Soulmate Reincarnation

4.Surrender

Days began to change and it has been countless days maybe even months, but may still continue to try to raise xing though it has been countless also ended in failure.

Every May only do the same activities, every morning if the food in the kitchen has begun to run out of may will be marketed and then cook for himself and xing. Although the food served for xing is never eaten and ends up stale.

Then go back to reading ancient books to find a way to awaken xing. Sometimes, May tells about her daily activities in an urn filled with ash and xing spirits that have begun to weaken every day.

"Xing, why don't you eat your food?."

"Xinggfg.. Wake."

"Xing look at me making a doll out of wood for you."

"Xigg.. Xing´s.. Xing's.." Like that every day. He would continue to speak to the urn and attempt to awaken the xing even if there was no result at all.

Mei's body grew thinner and weaker with each passing day, she did not sleep and eat while her energy was always drained to make and activate the runes almost every day.

Sometimes if the runes in use too need blood and also a large energy then Mei will faint in the middle of the process and must make a new one.

Because too in the forsir his body was already unable to regenerate the wounds he had experienced until his body was full of wounds, even though he was a vampire, he had reached his limit.

10 Years later

It didn't feel like 10 years had passed, and May was still trying to figure out a way to awaken xing.

Even though his body had reached its limit.

Livia who saw what was done by Mei was concerned and also confused by herself, why she got so far. He was already like a person without a soul might even tend to be crazy.

'Why does he never give up, what exactly is his goal?.' Livia's inner self at the sight of everything May did.

Mei continued to look at the jar that was in front of her. He had already sensed that the spirit within had already begun to dim, the runes he had made to keep the spirit within in order to remain intact were already useless.

"Xing.. You really don't want to wake up anymore."

"Do you not want to hear my story."

"Do you not want to joke with me anymore."

"Xingg.." May said desperately, everything she did was all fruitless. And now he's starting to despair.

"okay!!. If that's your wish, I'll give up. I'm tired of xing."

"You won, you made me suffer. That's what you want isn't it. You did it." Mei said with a blank and also hollow look.

As May leaves, she is seen picking up a piece of paper and writing something on it.

'This is over soon.' Inner may while writing runes on paper.

Mei approaches Livia and puts the paper on her chest.

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Mei flicked her finger to activate the runes on the paper.

Then Mei pulled out the nail that was stuck in her neck.

'why on unplug.' Livia's inner self at the sight of Mei pulled out the nail she used to control it.

'What will he plan this time'. Inner livia.

Livia tried to move her body but still unable to even speak, she became like a stiff statue.

'Why can't it move.. Ah ermh uh ahh.' Livia's inner self while trying to move her body.

'Damn it. what did he do to me.' Livia's growls

' This will hold him for a while.'' Inner may, then darted into the house.

"Good bye." Mei said to livia

Then leave with the urn containing the xing spirit.

'Where is he going, and what will be the urn.' Livia's mind suspiciously looked at and saw what May had told her.

Livia was only able to see May's departure without being able to do anything, she felt useless.

***

Mei continued to dart towards the prist mountain. When he reached the spirit hill of heaven, the hill below which was a small forest and a river that flowed quietly, because of its beauty the hill was named the spirit hill of heaven.

Because many people sow the ashes of their relatives who died down the hill, whether it is a nation of humans, vampires or wolves.

because of its beauty, many believe that if they sow ashes down the hill, the deceased spirit will enter heaven and only reincarnate once after solving the problems experienced by the spirit in life before, they will return to heaven for a long time.

Then May opened the lid of the urn containing the spirit of xing to be spread down.

'I don't know why I felt pain when I saw you enter the eternal flame, I don't know why I felt so much pain when you left me, I don't know why I'm so disappointed when I can't raise you up, I don't know what I feel right now for you, I don't know..' Inner mei, sobbed at the sight of the xing ash that spread and began to disappear carried away by the wind.

'Why can't I leave you?.'

After finishing sowing the xing ashes, Mei was speechless staring down for a moment.

"May we meet again." May said with a smile.

Then Mei darted into the forest at the top of the prist mountain.

Aaarghh

Shouted mei as she was attacked by the holy spirit.

'Invader, there's an intruder destroy him.' The spirits of the forest dwellers murmured.

But Mei continued to dart without care by the murmur and also the attack of the forest peghuni spirits, the goal is only one eternal crater.

May wants to sacrifice. He was already desperate for what he was going through at the moment, he was tired and wanted to end his life.

'Let him not be attacked again!!.' Said the forest spirit elder.

'Why??.'

'He is destiny.' The forest spirit.

Those who heard who heard what the forest elder said began to fall silent and did not attack May again, they only looked at Mei who had already darted in the direction that they all knew which direction the girl was going.

***

When he reached the edge of the eternal crater, Mei looked down there was a bottomless hole. No one knows what's underneath.

Then Mei walked up and jumped into the bottomless pit.

'In this life I have no heart and no evil, I destroy the happiness I am given for a moment, in this life I only hurt the most precious thing in my life, in this life I just feel pain.' Inner may as she recalled her past.

'I hope, if given the chance to reincarnate, that in the next life I will be a better person, giving others happiness, never hurting others. In the next life I hope that I get happiness, even if it's just a little.' Inner may, uttering hope for the next life that will either be passed on or not.

Mei closed her teary eyes with a smile, and Mei's body was engulfed by the natural energy in the eternal crater.

***

Aduh may surrender and commit suicide😭😭😭

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