Spoiled Without Love

shanum's past

"do you want to be a mother?" how can I be a mom I want to be a mom.

"sister wants to see mom" shed my tears,

"sister still has a mother, where she is now" she looks more enthusiastic

"whatever"

"if you still have a mother, why doesn't shanum ever look for her?" adel was seen sighing "do you know how adel wants to feel a mother's embrace, or just look at her face, but you still have hope to feel everything" adel continued his words again.

I was still silent, not responding to the long sentence Adel, even I did not have a proper sentence in return.

"did you make sure Adel was happy first?" adel spoke again, his tone was heard holding back tears, there was nothing wrong with his question, that was the reality.

"adel is now happy, can you think of your own happiness?" the little girl who used to whine anything at me, is now an adult.

hearing his words, I only smiled but tears still flooded my cheeks.

"how can you part with your parents and meet your father?" the question I never wanted to hear, not because I wanted to forget my parents, but just didn't want to open old wounds.

I finally told him everything.

☆flash back☆

this afternoon it rained so hard, the little girl who began to grow up was busy playing flour with eggs, there was also margarine, a little water and also yeast of course, of course,

"sani does not need to continue, you just learn to be a smart child" a woman aged around 37 years asked him to end the activities of his beloved daughter.

"sani help you in a moment, ma'am, let me not be too cape" this new 3rd grade girl from junior high school still wants to help her mother prepare the order,

"promise me a minute"

"yes ma'am"

not long ago heard the door bangs, without looking out two different women of that generation already know who came.

"mira opens" shouted a man from outside the house still accompanied by increasingly loud pounding.

"a little while mas" mrs mira shouted from the kitchen, then washed her hands.

"dad's mom home?" there is a fear clearly visible from the voice of Sani, sani already know what will happen if his father comes home, also snapped blows never absent done by the man who served as the family priest.

"sani is calm, I open the door first" the woman hurriedly ran towards the living room to open the door.

"how long" cried the man deafening his ears.

"sorry" was the only word that mira dared to say, mira never dared to say much to her husband,

if he slightly refuted it was definitely a punch even a kick landing on his body.

"the "useless basis" of the man pushed mira's body and almost fell if there was no wall next to it.

"where's sani?"

"sani no" somehow mira has a bad feeling, secretly hoping Sani hears it and hides.

"stupid where is he?" the man again shouted even this time his burly hand landed on mira's smooth cheek.

mira silently did not answer, thus making the man even more angry, grabbing mira's hair.

mira groaned in pain and begged to be released, but was not ignored at all.

sani who could not bear to see her mother tortured chose to come out to face the depravity of her father.

"sani here well" the girl was actually scared, clearly visible from her trembling voice, but for her mother's sake she tried to look brave.

"stupid, why not get out of there" the man approached towards Sani, held his wrist and pulled it like pulling a cow.

"where is she going?" mira held her husband's leg while sobbing

"it's none of your business" the man kicked mira so that his leg slipped from her hand.

"silently" the man snapped, making the guts of the man shrivel, saying,

"where is Sani going?" mira returned to pursue her husband who had arrived at the door and held his leg again.

"i will bring sani to the jarwo boss" jarwo juragan is the landlord where sani and his family live, besides that jarwo juragan is also famous as a papal-class leech, interest by borrowing it is sometimes greater interest, especially if you can not pay on time it is certain that the interest is increasing.

"for what?"

"juragan jarwo wants him as my debt redeemer" mira's husband who hobbies mabok and also play gambling has a debt that is not small to the manager of jarwo, jurnal, in exchange for not being able to pay the debt of jarwo asked for sani.

"don't do it, I beg you" but the man didn't care, the father of Sani kept taking him away.

mira who doesn't want anything to happen to her daughter immediately looks for something.

mira hit her husband on the head using a wooden block she found next to her house.

because of his hand he used to hold the aching head so as to accidentally release his grip to Sani.

"go sani, run as fast as you can" cried mira, but she was still unmoved, as if losing her consciousness.

"sani left" when he saw Sani still standing looking mira again shouting.

"no ma'am, sani wants to be with mom"

"go first, mom will catch up"

mira wanted to dissuade her husband from being able to pursue Sani, because if they ran away together her husband would definitely chase after her.

"brash, how dare you" the man grabbed the hair of mira slap and punch he gave to his wife.

"sani ran away" cried mira again, when she saw her husband wanted to pull back Sani's hand.

finally Sani ran as fast and as far as she could, while mira still kept trying to block her husband from pursuing sani.

mira is not afraid at all, she thinks if her life is over, at least she has kept Sani away from an accursed man like her husband, and hopes that Sani will meet good people who want to take care of sani.

punch after punch continued to be thrown by the man to mira, mira until fainted because she could not bear to feel pain.

after making sure mira was unconscious the man ran after Sani, but Sani was not seen.

tiiinnnnn

heard the car horn and squealing sound because the driver suddenly ngerem.

"ahhhhhh" sani shouted.

a middle-aged man came out from the passenger door, approaching sani.

"you're okay" the man asked.

sani who was still in shock did not reply, even reluctant to open her eyes.

"does anyone get sick, om inter-doctor ya" again sani still silent.

"deck" the man lined up to line up his body with sani, then patted her on the shoulder slowly. "where's the pain?"

got his finishing touch Sani consciously and opened his eyes.

"no-no sir, sorry" Sani wanted to leave but his wrist was blocked.

"do not hurt sani, sani do not want to be brought to the jarwo manager" sani mecca.

"om's not a bad guy"

"really"

"we sit there, you can tell me who knows if we can help" finally Sani nodded.

☆flash back off☆