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Kevan is still silent, he is confused what to explain to his parents, especially Kevan did not think that Kirana, will talk about this. Kevin, who had sat with the three, felt sorry for his firstborn who seemed depressed, however Kevin had been in the position of Kevan, which was living together with someone who was not loved.

"Speak, son, is it true that you do not want this marriage?" asked Kevin to his son

"Speak, can't you talk?" said Nadya Sarkas

After a long time Kevan finally opened his voice.

"Mah, pahpah. Didn't I oppose this marriage in the first place, but you kept forcing me to marry her, and now that all this is happening, why am I the most guilty?"

"Aren't you trying to accept this marriage, are you trying to love Kirana?" said Nadya, who was disappointed with Kevan

"Mama is too imposing will, if you ever think a little for my happiness, I also want to make my own choice ma," said Kevan lowered his head

"Since when mama forced your will, what because mama married you, what's wrong if mama wants to have a daughter-in-law of her own family, what a selfish mama wants to keep kirana despite having to marry you, what's wrong if you want to have a daughter-in-law from your own mama's family,is mama wrong?," said Nadya who increasingly can not hold her emotions.

"It's a mah, don't be too hard on Kevan, we have to give him a chance, you can't sting" said Kevin calming his wife.

"The conduct of papah and Kevan is the same, you can only hurt women, you will never be satisfied until we completely leave you!," said Nadya who was increasingly ignited emotions

Kevin just lowered his head to hear his wife's anger, he realized that Kevin had indirectly bequeathed his coldness.

"Alright, Kirana ,mama will grant your wish. You deserve to be happy with a man who truly loves you, Kevan will never be able to give it to you. Do you have to marry Kenan?" said Nadya who still set her eyes on two men who are no other children and her husband.

"Mama don't make decisions as mamah, are we just toys that you can play with at any time?" Kevan said again to open his voice.

"Then you have to let Kirana live with a man who doesn't try to love her?,"

"But mama can't sacrifice my sister too mah,"

After a long silence, Kirana finally spoke.

"Well, that's enough! Kirana can calculate the fate of Kirana's marriage at this time, if you have to separate then let this separation happen. I no longer want to be a burden on my mother, let me take care of my own life, but I am an adult, and I release my mother and father from my duty to take care of me and also find a partner for me. Hopefully later I can find my full happiness.," Kirana said with tears

The three felt claustrophobic at Kirana's words, how could they possibly let the girl live alone without any family by her side.

"Don't say that, son, even if you're not married to your mother's child, you're still our responsibility, especially now that you're the daughter-in-law of this house,"

"But mah ... "

"Already! no more but the buts, now mama will ask for Kevan's decision, for the last time, if you stick to your decision, live your own way, because you don't need mama anymore," nadya said as if threatening.

"Well, forgive papa, as the head of the papah family, it has failed. Papa should be able to exemplify good things for our children, but papa makes them behave selfish like this" said Kevin who felt guilty for the chaos that occurred.

Kevan was astonished, why his papa always felt guilty, what he had done to his mother, to the extent that ,Kevin, who was able to look into his eyes.

"Well, it's not my fault, it's my fault for not being able to fulfill your wishes, I haven't been a submissive child, here I feel most guilty, so I beg you not to blame each other,"

"No, bang, it's all bad. Papah used to do the same thing, as you do today, even worse to make your mother suffer. Because of papah's stupidity, you must conceive and give birth to both of you without any of these selfish male papahs, and with your mama's generosity, she finally gave the opportunity to papa, until now. If not, maybe at this time papa is already a person who is not sane,"

Kevan and Kirana are surprised to hear his father's words, but there is a lot going on between them.

"It's a reward, everything has happened, if Kevan inherits your nature and behavior, then mama will wake him up and will not make him suffer from regret" said Nadya

"What does the name mean?" asked Kevin.

"Kevan, listen to your mama well, things can change with time, as well as your feelings for Kirana, your marriage has only been going for a few days, but you have decided to separate. It's only natural that you still can't love each other, but you should give it a try, give yourself a chance to open up your feelings,"

"But mah, Kirana does not want to make people who are beside Kirana suffer and are not happy" said Kirana lirih

"Maybe it's true what you said, I haven't given myself the chance to open my heart to Kirana, I honestly didn't accept this marriage, but I wanted to give it a try,and let me do it" Kevan said, leaving Kirana and her parents shocked.

"What does Kaka mean?,"

"Kirana, honestly when I came home after we split up, that day I was trying to accept this marriage, even though you avoided me, but I tried to keep coming back to your house. Not because of my mom, but because of myself,"

"Are you serious about what you say?" asked Kirana who was in disbelief.

"I'm not going to say much, because I don't want to disavow my words, we better try to live it, I'm sure one day we can accept each other,"

Kirana again shed her tears, she felt disbelief that her plan to part with Kevan, even making her relationship improve.

"Are you serious about what you say, bang?."

"Abang, seriously mah, Abang will start everything from the beginning with Kirana, pray that I can be a good priest" Kevan said sincerely

"Mama always prays for your happiness,".

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