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Shinta doesn't want to get out of bed. His heart is very sad. In addition to Kenzo, he is also sad because of Joe.
Her tears flowed again. He lives with his parents, loves Kenzo and is married to Joe. It is sad his way of life. He never thought it would be this complicated way of life.
The door was knocked several times. Mbak Asih several times called his nonanya name. There's no answer. Maam decided to enter.
"Non, I'm in ya Non" Mbak Asih said carefully.
Maak Asih opened the door to Shinta's room slowly so as not to cause a disturbing creaking sound. Maak Asih stepped in. Seeing her nona leaning against the wall.
"Non, dinner's ready. Want to eat in the room only non?" ask Mbak Asih.
"No need to mbk. I'm not hungry" said Shinta Parau.
"Non Shinta why?" ask the gentle Mother.
"I'm not papa mbak. Take it easy." said Shinta as she wiped her tears.
"Non Shinta don't be sad. There's Mama Asih. Non Shinta can tell the same story as Madam Asih." Ma'am Asih was really worried.
Shinta just shook her head unwillingly. Not that he did not want to eat the cuisine of Mbak Asih, he just wanted to avoid Joe at the table eating. This is also a form of protest against the orders of Joe yanh just now.
Tell him to bring supplies he said? I'm not a son of a Kindergarten, you know? The shinta.
"Miss eat first." refer Mbak Asih again. His tone was trying to get Shinta to obey him.
Suddenly the whole room went dark. There was a mystical aura that made the room gloomy. Yes, the one making the order was already standing on the doorstep. Seeing the two women talking.
Joe moved his foot closer to Shinta. Maak Asih who realized the arrival of Joe, immediately bowed respectfully. Giving his master a way to sit on the edge of the bed right in front of Shinta. Joe sent Asih out.
Joe looked at Shinta's face. Especially in Shinta's eyes. Shinta reflexes her eyes. He looked down at the fingers he was linking to reduce his nervousness this close to Joe. Joe doesn't want to see his pathetic self. Later he was angry - angry again Shinta no longer have the energy to fight Joe.
"Why are you? Yesterday crying now crying. Your tears will soon run out." Joe grumbled with an intimidating look. She doesn't like to see Shinta's face.
Shinta was silent. Not wanting to answer or respond. Which only makes Joe even more angry. He chose to be busy wiping his nose. Because who am I crying for?
Shinta is still doing the silent act. Joe took a tissue. The tears left on Shinta's face.
"Go mas. Don't bother me." said Shinta raspingly.
"Calm down! Don't cry anymore. From now on I won't arrange anymore. Okay?" joe said to make Shinta satisfied. "Don't cry anymore. Look at your eyes until they disappear. Don't cry." Pinta Joe.
Then Joe grabs Shinta's body and holds it in his body. Warm. Now the tears that he held to stop even spilled again. Shinta's tears wet Joe's shirt. Her tiny body trembled as she embraced Shinta feeling comfortable. Realizing his position in Joe's heart was nothing.
Joe rubbed - swiped Shinta's back. Then she stroked Shinta's long hair. Joe lets Shinta keep crying in her arms. Joe's grip is getting tighter. The cup! A warm kiss landed right behind Shinta.
I don't know why Joe could do this unconsciously. It was like seeing a face full of deep sorrow that he needed to calm down. It was like looking at her Mommy while crying, like there was some unkindness lingering in her deepest heart.
Shinta did not refuse. He needed a place to shed his grief. Joe made her sad. But this time he was able to calm Shinta's heart.
Shinta started to calm down. Joe started to stretch his arms. She wiped away the remaining tears with the back of her hand.
"Don't be sad anymore. Let's eat." take Joe gently.
Shinta nodded slowly.
"I'm sorry, mas. Your clothes got wet" said Shinta feeling guilty.
"It's okay" Joe said. Joe smiled instead. His heart began to soften. Giving distance by always scolding and saying ketus make Joe aware. That way is wrong. The way instead made Shinta suffer even more.
I'm sorry uncle Raditya, inner Joe.
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