
Bandung, April 30, 2018.
The young man stood before the classroom door, looking at the weeping overcast sky dripping with rain.
On a quiet Sunday for school students, he was faced with the busy preparing for graduation for his upperclassmen which will be held tomorrow. Everyone passed by, busy preparing for tomorrow's event. On a stage that has been decorated with Happy Graduation writing with balloons and ribbons, dance students are practicing for their best performance. In front of the stage has been established taruf for invited guests. And now sitting in those chairs are teachers and even principals who are watching the preparation of eskul dance students. And there are also those who just talk about evaluating the preparation for tomorrow's event.
"Well..." He sighed then opened the classroom door behind him. Where there are some members of OSIS who prepare photo both.
When he opened the door, he was shocked. Because what he first saw was the woman he liked being photographed alone with the man he hated the most in school.
Instantly the anger that he had held back for these few days erupted. Unknowingly his left hand had floated by itself hitting something. He screams and curses.
"Damn it.."
"Ctrang.." the sound of broken glass is heard. The young man was surprised.
As he remembered what he was about to hit was the classroom wall. But it turns out that what he hit was the classroom window glass. He looked at his hand which was now covered in blood.
On the stage the dance students stopped their training because they heard the noise. The teachers were excited about what happened.
"Why is that?" There was the voice of Pak Ali who was a student at the High School and was famous very fierce.
But the young man ignored him. He walked to the sink in front of the class to wash his bloodied hands. After washing the wound, the young man realized that the wound on his hand was quite deep. If the bleeding is not stopped then he will lose a lot of blood.
The young man walked leisurely towards the UKS. However, everyone who looked at his face knew that he was holding back the turbulent anger within him.
"The star here the star." The voice of Ali called out to him. But he once again ignored it and continued to walk towards the UKS. I don't know where the courage that came from to make him dare to ignore Pak Ali who is known as the most fierce student in High School.
While traveling to the UKS, he met with Ms. Fatma who is a counseling teacher as well as the guardian of the UKS.
"Why star?"
"My hand is hurt, ma'am."
"Can't you?"
"I hit the classroom window, Mom."
"Gosh Star..You must be an emotion huh? Come with me to the UKS."
The star can only resign following Bu Fatma to the UKS while listening to the nagging from Ms. Fatma.
The star sits in a chair right in front of the UKS. Blood kept flowing from his left hand. Ms. Fatma kept pressing her wound to stop the bleeding. At that time also many teachers and students who came to see him, the Star ignored him. They look like they're making themselves a spectacle. Perhaps because of his anger that was still overflowing, he did not feel any pain. His injured left arm was numb.
From a distance Pak Ali walked towards the UKS. The star could only mentally prepare him to listen to the reprimand from Mr. Ali. But, Bintang was surprised that he actually asked his condition and asked him to be delivered to the doctor. But the stars refused. He couldn't possibly be shameless like that. Because of his emotions, he made himself hurt.
After the bleeding stopped, Bintang was told to enter the UKS to rest on a mattress. The star was only accompanied by Ms. Fatma because she did not want anyone else to come. But Bintang can not refuse this person, the head of OSIS who is also his best friend from SD named Mai.
He came to the UKS to bring him a packet of rice. He remembered that he had not eaten all day. And this packaged rice is his ration from OSIS. Mai came and sat next to the Star.
"Star, I live first. Mai this star was told to eat it out taking medicine huh. I'm going to the stage."
"Yes, Mom."
Mai looked towards the Star for a moment, then she looked at the injured young man's right hand. I don't know what he was thinking, but then he hit the Star's right arm.
"Ouch...Mai is sick. Don't hit me, okay?" The star grimaced in pain from the pain from his wound.
Suddenly tears began to flow from Mai's eyes.
"That's it, Mai. Don't cry." The stars tried to cheer Mai up. He could not bear to see his friend cry like that.
"You why the hell? Try if there's a problem telling me. I don't know anything but you suddenly seem like a gini. If there's a problem I'm also saying don't believe it." Mai lowered her head and cried even louder.
The stars are feeling bad. It's not the girl's fault. It is he who has made so many mistakes.
The star moved his right hand. Then he stroked the girl's head.
"Easy-after. This isn't all your fault, Mai. Don't cry anymore or someone else who sees it will think that I hurt you. You want a school to beat me because I made their OSIS chairman cry? You want me to be fooled by the teachers for making their favorite students cry? Could've battered me." The star laughed at the thought of it happening.
"What the hell." Mai grunted in annoyance. But her tears stopped flowing.
"Stop crying and I'll tell you everything."
After Mai stopped crying then Bintang told me the root of the problem.
"You're not clear. You've done the stupid thing that hugged yourself. Now you see, a lot of friends who look at you but he did not come here either. Then he's not worried about your condition at all."
After Mai spoke like that the Star was also conscious. Like her the woman who had made her like this didn't care about her at all. Mai realized that the Star was feeling depressed. Then he cheered her up trying to cheer her up.
"Let's eat it up and take some medicine."
"Hmmm...Mai I can't hold a spoon with my condition like this." The stars laugh dry.
"The pain is your left hand, not your right hand. Don't spoil the rice pack quickly and take medicine."
"But I can't actually hold a spoon. My body is so limp as numb." Stars are not trying to make excuses. But it was true that his body was very weak. It seemed that his strength after he had vented his emotions.
"Gosh, you don't want me to be the nyuapin either. It's not him who made you look like you. Quickly open your mouth and eat a lot don't bother me continue."
The star knows Mai was just joking. But it is true that the Star always makes the girl a hassle.
That night the star rested in his room. In the afternoon, when he came home his parents asked him a lot of questions. Of course, which parents are not worried about seeing their children come home injured.
That night a younger sister named Diana contacted her asking for news. Since Star and Dina were so close, Diana was already like a little sister to him.
"Sister why was that? What's the wound?"
Then the stars told the girl everything. Diana was a friend of the woman the Stars liked. And Diana also knew that the Stars liked her best friend.
"So, this brother is stupid. Just because he broke the window of the school, saw many other students and even teachers. It's the same as breaking up your charisma. Try to see the story"
The stars were shocked by Diana's words. This must be bad news. Then he saw the story of the woman who had made him like this. The star saw the woman in the photo with her upperclassman. And they're very close.
Surprisingly, the Star no longer felt anger in him. He regretted the stupid things he had done.
"Aware of Big Brother if he really never cared about Big Brother. I'm sorry if I might have talked to Brother so rude. But I want you to know who cares and doesn't care about you. Brother forget him. There are many people who care about you, brother. I care about my brother too. I don't want you to get hurt." At the end of her voice, Diana grew smoother but the Stars could hear everything clearly.
"I'm sorry, Diana..."
That night the Star felt a hatred towards the existence named woman. The star felt that the woman approached a man just to take advantage of him. They exist to break a man's heart.
I, Star, hate women from this second…