Suffering Brides

Offend Your Own Feelings

After finishing breakfast Kiana chose to sweep the yard as usual then the woman watered the plants and occasionally Kiana sang a salacious song, the song is very suitable for his heart now who is troubled to think about something that began to disturb his heart and also his mind. Kiana raised her face looking towards the sky, the sunlight made the woman squint her eyes and Kiana directly directed her hand to dispel the morning sun directly hit her cornea.

“What are you doing?” ask Lucas.

Kiana was shocked before turning her body to Mr. Lucas. “I was watering the plant, Sir,” replied Kiana with her head bowed.

“Do you like sunshine so much?” ask Lucas.

“I only remember the rural atmosphere is so beautiful and many trees. Usually in such a place the sunshine will shine much more blistering than at the moment,” Kiana said honestly.

Kiana raised her gaze for a moment as Mr. Lucas was raising his gaze looking up at the sky. The face of Mr. Lucas who was exposed to the rays of the sun was so perfect with a sturdy jaw and also a beard that almost the body really reinforce the charisma that the man had. Liana unconsciously adored the man again and again even now she did not blink looking at Mr. Lucas.

“Are you satisfied to see my face!” mr. Lucas' words really make Kiana immediately return to the real world full of pain and also an unfinished scandal.

“Sorry,” said Kiana lowered her head again.

Kiana must not like even admiring the figure of the handsome and arrogant man in front of her at this time because Mr. Lucas belongs to Wessica only and forever will be, he said, Kiana must not fall in love with Mr. Lucas and she must not get pregnant either! Remembering the word ‘hamil’ made Kiana directly gulp. Suddenly his throat felt dry like there was no liquid there. Kiana's heart suddenly beats very fast when she remembers never using the contraceptive pill during her relationship with Mr. Lucas.

“What's up?” asked Lucas with a frown.

“Let me out of this house to buy something and I promise it won't be long,” said Kiana asking permission. “But I also asked for money to buy the item,” Kiana said again by tightly grasping her hands until sweaty.

“Where are you going?” asked Mr. Lucas, getting curious.

“Ke pharmacy,” replied Kiana.

Mr. Lucas instantly eroded the distance with Kiana after listening to what the woman had said just now. Unexpectedly Mr. Lucas directly pointed the back of his hand at Kiana's forehead but the woman's body temperature was normal and not as feverish as it was 1 week ago.

Slowly Kiana put Mr. Lucas' hand away from her forehead and said, “I'm not in a fever,” Kiana said.

Mr. Lucas put both his hands in his pants pocket before speaking. “If you don't have a fever then why do you want to go to the pharmacy?” asked Mr. Lucas with a full glance.

“I ...” Kiana's words as if stuck in her throat to make Kiana's voice can not come out smoothly from her throat.

“Say!” mr. Lucas orders in a low tone of voice.

“I will buy contraceptives,” Kiana said.

Both of Kiana's cheeks blushed red feeling embarrassed by what she just said. Kiana really wanted to run away from Mr. Lucas, but he could not do that and could only resign himself to this shameful reality. Kiana is an innocent girl and talking about sensitive things like this makes her ashamed once maybe even the greater world of shame that Kiana feels now.

“Who told you to buy it,” Lucas said. “What's wrong with me? Why did I forbid him to buy that pregnancy-preventing device when I didn't like it, Mr. Lucas' inner” was confused by what he was thinking right now.

“What if I get pregnant, one day Wessica will come home and she will be angry if she finds out that we have, ever,” Kiana chose to be quiet and not continue her words because the woman knew that Mr. Lucas could definitely guess her cut off speech.

Mr. Lucas pulled Kiana's waist closer to him then whispered near Kiana's ear. “Never do anything I don't command! Don't ever provoke my patience, Kiana.” Kiana's body instantly froze after listening to the suppressive remark that Mr. Lucas had just said.

“Ba-well,” replied Kiana.

Mr. Lucas looked at Kiana's pale face as if there was no blood on the pretty face, a sudden feeling of pain enveloping Mr. Lucas' heart for no apparent reason.

“Hem,” replied Lucas.

“Let's go now,” take Mr. Lucas to Kiana.

“Where?” kiana asked with a confused look.

“Don't ask much and come,” said Mr. Lucas.

“Good,” replied Kiana.

Kiana stepped inside the car and the woman opened the first row door of the car making Mr. Lucas look at her straight away. The bodyguard who understood the meaning of those sharp eyes immediately rebuked Kiana.

“Nona, you are sitting in the second row with Mr. Lucas,” the bodyguard said politely.

“Mr Lucas will be angry if I sit next to him,” said Kiana refused by glancing at Mr. Lucas who is now looking at him from inside the car with a murderous look.

“If you do not sit in the second row then I will be exposed to a big problem please Miss Kiana understand.” After speaking the bodyguard opened the door for Kiana by bending her body slightly.

Kiana could not bear to see the frightened face of the bodyguard and chose to get into the car. It is unexpected that Mr. Lucas just kept silent and did not give any response to him. Kiana continued to look out the window of this car. Since marrying Mr. Lucas for 4 months Kiana never came out of the magnificent house like the palace-Ralat never once Kiana out of the mansion but when she worked in the company Mr. Lucas and even just one day of really worrying.

This car began to pass through rural roads filled with rocks it shows that this village is still very beautiful because the road is not as paved as the streets in urban areas. Kiana saw a lot of towering trees make Kiana's heart so happy because Kiana so liked the rural atmosphere like this. Kiana is eager to breathe the scent of the countryside away from pollution but she is afraid if Mr. Lucas gets angry with her.

Mr. Lucas looked at his bodyguard and then looked at Kiana. The bodyguard nodded his head in understanding with the signal Mr. Lucas had just given.

Kiana was very surprised when she found out that the window glass nearby was open. Kiana looked at Mr. Lucas with a sweet smile.

“Thank you,” said Kiana.

“I didn't do anything,” elak Mr. Lucas who feels prestige if showing his attention to the beautiful Girl.

Kiana replied to Mr. Lucas with a sweet smile and then looked back at the rural streets that are now passing through the apple plantation. Kiana took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly from her mouth trying to replace the oxygen in her lungs with fresh air in this village.

“The red apple must be delicious if it is directly pulled from the tree,” Kiana said by sipping her own saliva.

Lucas' attention began to divert after hearing Kiana's words. After some time the car stopped on the side of the road and Kiana immediately looked at Mr. Lucas.

“The car stopped?” ask Kiana.

“As you can see,” replied Mr. Lucas.

“Can I pick that apple?” ask Kiana.

“Let him do it,” said Mr. Lucas while looking at his bodyguard who was now picking apples directly from his tree for Kiana.

“I want to take it myself,” Kiana said with a pleading face.

“Sial! He's so sweet once it's been like this, Mr. Lucas' inner”.