Stuck Marriage (1)

Fani

I promise I will wait for you until anytime, we will fight together Fan, you take good care of yourself there! Remember I'm always waiting for you, here! Those are the words that always ring when I am in Paris even until now those words are always imprinted in my memory. Those were the words Aaron whispered as he drove me to the airport to go to Paris. The man I loved so much in my life, he was my breath, my pain, my happiness, and everything to me. He's the only man who's been proud of my life, his kindness, his responsibilities, and also unfortunately for his mother.

As people say nothing is fine in relationships, like the relationship we both have. There are so many conflicts that sometimes make me waver, but Aaron always reminds us that everything will be able to pass together. I also had a big fight with Reg for keeping Aaron. Rega never agreed with my relationship with Aaron. But strangely the man also did not stay away from me, even he continued his studies in Paris with me.

The big obstacle in Aaron's family is his uncle and Aaron's father, Nurmansyah. Oma didn't like me because in the past my parents had deceived her, so my parents' hatred for me also decreased. As long as it's my parents' problem, I never know anything about it. But as the son of my parents I also bear the consequences. I used to blame my parents, but after a while I realized I didn't change things by blaming both of my parents let alone that they were gone forever. The thing that kept me from falling was Aaron who always encouraged me and always strengthened me. Aaron always assured me that if I someday there would be a blessing for both of us.

The thing that sliced my heart the most was Nurmansyah, that man was really rude to me! She doesn't like me because I'm not fit to be with her son because I'm not a top-class woman who deserves her son. But it's just not just. Unlike the oma who said his dislike behind Aaron, Nurmansyah's uncle said his dislike in front of Aaron. Because of the insults thrown by Nurmansyah to me that was Nurmansyah and Aaron to a big storm.

I guess Nurmansyah really didn't approve of us because I really didn't deserve to be together in front of her son. But the opposite happened a few weeks later when the old man came to see me and brought me a wad of money and openly asked me to leave Aaron and be his wife.

The insolent! It really hurt me as a woman. Is in the eyes of the old man I'm just a money-loving girl and do everything for money? So all his disapproval of me, all his insults were just excuses he made up? And secretly she wants to make me her wife, it's really an insult to the incredible.

With a haughty step I walked, I took the money and threw it in his face so that he would know I could not afford it with his money. I immediately kicked him out, I didn't want him in my room! I actually threw him out so he knew himself, I could not and would never be able to buy him his money. After Nurmansyah's departure I cried out loud, I went on a rampage and last I remembered I was lying with Rega beside me.

Unfortunately, it was not enough that Nurmansyah really felt insulted to the point that the man made a slander if I teased him. It wasn't a small thing, Aaron's extended family really used me, even to the point that someone berated me through social media. Fani is a cheap woman, Fani is shameless and many more insults they throw at me. Although no one knows the old man's behavior to me because I didn't tell anyone. After that day I completely avoided meeting Nurmansyah. I'll never be part of an event in Aaron's family again.

Aaron was really the man God sent me. That man that keeps me breathing to this day, Aaron who always puts on his body if I get into trouble was humiliating. What I remember most is the night Aaron took me to dinner at a famous restaurant not long after Nurmansyah had spread such cruel slander.

There was a woman who came up to me and immediately poured the food I ordered on my face, I did not have time to process the incident immediately shouted out the heat. Aaron immediately stood up and called security at the restaurant and even the man made a report to the police. I prevented it, the person who threw me the food just misunderstood because it was provoked by the news on social media. The news of Nurmansyah who claimed to be seduced by me spread quickly like a fire doused with gasoline.

Aaron always hugged me in my hard times. During my time in Paris I also always thought about the message, I even studied harder and added courses to improve my cooking skills. Sure enough, my hard work did not clap one hand because I graduated with good results and was quite satisfying for myself.

Rega was completely against my decision, but I don't care about that man anymore I'm absolutely sure. In the end the rebuke relented, because I would never give up on something I already believed in. My return to Indonesia was not as sweet as I had hoped after getting word that Aaron was married. No, there is no way that Aaron is that the man always keeps his promise to me, I whispered in my heart. Sasha even sent me a picture of someone who was Aaron's wife, and most surprisingly there was a kiss photo that Aaron sent, my tears flowing. My Aaron has hurt me, my Aaron has assumed I don't exist. Now that he's been with another woman, the pain and pain I feel doesn't make me hate that guy. As much as I hate Aaron I can't, I can't afford to be even helpless. The virtues that the man had done in the past were too many to be able to erode the wounds he had incised.

That lip, that lip that always warms my forehead. Lips that always strengthen me with words of encouragement even lips that always whisper sweet words full of love. So why does that lip kiss someone else? Why should there be someone else, hyks hyks. I hate all this, I can't accept Aaron treating me like this. After all the sacrifices I made why this was all I got, I cried and broke all the things in my room.

Aaron is now evil, Aaron is now killing me with everything he's done. Where's the promise to wait for me? His promise to always be with me. I cried so much that I regained consciousness after morning and Rega had brought me breakfast.

That day I called Sasha to see you soon. I want a clearer story from the girl. Sasha came to see me at Rega's restaurant, the girl told me everything and what infuriated me the most was the girl who framed Aaron so that Aaron was responsible for marrying the girl. It was so sad, that girl was really outrageous to the point of sacrificing my Aaron.

Sasha advised me to snatch Aaron from the girl, of course I refused even though my heart was still bleeding with the marriage. Sasha even laughed at me who he said was stupid and easily succumbed to Carissa. Oh, so her name is Carissa? I recorded the girl's name in my memory.

The night I met Aaron by accident, the man walked in with the files in his hand. That night I hugged the man longing, I finally got back the warmth of Aaron. I let out happy tears, moved, mixed into one.

Aaron invited me to dinner and I did not refuse, I greeted the man enthusiastically. My heart was so happy when Aaron. Take me to our favorite restaurant first, where we spend our Sunday nights. The place tells of the days we passed witnessed by the chairs, tables, plates, and spoons that were on our table. I was back in those memories, and as soon as my body was like water I had to fight for this man because Aaron was worth fighting for.

Throughout dinner we exchanged stories about the days we spent and the man never mentioned his marriage in the slightest. I held a smile like Aaron was unhappy with his marriage. After dinner I was taken home by Aaron and it's still like the old man opened the door for me. I walked into my apartment with a big smile, I came back happy.

“Happy to cry, aware dong lo will only be an escape.” I didn't heed Rega who insinuated me. Don't ask me why this guy got to my room, Rega my best friend since High School even I know him first than Aaron. I let him know my apartment password because he's the only guy who's my best friend and also he respects and appreciates women, so I'm not worried that he's going to my apartment. All this time he's been protecting me from those caress-hungry men who want to make me their lover. Rega was my guardian angel after Aaron.

Because of my excellent mood tonight I did not respond to the man. I went into my room locked the door and then jumped up and down and rolled happily over my bed. I had a beautiful dream that night about myself and Aaron, I smiled throughout my sleep. I again felt the warmth in my heart after my meeting with Aaron that night.