Surviving Although Difficult

Chapter 6: fainting

It is not clear enough what is said mas tiyas, my head hurts, maybe due to crying for too long, without me noticing the body was hoarding to the floor.

I faintly heard the voice of the pakde so panicked, even the phone had not been turned off, maybe mas tiyas also heard the scream of the pakde, until my consciousness disappeared completely.

"liis,! Sulish? Wake up son, what's wrong with you why did you faint outside?" asked pakde when I began to realize even on the side of my bed there are mas tiyas as well and his sister, maybe because I had not turned off the phone, surely mas tiyas came because he heard the screams of the pakde.

"it's okay, sir,"

"it's okay how,? take look? your eyebrows are bleeding so much, is that how difficult you explain that you prefer to cry?"

All eyes are on the tiyas, maybe they do not understand where the tiyas talk.

"lis, huh,? Explain son, what does nak tiyas mean, what is so difficult and why should we cry."

I reached for the hand of the pakde to invite him to sit beside me, right he faced the mas tiyas.

"sorry sir,! sulis has to do this, hiks.hisk.."

Ah this crybaby I just said a few words, I've been crying.

"do what son, say,! whatever burdensome your heart, Pakde will obey what you want."

again I was stunned, I was really unable to raise my voice, my man stuck in the esophagus.

My cry was gone when the tiyas grasped my left hand.

"rightly said sir, say, whatever it is, mas will also support,"

How sweet is he talking about cutting himself mas?

I looked at the two of them, then my gaze ended on Bude, my heart ached again remembering what Bude said a few hours ago.

"sir? Tiyas? Sulis wants to speed up this marriage, if it can be live in this week, then it will be much better."

"did your bude say something?" ask sir, begin to get emotional.

"explosive anger you pakde, it is not good for your health, bude just do what he thinks is right, sulis also do not want to be the cause of the tenuous relationship pakde and bude lastri."

"what is it that you want to explain earlier" asked mas tiyas and I nodded, I lyric my hand, he still did not take it off.

"yes, mas,? And I'm sorry, sulis, if this request is too hasty, I'm just?"

I call him a mas, because he taught me himself,

"don't worry,! mas will take care of everything, I will make sure this week we will get married, and from today you come with me, is not that what your bud wants, he said, asking you to replace nirma with a goal to get you out of this house quickly,"

Quiet but stabbing, I know those words were meant for bude lastri.

My body trembled, I was afraid things would get more chaotic, the tiyas tightened their grasp, it seemed like he understood my fear.

"sorry siris pakde, sulis have to make a decision, and the decision of sulis has been unanimous, sulis will go with the prospective husband sulis, I hope pakde can appreciate the decision of sulis."

I'm so heavy with that sentence? What's more seeing the face of Pakde that looks so tired, but for the sake of the tranquility of this house, I have to get out of this house

I saw Bude standing by the door, there was no look of sadness on his face, and there he had a slight smile on his face, I don't know what that meant,

"but what about people's opinions if you live with tiyas, people will definitely talk a no-no, you better think about your decision again, son, pakde will not be able to help if you get into trouble out there" said pakde after a long silence.

"halas? Let it go sir if he wants to go,! Things would be much better if that bitch didn't live here anymore,!"

"god, even bude can't speak by saying my name correctly, almost every day my name is constantly changed by calls that are far from the names of animals."

I bow my head, my eyes are heating up with this.

"don't worry about it, after the sulis get out of this house, then you can escape responsibility,! he'll be okay staying with me, about helping? You don't have to bother helping sulis, because while I can still breathe, I won't let anything happen to my future wife."

I felt my heart beat faster than last day when my eyes accidentally collided with mas tiyas, I threw my eyes away in any place, not strong to look at him for too long.

it turned out to look at him with a distance that is quite close to the look of his face is even more frightening.

"get your clothes off, please,! I'll wait for you outside?" he said he left without waiting for an answer from me.

So quickly he changed, just now he called himself a mas, now turned into me.?

I stood up from the bed to the closet where I always kept my clothes.

Since then pakde has come out, maybe he is currently accompanying mas tiyas, while bude,! I don't know where, though,

I quickly put all my clothes in the suitcase, not forgetting the photos of my father and mother also put in the suitcase,

It only took 15 minutes I finally finished also packing, do not want to make mas tiyas wait any longer, I drag my suitcase which is large enough, it is quite difficult I drag it through the door of the room, I have to drag it through the door, Because under the door there's a buffer, so I need to pick it up and get my suitcase out of that room.

I wiped away the sweat that soaked my forehead, until Mas Tiyas' sister surprised me.

"let me help you?" he said, grabbing the suitcase from my hand.

"Thank you,! Sorry for the trouble,?" I said clumsy, why should I be in the middle of a frozen man like the two of them.

While passing through the living room, I saw Pakde sitting with bude lastri, even nirma was there, maybe they both wanted to watch my departure, but that's not what I cared about, except for Pakde who had been silent since.

"sir,! I say yes, sir, take good care of your health, the medicine do not forget to drink, forgive sulis,? If during the stay here sulis can only make things difficult for you."

I reached for the wrinkled hand and endured it with affection, heavy indeed? But harua I did.

not getting any comment from him, I went out from before him and left my parents' house with a raging feeling