Sincerity Jelita's Heart

Chapter 79. Pasrah and Iklas

Jelita was preparing breakfast for her daughter who had started eating MPASI. The little girl was very enthusiastic waiting for her breakfast to ripen, Sasha flailed the small table in front of her that was connected to the baby chair.

"Waa.. wwwaa..."

"Mother's son is hungry, soon ready baby. Patience is beautiful." Jelita was very amused by Sasha. Somehow his life if there's no Sasha. Although he is his son with the brengse-ek man but make Jelita hate Sasha.

While interacting with Sasha Jelita cooks for her breakfast as well as her daughter. Even though she does not want to eat but she must still fill her stomach with baby jabang in her womb.

"Geez, my mother's son is so smart, eat you up, son. It's worth it that you're more puffed up" Jelita said after feeding Sasha. "Now the mother eats yes, let the baby sister in the mother's stomach also eat. Sasha's gonna have to love baby sister huh. ok baby." While eating and chatting with Sasha, I also thought of Haris. If only he had realized his happiness would have been complete already. Plus Bu Wanti, imagining being able to have breakfast with the family made Jelita shed tears.

Mom, when did you wake up. Don't you miss me. I can't wait to tell you about my pregnancy. You must be happy.

HARis POV.

I felt like I had slept for a long time and it felt like my whole body could not be moved. Stiffness and numbness. I looked around but it was dark, there was no one.

"Where is everyone? Mother, Jelita, Sasha ... Where are you? Why it's so dark here. Am I dead."

I wanted at that time to fight with that son of a bitch and have already managed to defeat him, but then I felt something hit my back it hurt to my bones and my eyes darkened and I didn't remember anything else.

Maybe now I am dead. That means I can't see mom, Jelita and Sasha anymore. Ohh no, how could that happen. How could I die when I am not married. Then if I die, Jelita will marry someone else. Aarrggghhh I would not be willing if Jelita married another man.

I tried to move my body but it was useless because it was completely immovable. I forced my feet out of the bed, as I stumbled I walked to find a way out of this dark place. I don't want to die fast, I want to go back.

"Aaawww .. very sick, aaawww. Someone please, where are you all." I screamed loudly but remained there very quiet, dark and cold.

"Huuhhh.: finally got to the door."

My struggle is not yet over, I still have to struggle to reach the doorknob high enough while my feet cannot stand. I try to hold on to anything but it's not easy.

"Come on Haris, you have to go home. They're waiting for you" I muttered to encourage myself.

Long enough until it feels like my energy is drained. I want to give up, I don't feel like I can anymore. It's over here. Can't I see them again.

I was crying, I was alone with no one. It feels quiet and silent. I miss my three nymphs, mother, Jelita and Sasha. Where are they why no one is helping me. "Mother.pardon Haris who has not been able to make mother happy. Jelita sorry I have not been able to keep my promise. Sasha, I hope you grow up to be a strong and independent girl."

If indeed my life only got here, I just hope that the people I love can live happily and healthily always and nothing else bothers them. I give up and be sincere.

POV Author

While in the hospital. Everyone had gathered when the doctors told him that Haris' heart rate had weakened and that he might not survive. Miss Wanti and Jelita both cried, shattered their feelings and hopes. It feels like yesterday they asked when Haris Sadar but today it is precisely the situation of Haris is declining.

"Mas Haris, hold on for our son, for my mother and for me and Sasha. Please do not leave us. I don't want to lose Haris." Jelita can only pray and hope that the doctor can save Haris.

Miss Wanti could only pray in her tears. If it can be asked, it is better that he is in the position of Haris. He'd better take his life, not Haris.

"Wake up son .. I know you must be strong. I know you're just kidding, right" said Ms. Wanti.

Some doctors came out of the room and said that...