SUBSTITUTE ARMY

V&V 13

VALENSIA PROV'S

There are things in life that we always face, but rarely do people of all partners experience what befalls my love story and try to swallow their own saliva when they realize what has happened to my beloved heart.

that night, when I heard your critical news on the IGD from my parents, the panic and worry made me hear three words in my left and right ears that whispered "HE'S DEAD"

sa'at was without sandals wearing long-sleeved pajamas with thin hair on a messy head, as much as possible running with all his strength and quick footsteps.

along the way, I remembered being angry and feeling suspicious of him for always forbidding me to meet him in the correspondence dormitory. it turns out that it has been two days I inhabit her and did not respond to every text what else answer a phone call from her.

for the first time I hit my head hard and said myself bodo, baggy, stupid and useless.!

then I passed through all the hallways, tripping through the IGD picket room without caring anymore about the pickets and the seniors, running fast with tears until all eyes were on me.

when he arrived in his room, the police uniform was full of blood and torn on the floor there was a weak figure lying unconscious and helpless with bandages and blood that continued to flow without stopping when he first saw the body.

with immediate reflexes give judgment in the heart "this patient will not be able to survive"

slowly approach the helpless handsome police body.! I held her two hands firmly, stroked her cheeks gently, ventured to kiss her forehead and kiss her lips felt very warm and sweet, yes

"this is my first kiss for a lover who's already my fiancee"

that night all the policemen guarding my beloved heart continued to watch with pity including my beloved sister firmly and mighty she stood under her brother's bed.

before long she came to her senses and opened her eyes to all the best treatments I had learned and known, I did to her with all the love and tenderness I had, I took care of him as best I could by taking over all the duties and actions of the nurses on duty.

that weak handsome face smiled for a very long time looking and feeling the way I treated and treated her. With great care do not I let her feel pain and scream.!

I took the time to beg ma'af for my behavior that does not respond to sms and phone calls from her. she also smiled and blinked her eyes at me a sign of yes forgive me

every movement of pain from her I responded with a small, gentle kiss starting from her forehead, to her two eyes, nose, left/right cheek and her lips. I continued to gently elus her head hair until it was not heard by me her screams that hurt my heart.

I know he began to be claustrophobic I extend my left hand to be his head pad. Seen my lover again smile happily but with a state that is getting weaker.

he fell asleep when slowly my palm gave him relaxation from his back head.I pointed my head next to his head where my nose was attached to his right cheek. my right hand clasped tightly onto his right hand which was beginning to cool.

I whispered the words of the recesses of my heart that said I would not turn away from them, accepting them in a deformed state, even if I was no longer a policeman. whatever I can do as long as he fights against the cruel stabbing of a sharp object that tore all his body.

hearing that sentence he re-opened his eyes smiling crying and shaking his head which was also witnessed by his sister and colleagues.I know the meaning of his head bobble as if saying "DON'T.! WHEN I ARRIVE, I HAVE TO GO HOME"

the situation is decreasing, though,

the weaker, the more,

his screams and groans sounded again.

I repeated his treat with pampering and love, I did it again with all my heart to distract him from his pain.

I'm getting scared, though,

very scared, though,

so scared, though,

because I love him so much,

still loves him too much.

I already knew what was coming next, but I tried to remain optimistic expecting miracles from the almighty because I knew the mighty hand of God was full of miracles.

perhaps knowing with my doubts, my fiancee's sister raised her brother's hand to put it on her head and promised sincerely to take care of me with all her heart, I saw clearly the approving gaze of Yal.

it's just not able to nod or shake his head because of the stab wound on his neck. Yal could only blink her eyes and full of smiles on her lips, Val since she kept holding Yal's hand.

sa'at it's not Val's promise my fiance's sister I need, I need my lover intact, I need my fiancee who will be my future husband. I want to keep my promise of keeping my honor and sanctity for me to give it to her when the time comes.!

I don't want anything else.!

I need Yal not another.!

I've been waiting for her long enough.!

7 Years 9 months old, it's impossible for me to take it off.

until I know, there is no time for him to survive.! Val continued to hold Yal's hand, I cried, I continued to cry I whispered back in her ear while hugging her tightly with all the words and contents of my heart.

"i'm a very lucky woman to get a rare gem of high value, a man like you is a man of god.your love for me, but your body and body is for God. I believe your soul is with me.

I love you sincerely, Yalrisman Hul, my affection can not be replaced by anyone else if you are tired, shut your eyes and pray that the Lord's best angel will come to pick you up.

when you don't walk again, just sit down because you're tired and keep looking at me from up there I let you go because I love you so much.

all the heavy heart words I overflowed without rest, my lover smiled more and returned to shed tears.This time his eyes were not closed, seeing there was a little movement I was getting worried.

because it is not a healing movement, but rather the movement of pulling the veins to break immediately.whether the strength from which I rise on the bed the patient sits and immediately lifts his body, I rest him on my chest, I rest him on my chest, I pointed his head at my neck, until his eyes were on my chest.

I did not get a reprimand from the doctor, because they knew it was no longer helped.!! continuously, I hugged him from behind, I kissed him continuously his forehead the last time I saw him smile glanced at me and then glanced at Val who had since grasped tightly Yal's hand..

after that only five seconds there was a sound from the monitor screen that stopped moving. the sound of my crying broke together with Val. We both hugged tightly yal. yelling, thrashing, crying, how we can cry uncontrollably.

as soon as my world came to a halt, my eyes were blind to the darkness before me.! my body turned like a fan, my consciousness seemed to be gone, but I tried hard.

until I didn't let the doctor's hand touch my Yal, they tried to let go of my hand and Val's hand that had hugged Yal. eventually they gave up letting me and Val hug Yal for the last time.

the hour of his death was set exactly at 05:00

Yal, it's been enough trying to fight for tens of hours. God wants it more even though I say it many times if I want it more, but it seems like God is rivaling me..

I kept crying and subconsciously I felt warm and soothing Val's embrace on my body, she stroked my cheek and strengthened me. She promised not to let me walk on my own.

that voice, just like Yal's.!

the touch of the hand is like the touch of Yal's hand.!

warm, gentle and friendly that's my yal.!

after I got it, I realized again that it was not my Yal.!!

that's Val not my Yal.!!

where did my Yal go..??????