SUDDENLY HAMIL~BukanSitiMariam~

SUDDENLY HAMIL~BukanSitiMariam~
Hidayah



"You must be tired, I'll take you home!"Bima Said to Mariam.


The meeting with Chinese investors in Singapore went smoothly and was only completed until 9 p.m.


"No, sir, I booked a taxi online!"Reject Mariam.


"Our house is one-way, Mariam, that's it!so let's go home together, as a sign of gratitude today your work is very good! Don't protest too much!"bima said half forced.


He pushed Mariam's body into the car quickly.


Silent.


No words from the two.


Bima's lips are usually sweet full of flabby to the women always feels confused when dealing with Mariam.


They sit next to each other in the back seat.


Bima's phone fell under the seat and she bent her body to take her cellphone.


Something seemed to fall out of his pocket.


A mini Qur'an complete with its translation.


"Astagfirefull!"


Mariam cried while taking the mini Qur'an and then touching it on top of her head and then kissing it.


"Sorry, I accidentally dropped it!"Said Bima while taking the Holy Qur'an Scriptures then imitating Mariam kissing her then put her back into her suit pocket.


"Why did you bring my Religious Scripture?! aren't you a non-Muslim?!"Mariam asked curiously, what did Bima bring the holy book of the Koran in her pocket.


"Hehe, I've been studying this Book for a long time, so I always take it with me where it is!"Bima replied with a whimper, Actually he was ashamed Mariam knew that he still could not read it.


"Why did you learn it?!"Ask Mariam.


"Eum, what for?I don't know, either, ever since someone in my childhood who was Muslim saved me from kidnapping, as long as we hid, he kept praying to his God, he said, the chanting of the holy verse from the Qur'an that he read stole my attention, from that moment I was curious to learn it,"Bima recalled while flipping through the mini Qur'an,he smiled in light of the events in his childhood.


"Attraction?!Have you been kidnapped?!"Mariam looked surprised.


"Yes, I was 10 years old, I saved a daughter who was 2 years older than me,I'd love to see her again but unfortunately until now I haven't found her yet!"The look on Bima's face turned sad, the memory was so imprinted in her heart and mind, because she was Bima a little shaky with confidence, but she had not yet established herself to become a convert.


"If you want to do something because of someone, then you will only get what you want, but if you do something because of what you believe in,then you will get what you want and also will get what you believe in, you understand what I mean?!"Mariam said trying to straighten out Bima's intentions.


Bima seemed to think, digesting what Mariam said


"So you mean if I have to do something it has to be done with sincerity?!"Bima said clarifying his thoughts.


"Fright!"Mariam answered while flicking her index finger.


Bima mangosteen mangosteen sign understand what Mariam described.


"Do you want to guide me to deepen the teachings of the Religion you believe in?!"Ask Bima with confidence.


"Straight is your intention, Religion is not something you can change for granted, especially just for a woman!"


Answer Mariam.


"But I've been thinking about this for 15 years, and I've always waited for the right time to become a Muslim, even if that belief has been fused with my soul,my heart always trembled every time the Adhan reverberated, my body felt like it was moving on its own to pray, and I felt the Qur'an Already in my chest!"Bima said with glassy eyes evaporate what he felt so far, only this time Bima expressed his desire, and Mariam was the first to know it.


"What are you waiting for?!"Mariam asked, recently she dared to look at Bima


"After I believe in something with all my soul and body, I must take responsibility for it, I want that after becoming a Muslim, I must be a good Muslim,and I had to prepare for all that, my busy life yesterday in the entertainment world that really took my time, made me forget about myself, and when I saw you, when I saw you,to make me remember that I have a purpose in life that I have not achieved, that is, my belief in being a Muslim, would you guide me?"


Ask Bima expectantly.


"I am not the right person, you should look for an ustadz who can really guide you, but we are not muhrim, so it feels very limited for us to interact?!"Answer Mariam


The Bima driver who heard their conversation smiled happily at the expression of his Master.


"Is there a chance for me that we can soon become Muhrim?!"Suddenly Bima's question leads in that direction.


Mariam looked surprised, she just kept silent not answering her.


"I'm sorry if I'm so sassy! forget it, assume you've never heard of it!"Bima said, he realized that it was not Mariam's level in terms of faith.


"My divorce was only 3 months ago, in my religious teachings it means I just finished going through the Iddah period, I'm still not ready to accept someone in my life, not her I'm traumatized,but it feels like my heart is not ready yet, but I never know in the future, you should be steady in your faith first, then the problem of our soul mate just leave everything to the almighty!"Mariam answered, It makes sense.


After what he passed All this time, it is definitely not easy for him to re-establish a new relationship, plus Bima who is not yet clear his belief, Mariam certainly still needs certainty.


"I understand, just relax, like what you said I'll look for Ustadz for me to study Islam more deeply, thanks for the input, Mariam!"Said Bima with a smile.


The car stopped in front of Mariam's rented house.


Mariam is seen bowing her body a sign of gratitude for being ushered home.


Bima's car drove back, with a million happiness because it had found its identity, Bima intended to pledge his new beliefs immediately.


Mariam is seen running small towards the gate of her rented house.


When he wanted to open it, suddenly someone smother his mouth with a cloth, the smell of stinging so pierced into his nasal cavity.


dark, that was all he felt.


***


"Please!!


Help u!!


Help!!"


Mariam's hand was tied to a chair, a room that was quite spacious without any items being spread and looked only dim.


Mariam just felt that there was someone in the corner of the room.


The man awoke from his sleep and approached Mariam with a creep.


The hero looks crushed, the face is tangled, the hair is messy and the eyes are usually sharp, now look I am helpless.


"Mariam, I beg you, help me, I have no evil intentions on you this time, I'm confused as to how!"


Wira spoke so softly, she prostrated herself before Mariam, pleading for Mariam to hear her this time.


"What does all this mean?!"Shouted Mariam, she was very angry this time, I don't know how many times Wira tried to harm her again and again.


Mariam was very clueless with the Wira that changed drastically, she had almost fallen in love with this married man, used to be so gentle and treat her like a Princess, but now, she is,The hero is so fierce and always endangers him.


"Mar, I'm broken now!Bima closed my company and I was threatened with bankruptcy!this is all you're causing Mar, and now only you can save you!"


Answer the Hero with a clear face.


"Me?!What is his relationship with me?!It was the result of your own actions, why am I to blame!"


Shouted Mariam again, he could not understand the mind of the Hero who always money and money that he thought.


"The point is, you have to tell Bima to stop her action to take revenge on me because she wants to defend you, I threatened to bankrupt Mariam!


I've lost you, lost Sofi and lost the company, I'd rather just die, Mariam!!"


"Oh my goodness that much?!Not the same sin, even want to add sin again, if you die all the problems can be finished?!Hahaha, it's not that easy! When you die, you will realize that your biggest problem is life after death, Lord Hero!"


Mariam tried to clear the mind of the worried Hero.


The hero looks enthusiastic listening to Mariam.


"Every action we do, there will be a reward, good or bad, no karma in Islam.


If you feel your life is ruined now, God may deliberately rebuke you with all that, only you are able to accept it or not, Do not offend others for what you experience, everything that happens to you is God's provision that you must live, repent, and start all of it from the beginning, Wira!"


The hero looks down, pervading every word Mariam is true.


"I'm sorry, Mariam!I'm sorry!"Her words are lirih.


"Pardon God, seek to improve yourself by drawing near to the almighty, I am just a human being like you, I have forgiven you before you apologize!"Answer Mariam.


"I've always loved you Mariam, but my love for the world has always given up everything!"Wira tried.erai Mariam's hand, but Mariam shifted her chair to stay away.


"Never love anything beyond your love for God, God loves his servant more than anything else!let me go, and God will help you out of your troubles!"Said Mariam trying to negotiate with Wira to let go.


***


"Hello!Brother Bima!Mariam tea is not home yet it is almost early in the morning, you know?!where are you guys?!"


Fatimah is very worried why her sister still did not come home at 2 am, she had even fallen asleep but woke up again because her sister did not come home.


"What?!Haven't come home yet?!I drove him around 10 last night!I'm sure I've taken her to your contract!"Shouted Bima, he was very surprised Fatimah contacted him early today and said that Mariam still did not come home.


"Astagfirullah,, Teh Iyam where atuh!"


Fatimah started to panic, she was crying hysterically.


"OK okay!you calm down, now that you call Irsyad to come over, me and a few of my guards will come over there soon, we'll find Mariam the same!"


"Hiks hiks hiya kak!"Fatimah immediately hung up her phone and quickly contacted Irsyad.