Surviving Although Difficult

Chapter 11: beautiful

"it's up to you, the important thing is that you like it and are comfortable wearing it, go to the room and try on the dress first" said the mother told me to immediately try the dress.

"yes ma'am, I'm sorry I stayed for a while" I moved from my seat.

In the room I put the dress on the bed and remove the clothes I was wearing and then replace it with a wedding dress, right my guess is the dress is right on my body, it is right, it was so beautiful that I was amazed by how I looked in the mirror.

the hijab did not forget to wear and add a graceful impression on my face, after I felt enough I walked out to approach my mother.

"mother, mas? How does the dress fit me.?" I said stand in front of them.

No one answered, the three brands just fell silent with gaping mouths.

"why shut up,! Is this not good for me to wear?" I looked at myself again and looked at them.

"beautiful?" said mas tiyas looking at me without blinking at all.

I don't think Tiyas knew what he was saying.

"a..what's mas? What did you just say?" tanyaku pretended not to hear what mas tiyas said, when in fact it was very clear what mas tiyas just said.

"ah i.it? The clothes suit you, right,?" tiyas gelagapan.

"yes dear you are so beautiful as Tiyas said, mother until pangling saw you."

Mother's words made the stiff man even more clumsy,

"can mom? If it's up to the room first want to take off the dress first."

"yes sweetheart?"

After taking off the dress, the shirt I had returned to wear and carried the dress out of the room.

"this is your dress??" I said put the dress on the table.

"just save it and use it later at your reception," said the mother then drove the tiyas mom out because since then the mom had tiya tiya tidied up the goods.

I wanted to ask why I should hold the reception, but I paused my intention and took back the dress that was my choice.

Mas tiyas had returned to the room since earlier, while sela and zean had gone somewhere.

I went back to my room and hung my mother's dress, I saw that it was already half an hour.

I went to the bathroom to take ablution and then performed the five prayers, after I finished going back to lift the clothesline mother and sidelines, after,

"you're doing it here"

"astagfirullah.!," I muttered in surprise.

I almost cursed because mas tiyas appeared like a ghost did not know where it came from, you know it was behind me.

"lis? You hear me, what am I?" ask tiyas, because I'm still behind him.

"yes, I heard it,! I'm just here to grab mom's clothesline the same because it's about to rain." I said put all the clothesline into the basket without looking at her.

"after this I wait for you in my room, there are important things I need to talk to you about" he said and left before I answered

After that I went to the mas tiyas room at his request.

Tok to tok.

"come in." said mas tiyas Sounded because the door was not closed.

I went in and stood behind the tiyas waiting for him to open his voice.

"lis are you really ready to marry me? There are still two days, though,! If you really want to cancel our wedding, then I'll cancel it?" the question was cold without seeing me, though,

"mas himself how,! Are you really ready too? If you are ready to marry me without regard to my background, God willing I am also ready to continue this marriage." answered me and stood still before him

"then what about my economic condition, if we get married I won't be able to provide for you like a husband should support his wife, I'm paralyzed and can't?"

"gold? If it's only because of the economic and physical conditions that we want to discuss, then stop thinking about all that, I don't think it leads to it at all, but if you still need proof, you can say what I can do so you can calmly hold this marriage" I said cutting him and kneeling in front of the mas tiyas,

"is there someone you love?" he asked after a long silence

"nothing, though,! And I never had a relationship with anyone, anyway? Wherever there is a man who would be with a woman like me," I answered and went to stand up but the tiyas pulled my arm until I knelt back down.

"what am I here now." pointed it right at his chest, maybe what he meant in my heart, just that he pointed at his own heart, after all could hit him if he dared to do that.

"for now there is not yet, and I am sure I am also not in the heart of the mas, but if we are sincere God willing love it will certainly be present in our marriage."

He just nodded and made no comment,

"yes you've bole out," he said then to bed, I feel like I'd like to knock his head so he talks a lot and does not thicken it.

Tanap replied I came out of his room, could be my high blood if I keep seeing him frozen in bed without intending to talk to me again.

"where did mba lis come from?" tanya zean who was sitting watching the tv show.

"emm.it,! I'm from tiyas' mas room, he wanted to talk to me about the wedding,"

"is there a problem?" the question again looks worried.

"it doesn't matter, mas tiyas just ask me the size of the chirp that I usually wear," I said smilingly to him.

"oh kirain there's a problem,! If so I went to the room first yes mba, because it's soreh I haven't bathed."

"yeah?" I answered and then Zean went to his room.

"jeez it's almost four o'clock, I should pray first keep cooking for dinner." I muttered running small to the bathroom for ablution.

Finished abudhu I went straight to the room, I saw the gap is still sleeping but I let it be because it was almost magrib I had not cooked and also had not taken a bath.

Just a few minutes of my duty as a servant of God is done, I immediately trim my face and my soul and wake up the gap to take a bath.

I went to the sidelines, he was really fast asleep, though,

"cell let's get up, it's late afternoon lo, let's get up and take a shower later change the same mba." I said shaking his hand but the gap did not move at all.