Spoiled Without Love

want to let go

Shanum approached the adel after finishing with his ritual.

he sat next to Adel, with his legs crossed ready to listen.

"adel wants to restore what is already a right kaka" Adel said after careful thought, he must tell the truth.

"return what the hell de"

"everything that has been asked, but only some, some of it is not there" Adel steadied his heart when saying word for word.

"including the future of kaka" this time Adel hesitated to say it.

"de, I don't know what your words mean, one thing you should know, your happiness is your priority" Shanum paused his speech for a moment.

"whatever you love, you won't accept it anymore, even if you insist" Shanum continued.

"includes Dev?" Doubtful Adel asked while bowing his head, even his voice was almost inaudible.

deggg

'apparently adel already know' Inner Shanum.

he did not expect if Adel would know so soon the secret that he kept tight.

"what do you mean Adel?" shanum asked pretending not to know

"sorry Adel ka, Adel always wants kaka's property, Adel always takes whatever belongs to kaka, including kaka's future" Adel said while crying regretting his attitude.

always pampered from small makes him always want to get what he wants.

"not always what we want we will get, all we have is a deposit, we had time to have, but in the end something is destined for others" Shanum said while hugging Adel.

"remember one thing de, who was born for us will remain ours even though it was released for a while, because it is our destiny will not miss us, he said, and those who miss us are not born for us"

"including Dev, kaka did have it, kaka lived a relationship with a bond that is not diridhoi Allah, forgive kaka for hiding this from you, I think after you are married, Adel's life will be happy, I think after you are married, Adel's life will be happy, and won't bring up Dev's past"

Shanum spoke at length but in a gentle tone, hoping Adel would understand with his words.

"how long have you been dating?" ask adel

shamum doesn't want to tell Adel his past,

it was not that Shanum would feel pain because of the past he could not have.

but shanum keeps Adel's feelings, and,

but Adel kept pushing to know the real story.

finally Shanum told him everything, that between Shanum and Dev met during the student orientation period at the high school.

Shanum who at that time did not have confidence because only about 1 year was raised a child, grew up to be a quiet child

only answer if asked, will do whatever the builder asks.

Dev who is interested in Shanum's personality eventually approached Shanum to get acquainted, and eventually became close because when the class division turned out they were one class..

they established a relationship during the 2nd grade, had separated because dev worked in branch offices as well as lectures and reunited again when at the head office.

"then I don't regret taking off the dev for you de, I'm so happy to see you laughing every day" Shanum said after finishing the story.

"but Adel who regrets has taken mas dev from kaka"

"Adel wants to let go of the mas dev" Adel said, almost inaudible.

Shanum was surprised to be in disbelief by his sister's words that looked serious.

"a year we lived together, even I've been trying to be the one mas dev wants, getting up early, making breakfast for mas dev before leaving for the office, he said, yes adel tau adel cuisine has not been in accordance with the tongue mas dev, so mas dev eat adel cuisine also because forced, adel who always nag at length if mas dev ga want to eat adel cuisine"

adel spoke again throughout the train before shanum responded to Adel's wishes.

Shanum did not comment, he faithfully waited for Adel to continue his story.

"mas dev always gives what adel asks, spoiling adel, obeying adel's wishes, but all that is done without love" adel again sobbed considering the story of his household that is only one-sided.

"what should adel be?" in the end Adel asked for his brother's opinion.

"you know, Adel always boasts mas dev in front of Adel's friends, even they are very envious of Adel" adel continued his story even before Shanum answered his question.

"it turns out everything is pseudo" said adel while looking down

"de" Shanum called out to Adel while stroking her hair.

adel looked up his head, prepared to listen to the next word.

"can I give you some advice?" shanum asked, while Adel only nodded his head.

then Shanum asked Adel to stay calm, shanun said there must be a way out.

"stay calm de, all will be well" said shanum, adel still silent.

"adel just need the spirit to continue life, make dev regret for refusing to love a girl as beautiful as his sister kaka" Shanum said with a smile hoping adel also smile.

"tomorrow adel to the office, learn to take care of the company, be an independent woman, show the world that a descendant of Agasta is not a spoiled girl, can stand on his own feet without depending on others"

"then you'll help me, slow down, focus on the company, don't mind dev, let him feel like he's missing out on a figure like Adel"

considering how the pain of his favorite sister's feelings made Shanum want to meet dev soon.

he felt that he failed to become a kaka, failed to make his sister happy in fostering a household, and all because of his former lover.

but shanum is also aware that feelings cannot be forced.

he also can not blame dev completely, even dev only forced to marry Adel because of his request.

for the sake of proving his love for Shanum dev willingly married a girl who is not at all dev love, dev love,

"forget dev for a while, but don't make decisions that are too rushed" Shanum said again,

"ka, adel willing if you have to take off mas dev, adel want mas dev to feel happy also with the person he loves, not just pretending to be happy"

"de, do what I say, don't make a decision now, if within 3 months dev doesn't feel like losing you, then you can make the decision you think is best"

adel was still considering his older words, 'maybe there's no harm to try' inner adel.

"but even if you let go of the dev, you won't take it back" Shanum made the decision, reminding her that their relationship was over.

adel no longer said anything, he then put his head on Shanum's lap, while shanum stroked his hair lovingly.

"thank you, because it has become the figure of the father's mother also kaka make adel" finally only the sentence was spoken.