Substitute 2

Returnees

"What are you doing, why are you crying together?" said Nadya curiously

The three immediately rushed to embrace Nadya, a strong and strong woman who had a big and strong heart, a woman who would forever be loved by the three.

"You guys why, don't make you curious,"

The three compactly shook his head, then simultaneously said the sweet word.

"We love you mom,"

Nadya even scrunched her forehead, increasingly clueless with the behavior of the three.

"Yes mamah know that, now the more important is the existence of Kirana, mama already know where she is now," said Nadya made a third smile.

"We should follow now mah, Kevan is impatient to meet him at this time, too" said Kevan enthusiastically

"If remembering your stupidity it feels so bitter for Kirana to accept you back, but try to fight," Nadya said meaningfully.

"Now tell me where my wife is?,"

"Don't be too hasty, Kirana is calming her mind, so mamah managed to call her, she said Sunday will return to Jakarta,"

"So?" asked Kevan curiously

"So he doesn't want us to go there, try to respect his wishes, because Kirana needs to be alone, too,"

Kevan who heard that seemed to lose his spirit, he was helpless and wanted to follow him there, but he was afraid that Kirana would get away.

"Kevan, listen carefully. Never follow your passions when you are angry, learn to be calm and do not take a stance or decision in a state of anger, because it will only create regret. You understand?" said Nadya advising her son.

"The betul that your mama said Kevan, because papah was once someone who made a decision in a state of anger, until finally your mama left papah because of papa's selfishness, and it managed to make papah regret. I don't know what's going on right now if your mom doesn't forgive you" Kevin said

"It is with increasing learning from your lives that I may someday be able to take the wisdom of this incident, and try not to make mistakes, even though basically humans do not escape from wrong,"

"You expect us Ken, behave as wisely as possible,,"

The four of them hugged each other, trying to bring together energy to strengthen each other and support each other in all situations.

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1 Week later Kirana has returned from the village, she with Mr. Maman and bi Mimin back to Kirana's old house. He was feeling better than ever, hoping that yesterday was his last tear.

Kirana is determined to change her personality she does not want to look weak anymore, she wants to strengthen herself that nothing can make her cry other than herself,no one can make him happy other than himself and from now on he does not want to rely on everything on others, he will try to rearrange his life, even now he has changed his appearance with hijab,very pretty.

Kirana began to tidy up her belongings, she did not want to fall too deep, even if she had to part with Kevan, she was sincere and would accept it with a chest of air. Today he will go to the cafe because it has been a long time since he did not see the state of his cafe directly.

Since the misunderstanding, Dwi feels very guilty after knowing the real incident, Kirana deliberately covers the hali from her two best friends, because Kirana does not want to make both of them worry, and many times Dwi apologizes to Kirana, because Kirana,but Kirana casually did not take issue with it, because she realized that everything that happened was an almighty will.

Kirana has informed Nadya of her return, and the next day Nadya intends to meet her daughter-in-law with Kevan and Kevin, on behalf of the family wanting to apologize and try to fix everything.

Step by step with the accompaniment of remembrance in his heart he chanted, hoping that whatever happened Kirana was resigned, he would try to rely and be honest on the almighty provisions.

As the steps went into the living room all eyes were on Kirana, the woman grew more beautiful with her hijab, Kevan who saw that was stunned and was eager to hug her. But Kirana only lowered her head after greeting, even she greeted the three, including Kevan, who no longer refused.

"Assalamualaikum, pah, mah,mas Kevan" Kirana said greeting the three

"Wa'alaykumussalam," said the three

"It's a shame you're so pretty, that my mom's pangling saw it,"

"Thank you, thank you for the compliment,"

"How are you and your family?,"

"Thank God, we're all in good shape baby, how are you?,"

"Kirana Alhamdulillah is good, by Allah's permission,"

Kevan who heard Kirana speak he just lowered his head, he felt more and more guilty.

"Darling we came here with an intention, we hope you accept our arrival ,"

Kirana, who had lowered her head earlier, raised her head and began to let them convey their meaning.

"It's with great pleasure that Kirana welcomes you and your family, and Kirana will listen to what you want to say,"

"Thank you dear,"

"Don't you say it yourself?" Nadya told her son

Kevan also nodded.

"Tell me" said Nadya.

Kevan jittered with excitement to open words to convey his meaning.

"Before mas, you want to apologize to you, for all the attitudes that make you hurt. Mas regretted what you have done with you, and when you leave the house the regret and fear of losing you deepened. Darling, I hope you can forgive,and we can go back to our house again,"

Kirana was silent at Kevan's remark, honestly if she remembered Kevan's previous treatment, as if opening old wounds, and each Kevan being indifferent and cold towards her shed her tears. With a heavy heart Kirana opened her voice.

"Mas Kevan, Kirana had forgiven me long before I asked for it. But to go back to Kevan's house I don't think I can, there are too many wounds, and I'm just an ordinary woman who has the right to be disappointed, Mas we should introspect ourselves, he said,maybe I'm not the best for Kevan, I have too many shortcomings and I can't balance the way you live, I'll learn to make things happen,because from the beginning of our relationship is not enough you accept," said Kirana at length who made the three surprised by Kirana's words.

Kevan who heard that felt his heart cut, could it be that Kirana would reject him, whether he would accept a karma from his actions. I don't know.

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