Sincerity Jelita's Heart

Chapter 46. Unenthusiastic

I've prepared with a simple white shirt for my wedding with Ratna which will be held at ten this morning. I don't care about a simple wedding but what I have problems with is my bride.

A few hours later, it's all over. Is it true Ratna is my soul mate, but why until now I am still not sure and my heart still rejects it. Since morning Aunt Jelita has not returned my message either. Maybe he gave up and let go of our relationship.

Clamps.

"Ris, are you ready?" ask the mother who just entered the room, mother looks beautiful with a light brown kebaya. If this were my wedding with Aunt Jelita it would be so much fun.

"Already Ma'am.," I replied uninspired.

"Isshhh why is your face bent like that. You want to marry Ris, you have to smile. What will people say if they see you pouting like that."

"Yes mom, I want to smile for mom's sake not for getting married. It's not like I told you I haven't been the same as Ratna ma'am."

"Later if you are married continue to meet every day, you will get used to it and long become comfortable," said the mother while chuckling herself. If it were that easy, Mom, I would be a little happy today. But I feel something is stuck in my heart, whether that's what I feel from the family of Bu Yuli something is not right.

"Yes ma'am, how is it going." I just give it up, how else. If he is my soul mate, I accept.

At nine o'clock, the neighbors had gathered at my house. If from my mother and father's family, everything is far away on the island. It took a lot of money to come and we didn't have enough money to facilitate them. Be a mother only ask for blessings on the phone. I'm not even into that issue either.

A moment of urgency was already lined up on the table. Mother did not buy gold and expensive items, mother obeyed my orders not to use her umrah savings money.

"Is this all Miss Wanti wants to bring? How's it a little?" the neighbors began to sound.

I see my mom getting uncomfortable because of her. It's why if that's all we can afford, this marriage isn't my will either. So where might I want to go out a lot of money for a wedding that I don't want. Even if I had savings, I wouldn't use them.

"As for mothers, my mother was a widow so could not afford to buy the plague... Ms. Yuli and her family already know, she's not accepting us for who we are. So it doesn't matter if the call is sober, rather than bringing nothing," said I who can't stand their scorn.

"Scurity ma'am, her name." I interrupted the mother-mother conversation.

"Just the same, same job."

"My work is halal, ma'am, don't ask for it either. What harm?" my many.

The neighbors' mothers were silent no longer. Neighbors are made to be the neighbors of others. Yes if there were none they might live next door there would be no color.

I don't care what they want to say anymore. I chose to look towards the quiet house of Aunt Jelita. There was no sign of life there. Where did Aunt Jelita and her daughter go. Did he just leave me.

But I'm sure Aunt Jelita isn't that kind of person. Moreover, he has promised to help me and will not let me marry Ratna. I'm sure he will come, maybe there will be surprises like in the soap operas I watch.

Mother seemed silent from earlier, hearing the sneers of the neighbors. I approached Mom and I rubbed her shoulders. "Not to be heard, ma'am, they don't know anything. Bu Yuli's family is not a problem, right," I said so that the mother was a little more relieved.

"You're right, Ris. Lucky for you to have a besan like Bu Yuli who does not need anything. Ratna also asked for nothing, she was a simple woman. You're lucky to have a wife like her." I nod my head not to deny or deny. We don't know what they really are.

The groom's motorcade, it's me. It started leaving my house. The distance of Bu Yuli's house is only a few houses so it only needs to walk. Not too many people, just close and willing neighbors. The rest me and mom don't push.

She walked near me, holding my arm. It seemed like he was a little troubled from using the rags as his subordinate. I am happy to help him walk. While some people were behind me, carrying offerings and some other oberampe.

It only took us five minutes and the group arrived in front of Bu Yuli's house which was slightly decorated with typical wedding decorations. Bu Yuli's family and invited guests welcomed our arrival outside the door. There is also a duty to accept the offerings we bring.

Deg.

I saw Aunt Jelita sitting inside with the other guests.