes of the two parallel, he was aware that this man before him would always be a stranger. It is not the type of man or someone who is expected to fill the empty space in the heart.

“Do not test my patience, Likta!” Tiarnan's jaw hardened when he said that.

Embedded bland smile, Likta threw a gaze into the distance, observing the speed of the vehicles of other road users. He had to admit that Tiarnan was one of the most heartless people who had made sense. Or the hardest man to guess his way of thinking.

“Come on, you don't want to say goodbye to Aunt Farida before leaving?”

The ripples on Likta's face instantly changed, this pointless debate was too time-consuming and ruined the neatly arranged schedule.

“Wait for what else?” tiarnan.

Likta deliberately swallowed the astonishment to ask later, the sudden appearance of Tiarnan was too mysterious and unexpected. This man can be everywhere in a short time, just yesterday saw him perform at the inauguration event that took place in Jepara. And, now it is in Surabaya to suppress it. It is not wrong that the man is equated with the genie.

Reluctantly Likta rode behind Tiarnan, putting herself at the very end of the motor seat.

“Against.”

“Moh!”

“Forward or not moving at all?” hardik Tiarnan's.

“Ribet really, hell!”

“All this I did because I didn't want to lose you too ce—pat.” Tiarnan's words swallowed at the end.