Soulmate Reincarnation

109. Let's Live And Die Together

Viagra and Mei glanced at each other and laughed together.

"I think He's very bar-bar like you. But it turns out he's very grown up." Say Viagra after the laughter subsides.

Mei's eyes glared, staring at Viagra with an uneasy look. "The bars are you, not just the bars but immature as well." Say Mei sewot.

"Hey, I'm flexible, you know, when people are joking, I'm joking too. But if people are serious, I'm serious too." The Viagra protest that May did not accept.

"Whatever.." Mei darted away from Viagra in a fit of annoyance.

"Flowers.." Mei muttered as she looked at the flowers draped on her bicycle. He plans to cycle around the city to divert the bad feelings that have enveloped him lately.

He took the white carnation flowers. "Who gave this flower." Mei muttered as she looked to the right and to the left, hoping to find who the person who gave her the flowers was.

He knew very well if the flower was deliberately placed by someone for him, proved the flower was sidelined in the alley of his bicycle. Because he put a warning board on his bike, no one can touch his bike without permission. He even put a cctv in the garage, so as to know who dared to touch his favorite bike.

'What might Xing be, but he's not the type to give flowers like this.' The inner Mei guessed who had given her flowers.

Mei looked at the flower with her probing gaze until her gaze was fixed on a small paper roll tied to one of the carnation flower stems. Mei grabbed the scroll and unscrewed it.

I Love You So Much. Why are you torturing me by not being able to see you. Please do say yes, I miss you very much. It feels so lonely and empty without your silly behavior next to me.

Your Soulmate's

Aladric Xing

Mei smiled faintly as she read the touching message Xing gave her. She did not expect that Xing would do this, She thought that Xing would just call or text her as usual when they rarely met due to their respective busyness.

"She can be romantic too." Kekeh Mei, May then darted into her room and took a vase filled with water, then she put the flower into a vase.

"I miss you too much Xing, but this was the right decision. I don't want to burden you with my endless past terrorizing me. I know you'd say if I'd never trouble you. I know that, but I also don't want you to be an outlet for my very messy mood like this." Said Mei softly, her eyes looking at the flower in front of her with a sad look.

"I love you, love you so much. You're everything to me Xing, I'll do anything for you. Even if my life is at stake."

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Xing scouts Mei's house, it's been these few days She deliberately chose to stalk Mei from afar. She knew Mei's reason why she chose not to meet her. She herself agrees with Mei's wish that Mei not be fixated on her past. Mei has to fight, so that Mei can continue to walk forward unshadowed by her past. May should know, sometimes things that become solace for us do not have to continue the same thing. May like certain things, but should not be excessive in liking it to greatly affect his life as big as that.

Xing looked at Mei who was grabbing the flowers that had been sipped on his bike, He also saw Mei who was reading the letter she had made and She tied it to the stem of the carnation.

"You look happy, I hope you're always happy like this. I believe if you can be happy with everything, it doesn't depend on one thing." Xing muttered happily as he saw the look on Mei's happy face.

When she saw Mei darting into Xing's house immediately following her, she chose to turn into a Little Bat so that Mei did not realize that she was already in the diamond.

Xing saw Mei who prepared the vase and put the flower into the vase.

Xing went straight into Mei's room and changed into his human form. "Why do you say that, I don't like it if you bet your life for me. I want to see you always alive." Xing said seriously.

Mei jumped in shock upon hearing Xing's sudden words and arrival.

"Xing, why are you here?." Mei asked with a surprised expression.

Xing approached and grabbed Mei's ping. She rubbed Mei's cheek gently, "I'm asking you, I won't be able to get away from you. How can I be away from my soul mate hmm.. It's really torturing me, baby."

Mei looked at Xing with her heartfelt gaze, to be honest she was also extremely tormented when it came to being away from Xing. But He didn't want Xing to be the object of his anger and resentment. Right now his emotions were completely unstable and chaotic.

Mei cupped Xing's face and stroked his jaw. "I know, I'm also very tormented. But I don't want to make you the object of my frustration. Right now my emotions are completely screwed up Xing." Say May with a soft word.

"Then what's the point of Me as your partner if I'm not in need at times like this. I've told you that we always go forward together. Our ultimate test is our past. Then if you go through it yourself, what use am I as your spouse, as Your Soulmate. What use?."

To be honest, Xing never had to take issue with Mei to solve her own problems. But, Mei should also know if sometimes May also needs the help of others to solve the problem.

Mei's eyes widened when she heard Xing say that. She did not expect that Xing would feel useless like this. He simply did not want Xing to be hurt or disappointed. His life would be ruined right then and there if he saw the look on his face again. And at this moment he had unintentionally disappointed Xing.

Mei silenced Xing's lips with her right hand, She looked at Xing with nanar.

"Don't say that! How can you say that. I just don't want to disappoint you. I'd be devastated if that happened, sorry I didn't mean to make you feel this way. Sorry.." Mei's raucous remarks, her tears fell instantly.

Her lips were confused, not knowing what to say. Making Xing disappointed was not his wish.

Xing grabbed Mei's hand that was on her lips, She kissed him for a bit, then She kissed Mei's forehead long enough.

"Why apologize hmm.. No problem, I'm not disappointed. I'm just sad to see you fight alone. We should get through both of them, and never say that you're gonna bet your life for me. I don't like it, Your life is much more precious than my own." Xing said softly

Mei looked at Xing sharply. "If you're gone, then I'm not Xing either. In the past you left me alone, 10 Years I tried to resurrect you. 10 Years I've lived in despair and emptiness. I live in confusion, how can I be so devastated when I lose you. Isn't that what I want. But I was crushed to the brink of Xing. Then how can I live like that again? I have a body but my soul is far away along with your soul. It's painful but there's no blood because it's invisible."

Xing's feeling slipped, his heart hurting like it was on a dagger. She forgot about it, She immediately hugged Mei tightly.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. I wouldn't be able to lose you either." Xing closed his eyes.

"Let's live together forever to heaven. We're gonna die together." His heart was so full when he said that. There are still many wonderful memories money wants her to carve with Mei.

'Lord, I want to live and die with him. Never separate us.' Inner Xing.

Mei could only tighten her embrace, her lips tightly locked. He couldn't say anything else. He's very tired.

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