Shinta Jonathan's

Apologize

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After the examination was over, Shinta convinced herself to meet with Rendra. He still owes her an apology.

Until whenever the guilt continues to linger in his heart. He needs to clear up any misunderstandings between them.

Do not want the taste continues to erode his heart and mind. Whether this was the right decision or not he had to do it. Shinta waits in front of Rendra's office. He waited for Rendra to come out for lunch.

Fortunately today, Joe has asked her permission because he can not accompany her to check the contents. Shinta doesn't tell Joe not to misunderstand anymore. Shinta is afraid Joe misunderstands. Angry he might still be able to relieve. But if you knew it straight away, Joe would hate it. It's just an apology. He will leave immediately and will not bother Rendra anymore.

Shinta convinced herself several times so that her heart could be strong to look at Rendra who she had hurt.

Shinta looked up when she heard the sound of the door opening.

"Mas, I want to talk. Just a moment." said Shinta blocking Rendra's way. Rendra just kept quiet. He was surprised to see Shinta standing in front of him. He did not expect Shinta to be in front of him now to meet him.

"I'm busy." Rendra is ready to leave.

"Just a second. Please." Shinta clapped her hands over her chest. Face brightens.

"Follow me." Rendra walked followed by Shinta. They're heading to the hospital canteen.

Shinta had no intention of ordering food. After sitting down, he did not waste the opportunity to immediately say his point.

"Mas, I'm sorry. Makes you very disappointed." said Shinta, looking down embarrassed. He did not dare look Rendra in the eye. Just like when he was scared when Rendra found out at that time. The year that Rendra was furious over Shinta and Joe's marriage that had been running while his relationship with Rendra was still tight.

"Why? Do you feel guilty now?" cynical Rendra. Crossing his arms in the chest. Watching the bowed Shinta. He did not dare to show his face in front of him.

Hmh! Not changed! inner Rendra.

"Mas, I realize even if I don't you won't be able to forgive me."

"Don't talk nonsense."

"Mas Rendra, please forgive me. I won't calm down if you don't forgive me."

"Do you think I'm a god of forgiveness?"

"I'm sorry." whispered Shinta to the umpteenth time.This is all that comes to her mind.apologize and be forgiven.

"Go away. I don't want anyone to misunderstand." Rendra looked around.who knew there were Joe's people hanging around.

"alright. May your life be happier. May mas Rendra get someone who can love mas Rendra sincerely." Shinta looked down respectfully.

"You cursed me? Of course I'll be happy." cynical Rendra.

"I say yes mas." It seems like the conversation will not go to Shinta's destination.he is preparing to leave.

"Tell me correctly if you want to apologize to me." Rendra's voice stopped Shinta's next move.

"Huh? Whahuh? Ak. I'm sorry mas." Shinta explained.

"You're sure your husband won't be mad at you for meeting me secretly like this?" Rendra continued to say with a cynical tone.

"Mas Joe is out of town. There's work." Shinta sighed, she had lost her patience to face the cold Rendra like this.

he's not Rendra, but ice cubes.

"Curtain! You think your husband's an idiot? Just leave you unattended?"

"What do you mean by Rendra?" Shinta starts to dislike Rendra's words.

"Just wait until she gets home and what she'll do after seeing you."

"Mas Rendra, what do you mean?"

"Don't be stupid! You're really good at acting."

Shinta. He could only clench his hands under the table.

is it that hard to forgive me? it's happened and I just want to be forgiven and stop thinking about my past mistakes.

"I'm sure after this you'll cry. Crying over your mistake has chosen him. I believe in him."

"Don't say anything bad about Joe. He's my husband."

"Yes right. But you don't know him very well."

"Why are you evil."

"The color I once defaced."

"Aren't I sorry enough?"

"not enough. I'll be there any time, I won't forgive you."

"alright. Thank you for giving me your precious time to talk to me. Good luck."

I wanted to end up with a smile. But it seems like it will be difficult to make it happen. The important thing is that my goal has been achieved.I'm sorry.at least this burden will be reduced and I can look to my future with mas Joe better.I'm sure it's not easy for me, I'm sure, because Rendra was my first love.

Shinta came home full of tears. How painful it is to see a person's attitude and nature change because of past events. The wound won't dry out as time passes. He realized it was happening to Rendra.

I'm sorry it won't be enough, but isn't it too much to say something bad about my husband? I love her now.

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