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Carissa cried as she pleased along the way, the girl pounding her chest hard. Why did it get this sick? Aaron looks hurt too, they're both hurt. Why don't they grab each other to treat their wounds? Obviously no one was happy with this. Carissa increasingly roared out the pain that was in her heart. Carissa pulled her car over on the quiet street, the girl crying all over.
Why love this sick person? Why is it that when he feels happy with Aaron a lot of problems come? Carissa doesn't understand what's wrong? He has never insulted anyone else. What's wrong with God? What is his sin, why does it feel so hard now? Carissa wasn't a usurper, Aaron pulled her into this marriage. But why did he also feel this pain? Carissa cried as much as removing the burden that was dijatinay. After weeping, Carissa runs her car slowly down the road that leads her to the house of the Goddess. Only at the girl's house is the place to go back now.
Go, baby, be happy! What kind of happiness does Aaron mean? Didn't this goodbye hurt both of them? What happiness does that man mean? Is parting with her a joy? Does being separated from her Aaron consider it a happiness? Carissa let out tears again.
Carissa is not a girl with experience in romance. Since High School he is only close to men not to date or do other things. Especially after college, Carissa never thought to be in a romantic relationship. She was so focused on college that she never thought of having a boyfriend.
Since marrying Aaron Carissa never crossed if he would fall in love with the man, Carissa let everything flow as it is. But now, Carissa realized that maybe this is what is called love. It hurt a lot when he got away and had to leave Aaron's life. But is love like that? Does love have to be released? Is it not love that unites people in this world? Carissa cried, it turns out that romance is not as beautiful as the Korean dram she watched, not as beautiful as the story of a romantic novel read dinovel or platform.
Carissa again wiped her snot that came out because she was crying very kama. Now his voice became raucous, and his eyes began to swell. His eyes will be narrower tomorrow morning. As loud as possible Carissa close the prayer to stop thinking about Aaron but the opposite happened. Aaron is back in his mind, not alone the man is present with their memories that occurred some time ago before there was a meaningful storm in their household. Sometimes beauty and happiness have to be accepted into memories.
Why did it all end like this. Aaron, who did not want to be left behind by her, who promised to always be with her, now lets himself go. Love turns out to have a bitter side that defeats the bitterness of bile. Or is what happened to him today karma? Because from the beginning Aaron was Fani's property as Rega and Nurmansyah said, Aaron had an appointment with Fani. What promise made Aaron bound to Fani? What promise made Aaron to make himself like a runaway man.
Carissa doesn't understand and probably never will. Why does it have to be like this? Aaron is also not completely honest with her, the man hides a lot of other things from his life without telling Carissa. Like when he came home in the village of oma, it turns out that the man had an ex-lover there. Carissa doesn't understand, what does Aaron get with the lies he's done to her? Is it possible that Aaron never thought it was important, in the slightest?
As Nurmansyah said, Aaron destroyed his papa. So it was time for the man to let go of himself. Maybe that's what Aaron is doing now, letting Carissa go. But considering the gentleness, the man's kindness Carissa went back to silence and her heart became ademic. Is it not when we are upset at someone for one mistake, that we remember a thousand good things?
Carissa felt her neck, the girl clasped tightly to the necklace on her neck. Touching it gently with all her heart, Carissa grasped the necklace carefully as if it would break with her touch. Aaron's only gift item that has a sweet memory, their memories of that night in the garden behind his house. The man's smile and the man's kiss, it's not a beautiful thing for Carissa to forget. Even the warmth of the smile and kiss still felt his footsteps.
Fani, Carissa immediately remembered the girl. The girl he heard was very close to Aaron. Carissa smiled faintly because she had not met the girl in person, which Carissa was sure was very special for Aaron. Carissa smiled sadly, if her special self felt the pain of parting with Aaron then what about Fani? Wouldn't that girl be hundreds of times more hurt than the heartache she's going through right now?
Moreover, Aaron did not keep his promise to the girl, surely Fani was much more sick compared to him. Carissa again felt the pain hit her heart, making her shed tears again. Carissa hates it if she's a hindrance, Carissa hates that fact. He should be the third person, but not just himself. Aaron's! Aaron who invited himself to marry whispered Carissa strengthening herself.
Carissa breathed a sigh of relief when she entered the gate of the Goddess house. Carissa entered the house with a puffy face made the Goddess who opened the door round her eyes, the girl immediately pulled Carissa into her arms in the heart of the Goddess wondering what made Carissa to this extent. Carissa was still as excited, the Goddess swept the girl towards the sofa. The Goddess brought water to Carissa who was still as much as she wanted.
"It hurts Wi, it hurts so much. Aaron told me to get out of his life. It hurts more than I lost my mom and dad, hyks hyx." Carissa returned as he pleased after receiving the drinking water given by the Goddess. The goddess only listened to the girl, Carissa finally fell asleep after a long cry.
Carissa woke up in the afternoon, the girl immediately went into the bathroom to take a shower and clean up. The goddess probably went out, because there was no girl in this house. Finished bathing Carissa immediately changed clothes and combed her hair, Carissa stared at her nanar shadow money terlihqt chaotic. Her eyes are so swollen right now, it feels like Carissa is getting off her dresser. Carissa smiled bitterly at the photo of Aaron who became the wallpaper of his phone. Her pretty fingers opened the gallery to change the wallpaper, but Carissa shook her head unbending her intentions.
Arlan smiled looking at the Goddess who was approaching him. That girl looks so pretty this afternoon. The goddess immediately spread her arms, Arlan carried the girl in her arms. Arlan kisses the girl.
βHow is Carissa doing now?β The goddess shrugged, and smiled looking at Arlan.
βNangis bombay him this afternoon, I was staying he was still sleeping.β Arlan listened while holding his lover to the seat.
βSo how is darling? What did Ben say?β Arlan took a sip of her lemon tea, then looked at the Goddess seriously.
βFrom his confession, he was in the hospital yesterday. There is nothing strange about Ben.β The goddess nodded, the girl took out her laptop working on something.
βKeep how Carissa is next?β Arlan sniffed his shoulder, because only Carissa could answer him. Seeing Arlan who did not make a sound, Dewi resumed her work.