Stuck Marriage (1)

Rega

I was friends with Fani long before Fani knew Aaron, ever since we were in high school. I also loved Fani long before Fani knew Aaron, but considering my friendship with her I did not dare to express my feelings especially Fani also always had a boyfriend. The girl is always charming to be noticed, and it is so easy to make others fall in love.

I was really sick when I found out Fani was in love with Aaron, and they finally decided to have a serious relationship. I kept my distance from Aaron, I was disappointed I was heartbroken. But I can't do anything more, pathetic right?

I tried to open my heart to another girl, but I never succeeded because Fani's shadow always haunted me. In the end I gave up. I don't care anymore if I can't be Fani's lover at least I'm the one who will protect that girl. I will always be next to that girl because she is my breath. I don't care anymore, seeing Fani who is always near me is enough, love should not have, right?

I sometimes growl annoyed at Fani who cries sobbing near me if she gets the humiliation of Aaron's family, I just listen because sometimes if I give advice or input it will end up fighting between us. I just hugged him and stroked his head and whispered if everything would pass and would be fine.

Don't you ever think that I'm actually considering Aaron to be Fani's lover. No, I've never been sincere at all. But I appreciate Fani's choice, I try not to show that I don't agree with her relationship with Aaron, even though my defense sometimes wears off as well. It wasn't a good thing, because in the end Fani would ignore me and I deeply regret that.

I followed Fani who was offered by her uncle for a school in Paris, I continued my master there. We went through a lot of beautiful things together even though my status is still as Fani's friend I remain happy. There are so many memories we made while there. The other thing that I always made me happy was that Fani no longer told me about Aaron.

In the end everything that happened will experience the end, exactly with my togetherness with Fani. arrive at the point where I returned hurt. The girl stubbornly wanted to return to Indonesia. Hey, that doesn't make any sense when here he's got it all. Fani became a famous chef here, and his name is fragrant. In Indonesia he has no family anymore, what arena Aaron again?

I lost again, because Fani could only see Aaron. No matter how much I fought in front of him, no matter how much love I gave him the girl only saw Aaron. Only Aaron was in sight, I exhaled my annoyed breath.

I was the fool to let myself always fall on that girl, my heart was too weak. But falling in love we can't choose? Because God chose. If only I could choose I would refuse to fall for Fani, the girl who loves others. Clapping your hands hurts, but choosing to look strong by pretending to love others hurts a lot more because every day you're going to war with yourself, and maybe you'll also hurt others because of your pretenses.

Relented, I relented to my love and finally came back to Indonesia with Fani. Aaron's a real jerk, that guy's married. Even after I confirmed to him casually the man said that he was forced to teach his papa who was also the lizard's playboy stamp. But there's another way, right? in this way the man just came back to make Fani hurt.

I again hurt to see Fani who became a lot of pensive herself after we returned to Indonesia. It seems that the girl also knew that Aaron was married. I didn't want to hurt her if I asked her directly, I just let the girl cry silently in my arms. This is the first time, usually the girl will cry while removing the uneg-uneg in her heart. Just like her tonight I also fell silent, and just stroked her head.

One night I was waiting for Fani in her apartment, I wanted to talk about her plan to set up her own restaurant. Because long waited for me to come downstairs, maybe the girl won't come home. I got burned to see Fani coming home with Aaron. An unbroken smile on the pretty lips of the girl, a smile I never got from her. I went back upstairs before the girl saw me, and pretended to be calm when Fani went inside the house.

After that night Fani returned a lot pensive, I returned angry but not at Fani. This all happened because of the man Fani adored, Aaron. The man had to explain everything to Fani, so that Fani would not be like this.

Unbeknownst to Fani, I immediately booked a ticket and caught up with Aaron in his old hometown. As Aaron's best friend, I know where the old man's house is. Some of the blows I gave to the selfish man who was also delinquent. Even the foolish man had no idea on whom his heart had actually fallen. He doesn't know whether he still loves Fani or not but most sadly he doesn't know whether he loves his wife or not.

I laughed as if it was a man like that whom Fani valued. I am better than that guy. At least I didn't make a promise that I wasn't sure I could keep.

A few days later Fani now asked me to meet Aaron's wife to ask the girl to back out of her marriage with Aaron. As usual, I indulged in Fani's wishes without guilt, I asked Carissa to meet me the next day in the park. I'm just saying I'm going to talk about important things about Aaron. I smiled with relief when the girl did not bother me too much about my delay. I hope he doesn't bother to back out of his marriage to Aaron either, so that Fani is happy.

Looking at the relaxed looking Carissa I was more and more convinced that it would be easier to ask the girl to back off. I said my wish to Carissa the girl looked relaxed hearing it. But unexpectedly the girl refused me outright, even the girl made me hurt with her arrogance.

I immediately went to Fani and told her to stop or give up, but in the end the girl relapsed. I was finally the one who calmed him down. I don't know when my love will always clap one hand.

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Maybe in the end this novel doesn't live up to your expectations, because I wanted Carissa and Aaron to really separate, because Aaron belonged to Fani at first. But if you reject Aaron and Carissa really separated, please comment because I will still consider. Please comment on GC or comment on this novel directly.

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