SUDDENLY HAMIL~BukanSitiMariam~

Fragile

The drizzling rain enveloped the earth as if it was also feeling the pain that Mariam felt at this time.

The pain he felt must be felt at once.

the loss of the baby He is waiting for is not a fit that He easily accepts plus He must be in the stay of the Mother at the same time.

The guilt of not being able to keep both of them was so blasphemous in his heart.

Mariam could only cry on top of her second navel which was buried side by side.

Under the rain, he still did not want to go home.

Bima who faithfully protect his beloved wife stands unable to withstand the sadness that is also felt.

"Honey, let's go home, Satria must have been waiting for us?"

Mariam did not answer her husband's words, She just stood up and walked away from the cemetery area followed Bima with an umbrella in her hand.

Since then Mariam has lost her spirit.

There were not many words spoken, there was no smile that adorned his face, took care of Satria as necessary, as well as against Bima, He became cold as to a stranger.

His gaze was empty and sometimes his tears just flowed from his eye sockets.

The whole family was worried about Mariam's post-mortem situation left by the mother and her baby.

Moreover, Bima, she was so confused what she had to do to restore her former Mariam, who was cheerful, was, the caring and affectionate towards him also to the Prince only their wayang and to all the families.

"Wir! Can you help me!?"

Bima said one night to Wira through his phone connection.

"Of course Bim, as much as I can!What should I do for you!? just say!"Reply Wira so enthusiastically.

"Can you take Sarah to my house!I want Him to comfort my wife a little! they're good friends, maybe if Sarah's talking to Mariam would listen to her!"Said Bima trying to find a solution for the good of his beloved wife.

"Mariam is still sad?!"Ask Wira.

"Like that, I lost Him after He lost His Mother and our Baby!"Reply Bima lirih.

"Of course Bim! I'll try to help you as much as I can, tomorrow I'll come to your house with Sarah!"Said Wira.

"Okay, I'll wait! thank you, Wir! see you tomorrow! Assalamualaikum!"

Bima said while closing her phone.

Bima took a deep breath while looking at the back of his wife lying curled up in their bed.

No more warmth in his house, Mariam was like an undead, he did not care about Bima and Satria anymore.

Tomorrow, the next day,,

Surely early in the morning the Wira came with Sarah as he promised.

He brought a lot of hands for Satria, after marrying Wira lived outside the city with Sarah, pioneering a new business under the auspices of Bima.

"Mariam is on Sar! you ride, Me and Wira will cook for you while bringing playing Satria!"Bima said as soon as Wira and Sarah came.

Sarah immediately went up to Mariam's room as Bima suggested, She already knew what she had to do after Wira said everything Bima said to her.

And sure enough, Sarah saw Mariam who used to always look beautiful now look haggard, her body thin, her face pale, her eyes are soft, really look very not passionate.

He just sat on the balcony staring at the flowers in front of his room, next to his table there is food served but apparently not touched in the slightest by Mariam.

"Assalamualaikum,Mar?!"

Greet Sarah as she approached Mariam and kissed her left right cheek.

"Glamma,Sar!"His reply was so slow it was almost inaudible

"The flowers are so beautiful Mar, you must water them often!"Said Sarah while squatting to see the flowers that are blooming and look so fresh and beautiful unsightly.

"Yes Sar!"

His answer was so short, he seemed not interested in the arrival of his best friend.

"Mara! You sick?! have you checked with the doctor? you don't look okay!"

Mariam just shook her head while looking down her face that seemed to withstand the sadness.

And the tears fell for no reason.

My suffering did not stop there, I was forced to marry someone I did not want, as you know, God sent Mas Wira and Alhamdulillah I am happy until now!"

Mariam looks interested in Sarah's story, her secret looks while listening to the same story that He experienced.

"You must know the reward for a mother who sincerely lost a child, right?!You are lucky because you already have a mistress in Heaven, Mar!If you love Him and pray for Him, He will draw you to the Paradise of Allah SWT."

Sarah tried to lead Mariam's mind to remember about the benefits of Ikhlas left by loved ones.

"I also remember one story in the Age of the Apostle that was SAW, At that time one of his Father's Wives died, He only mourned no more than one day because he had to obey and obey his Husband, who was his father, because the main task of a Wife is to please the Husband, she immediately put on fragrances and dress up for her Husband.

You see them! They are the people who love you so much that God sent to always accompany you at this time! You know, why Satria and Mas Bima are sad to see your condition like this!"

Mariam lifted her face and looked at Bima and Satria who were joking with Vira in the garden while cooking in their kitchen out door.

"Umi you must also be sad Mar saw you like this! Get up Mar!I'm sure Mas Bima and Satria are also very sad like you, plus should they have to lose your affection and attention!You don't want to lose them?!"

Mariam cried as much as she heard Sarah's words, She realized she was wrong and had ignored the person who had always accompanied her in joy or sorrow, the Son and Husband needed her more now, and now she is more,and He has sinned by dissolving in excess sorrow.

"I feel guilty to Umi, Sar!She died from falling in the bathroom, I should have been able to take good care of her!

And I feel like I can't take good care of my fetus anyway! and I and my husband crave a baby girl!"Said Mariam taking out her uneg-uneg all this time.

"But excessive sadness is not good Mar! Satria and Mas Bima need you more!"

"I know Sar!I've been sinning all this time!"He was crying more and more.

The hero who accidentally saw his wife and Mariam who were on the balcony upstairs saw the code from Sarah so that Bima immediately went up to calm Mariam.

Bima too, immediately went up, while Sarah came down to accompany Satria and Wira.

Seen from below They embrace like they are letting go of longing because long time does not meet.

Mariam cried in Bima's arms and Bima stroked her head lovingly.

Shortly after that they went down to meet Satria who was playing with her children Asma who just came.

"Yesterlies!"

Shouted Satria as soon as Mariam came down and approached her.

Satria looks very happy because her Umi wants to get out of her room after her Abi says if Uminya is sick all this time.

"Darling!!"

Mariam cried while holding Satria in her arms and kissed her face.

All of his newly arrived family looked so moved to witness this scene, they also had time to feel worried about Mariam's condition which was getting worse because of her sadness.

"Darling Let's eat together!I and Wira assisted Satria had prepared your favorite food, liwet rice complete with jengkol, sambal and lalap, come on! they're all waiting for us in the back garden!"Invite Bima so sumringah, it is not wrong He called Sarah to come to his house, apparently Mariam moved his heart after meeting Sarah and chatting a lot of things.

Mariam nodded with a smile, her face already cheerful.

Finally Bima rediscovered Mariam who had lost.

***

"Dear you were great! You managed to get Mariam back!"

Praise Wira as soon as they are on their way home.

"Me and Mariam are like a light to ourselves, Mas, if one of us is dark, then the other will be a light to the other, reminding each other of goodness, and good, that's a real friend, isn't it?!I also met you because of Mariam's kindness as my best friend!"Sarah said with a smile towards her husband.

The hero clasped Mariam's hand and stroked her gently.

"You are indeed women of Heaven!"Praise Wira again, She feels proud to have Sarah as her Wife now.

"Aamijin!You're overreacting!"Sarah was embarrassed by her husband's praise.

"I'm serious!I know Mariam from a long time ago, She always tried to be strong even though she was actually very fragile, She always put others above her happiness, and I also felt her sadness very much, because He is very close to Umi Salamah!So are you, same with the women of Solehah!"unknowingly, his speech made Sarah remember if the Wira had loved Mariam, her best friend, even they had been together.

"It seems you know Mariam very well! Oh yea! it even seems like you loved her so much first!isn't it, Mas?!"

The hero raises both of his eyebrows and throws out his rough breathing.

He realized his words might have offended and aroused an instinctive woman.

Jealous...