Soulmate Reincarnation

110. Let's Study Together!

Xing held Mei and sat her on the bed. Then Xing sat down in front of Mei and grabbed Mei's hand.

"We are both Soul Mates, there will be no betting between us. It will be free, the result will be the same. AGONY." Xing said with great emphasis.

Xing rubbed Mei's face gently. "What will we get other than pain. I don't want you to risk your life just for me. You disappear from this world and I will feel very empty and sick in every second and in every breath."

Mei looked at Xing with her own wry gaze. "Would I feel the same way a second time? No Xing, you want to see it through Empathy in order to see for yourself how crazy I was back then." Mei's lips shook with the cry.

His already chaotic feelings become increasingly chaotic with the discussion again about the pain in his past.

'Why is there no end. I am tired of discussing the past, why there are always things that make this past always appear and bully me. Don't I deserve to be happy with my new life? Why should I reincarnate if my past always binds me like this? Why.'

His mind roared, he was already very tired of all this. It was as if her past did not want to let her be happy even if it was only temporary.

Xing sat down beside Mei and fused the two of their eyebrows together. "It's not like that, if you die then I'll die right then and there. We live together, we die together. There is no need to do Empathy to be able to see the suffering you are experiencing at that time. Just by hearing it from your own lips, I already knew it very well. I know how you suffered back then."

Xing closed his eyes with his hand still stroking Mei's cheek. "Everything you feel, I can feel."

Mei was fixated on looking at Xing who was still closing his eyes as well as stroking his cheeks. "Sorry.." Say May with a soft word.

Xing immediately opened his eyes when he heard the sorry words coming out of Mei's lips. "Why apologize, you have nothing wrong at all." Said Xing softly.

"I'm sorry for being too fixated on my own feelings. I was so wallowing in my own feelings that I couldn't feel the pain you were feeling. Sorry, because I can't understand you like you understand me. I always defend the arguments I have without listening to your arguments. I'm not grown up at all, very childish."

Xing's words earlier were like a very hard slap to him. He forgot if they were Soul Mates, they were both capable of feeling each other's pain. And he unilaterally without listening to Xing first chose to decide everything on his own, as if what he had done was the truest and most appropriate.

Mei cupped Mei's face. "Hey.. You do what you think is best. I've always stood by you to draw you in if at any point your decision makes you miserable and sick."

"But all my decisions are always wrong and I never realized it. How can I be like this." May said in a loud voice.

"Gear my eyes! I told you that I will always be by your side to attract you. And you have never once protested or rebelled from my pull. You always listen, sometimes the decisions we make can be wrong. But is it because of that mistake that we have to stop to make the best decision for our lives. We can't stuck in one step. Every step we take is a decision." Said Xing softly.

He tries to tell Mei that everything requires a decision to move forward with life.

Mei was silent for a while until a faint smile graced her face, she then stroked xing's jaw. "You're right, every step we take is a decision. We won't be able to move forward if we're afraid to decide something."

Mei extended her palm to Xing. "Please promise me that you will always be by my side, guiding me at every step of my life. Let's study together!." May said, smiling faintly.

Xing grabbed Mei's helping hand and grabbed Mei's hand. "I promise that I will always be by your side. I will never leave you. Let's study together!."

Brakes

Mei whose mood improved again immediately hit Xing to make Xing fall strayed from the mattress. His butt hit the floor until it made a pretty loud noise.

"Aws.. Why are you bar-bar so.." Screaming Xing, his back hurt from falling hard due to Mei's lunge.

'Why is his energy so great. Auhh, pain again nih pungung.' Grumpy Xing in heart.

Mei splashed her lips as she was knocked to the bar-bar dwarf by Xing. "I'm just happy Xing.."

'Son only, those bars are Viagra. Not me, graceful gini kok in say bar-bar.' Inner Mei grumbled unhappily at Xing's words.

'Just say hobby..' Inner Xing was upset.

Mei scowled at Xing with her sinless expression.

"That's not kdrt know.. You're the one whose reflexes suck." Say May lightly.

Xing stared at mei sharply, then he lifted mei's body and tickled her.

"What did you say huh.. Payah.. Dads where my reflexes with your reflexes hmm.." Xing said furiously, he continued to research mei.

"Haha.. Already hahaha.. Xing suda hahah's.. Oh stopp.. Yes, I suck. I suck.."

Mei's tears flowed because they could not stand the carelessness caused by Xing's tickling. His laughter broke at that moment.

Xing stops his tickle after Mei tells him she sucks. She looked at mei with a satisfied look.

"That's not to be arrogant, baby.. Just in the tickle has immediately given up. What's later if you I bite it till it's gone."Xing said ambiguously.

Mei was agitatedly pointing at Xing accompanied by her nanargument. "Kkka You want to make me a Vampire.." Pekik May's.

Xing gawked at Mei with his incredulous look. He scratched his un-itchy forehead.

'Shit, I forgot that my boyfriend is so innocent.' Inner Xing.

Xing cleared his throat and looked at Mei with his haughty gaze. "What if I wanted to make you a vampire. It's not like you've ever been a vampire." Said Xing in a low voice.

Mei shuddered in horror, looking at Xing with her look of horror.

'Doesn't it hurt when in the phase of change to the vampire form. What else does the vampire gene have to fight the wolf gene.' Inner Mei shuddered, unable to imagine how much she would suffer if she was really going to be turned into a vampire by Xing.

"I don't want to.. Sick knows if I have to turn into a vampire, I was born a vampire. Not because it's bitten, don't want to.." Whimper mei.

Xing chuckled softly, he then pinched mei's pointed nose in a fit of anxiety at Mei's behavior.

"Haha.. I'm just kidding baby, I'll never turn you into a vampire. I love you for who I am." Chuckle Xing.

"There will also be a war between the azar clan and the aladric clan if I do such a foolish thing." Knit Xing.

Mei breathed a sigh of relief upon hearing Xing's explanation, she was already wary that Xing would actually do such a thing.

'Huftt.. Basic Xing is ridiculous.' Umpat May.

Xing, who could not stand Mei's adorable behavior, immediately kissed her cheeks of lightning.

'Attempting.'

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