Special Night

The Guilt of Vino

Vino came home with a face full of wounds due to a blow from jatmiko, the goddess mama who saw her so surprised by the condition of her child coming home from school with a face full of bruises.

"Vino, what happened to you?" ask the goddess mama to worry.

"It's not what mah." replied Vino along sit the mother Goddess in the living room.

"But why is your face like that? not exactly the same face of this beautiful mother. It should be your graduation day even bonyok kayak gini." said Mama Dewi.

Vino was still speechless without listening to the word mama Dewi. Vino rested his head on the back of the sofa and thoughts raged about the incident at the school.

"Vin, koq is silent anyway, you are fighting because of the girl's seizure." asked Mama Dewi curious about the cause of the wound on her face.

"Isshhh mama is noisy" said Vino then got up from his seat and went to his room.

"The casino! no morals mama dicuekin." shouted Mama Dewi when Vino had climbed the stairs of the 2nd floor. Arriving at the room, Vino lay down his body on the bed.

At home, Pamela immediately entered the room and cried, Bona and Desi who drove Pamela home were sad.

"Don't think too much about mel, as people say, but think about your baby's health." Desi persuaded.

"Yes Mel we know elo strong and patient." Bona encouraged Pamela.

"Gue has embarrassed my family, everyone knows I'm pregnant" Pamela replied in tears.

"Please your mind Mela mending you rest." Pamela laid her body on her bed while Bona and Desi also lay on Pamela's bed.

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There was a deafening sound of loud music in one of the night entertainment venues in Jakarta. Vino was accompanied in the room and Andreas was enjoying alcohol. Tonight Vino seems so chaotic that it is out of control when drinking alcohol in front of the barista table.

"It's vin, you can get drunk." prevent Dika.

"Gue wasn't drunk Dika, right said jatmiko if I was a jerk." Vino's sad voice

"What happened to you Vino?" ask Andreas.

"Gue's already ruined a man's child's future, and I don't know if she's the girl Jatmiko likes, but I've made her pregnant" said Vino while drunk.

"Vin, you drunk? don't drink too much. Like his elo is frustrated." Andreas persuaded.

"We did the deed under the influence of drugs on promnight night, it looks like someone deliberately gave it to me as well as the girl. So that night we did it without safety." said Vino who was drunk.

"It's worth it that time without saying it to us, but who would dare to do that to you?" said Dika.

"You don't think to look for the culprit" asked Andreas

"Gue thought the girl was the one who gave me the medicine but like her the girl was also framed by someone. When we met each other even the girl was funny the same I was not like other girls would have chased me to make the responsibility I had done." Vino re-enacted the illicit drink.

"Keep what will you do now?" ask Dika.

"Gue don't know useless also I'm sorry, the girl must hate me even jatmiko too" replied Vino.

"Pamela is a good girl, I think she will forgive elo let alone elo child in her womb" said Dika.

"Gue's already offended her." Vino looks sorry.

"How do you feel about girls?" andreas asked, Vino was silent.

"Yes already, you go apologize and say you want responsibility." suggested Dika. Dika stopped Vino from drinking alcohol again then drove her home because she looked drunk.

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In the morning Pamela woke up with a nauseous stomach after spewing out its contents and now feels hungry. Desi and Bona did not stay overnight, they went home after Ratih's mother came.

"Wake up, baby?" asked Ratih's mom when Pamela approached her there.

"Why? we might be going to Aussie in a week. You can call Aunt Rani why you have to be mom."

"Mela is ashamed of my aunt Rani."

"Honey already do not be sad so believe me as mamah you can, and aunt Rani was the same as mama always support you."

"But mah, what about Rey?"

"Rani told you a story and Rey told you to go there and go to college, especially when you tell her your grades." mama Ratih heard Pamela graduated with perfect grades directly contact Rey her sister's husband to find the best university there. "You're all calm, my mom takes care of staying when you leave."

"Pamela wants the day after we leave mah."

"Aren't you waiting for a farewell with your schoolmate?" Pamela just shook her head because she did not want to attend a farewell event after some of her friends found out she was pregnant.

"Quick eat your breakfast don't forget to drink milk." Today Ratih's mama taught lunch so she can cook for Pamela.

During the day when mama Ratih will go to work there are those who knock on the door of the house.

"Yes who?" ask mama Ratih.

"Aunty, is Pamela there?" greet a guy. Mama Ratih was fixated when she opened the door there was a man standing in front of her.

"Oh Pamela yes, wait aunty call Pamela please sit." mama Ratih went upstairs to call Pamela.

"Mela, is there something you're looking for, baby?" call mama Ratih.

"Who's mah?"

"Mom doesn't know it looks like he knows you."

"Mom ask, is this guy the baby's father?" asked Mom after closing Pamela's room door. Pamela thinks who the guy who came here and crossed the name jatmiko. Pamela shook her head.

"Yes met him first mama wants to be ready to leave again."

Mama Ratih came out of Pamela's room and went down from the 2nd floor to her room to prepare to leave for work.

Pamela hesitated to meet someone who was already waiting in the living room. Arriving at the guest room Pamela saw Jatmiko sitting on the sofa in the living room.

"Mela, mama's leaving ya." said Ratih's mama and smiled at the guy next to Pamela.

"Yes my heart" said Pamela. The sound of a car leaving the garage.

After mama Ratih left, silence and awkwardness enveloped the two of them as Pamela sat next to Jatmiko.

"Hi, how are you?" jatmiko broke the silence.

"Well.." Pamela replied awkwardly.

"Sorry, yesterday my time in the UKS." said Jatmiko doubtfully.

"No papa, I know you must be surprised to hear that I'm pregnant and about that I'll answer it now." Pamela looked down it felt powerless to see jatmiko's disappointment. "I'm sorry I can't."

"Mela, I'm serious about you and I want to marry you." Jatmiko grabbed Pamela's hand.

"You don't have to do that, even I don't deserve you. Elo deserves better than me." Pamela pulls out her hand held by jatmiko.

"Gue loves Elo Mela, if you'd know if you'd accept Vino if she'd be responsible?" jatmiko's question made Pamela speechless. Pamela felt Vino couldn't possibly take responsibility.

"Gue didn't think until then and I'm sorry, I want to take a break." Pamela's words made Jatmiko stand up from her seat and say goodbye to go home and not even offered a drink.

"Well I go home first, next time I come here again." pamit jatmiko then stepped out. Pamela was only glued when jatmiko was gone.

I pray you get a girl who is better than me. muttered Pamela Iirih then closed the door and went to her room.