Shinta Jonathan's

Where's Possible?

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Shinta was silent in her room. Sit with your feet on the bed. He held the thing Anin had given him. He was watching the way the object was used. He was confused, confused how to. Use that thing or leave it alone. Where could she be pregnant?

I'd go crazy thinking about this. How could Anin think I was pregnant? Huh... That's not possible. It is clear that Joe only uses safety where he may be pregnant. Can emang? Arrhggghh... If only I were pregnant, I would be afraid of her. I'm not ready!

From entering the house, he was already agitated erratically. His mind was fixed on the pregnancy test. He gave all the martabak he bought to the Asih Mbak who had welcomed him at the door. He had no taste to eat the martabak.

"Not many?" ask mbak Asih.

"Hmm." Shinta immediately left without seeing Asih's confused facial expression.

Shinta stared blankly. He's still thinking about this. Where possible? Where possible? The question kept coming to his mind. And the answer remains impossible. But he also hesitated, cooked, right? I don't feel anything. Ah, nevermind. If he thinks it will get dizzy.

Then he decided to put it in the desk drawer. Then take the laptop and open the blank screen in Microsoft word. He began writing down a paper assignment that he had to submit this Monday.

Not until he finished his task, suddenly his hand stopped tapping the keyboard button. He patted his forehead. Why his brain doesn't work. His mind was only on that strange thing.

Then he breathed in. If she's pregnant, how does Joe react to her? Happy or not like. Where's that gonna happen?

Huhhhhh... Why am I this? I get more and more creepy thinking about that. Not necessarily going to happen either. Am I testing it? But Anin says it's better in the morning after waking up. What the hell am I thinking? Arghhh!

Finally, because his mind was upset, he put the laptop down. He even lay staring at the ceiling. Just go to sleep, he thought. Strangely, he could not sleep either. Just turn his body to the right and to the left.

Because he was angry, he woke up. He saw the clock on his phone. Pressing the touchscreen of the phone looking for Anin's name there.

"Anin," call Shinta after the cell call is connected.

"Hmmm. What's up Shin? Tumben phone. I just ate martabak from you together with mama and mas Revan." explained Anin from across. Sounds very happy.

"I'm confused." said Shinta.

"Why else? Still about the pack test? Oh my, just relax again Shin."

"I can't relax at all. L'm... I'm scared." Shinta's lips trembled. To calm down, he bit his lower lip.

"What are you afraid of?" ask Anin.

"Everything."

"All that what? Feeling pregnant? Or birthed? Or after?" anin's question flocked to Shinta, making Shinta tremble even more.

"Of course it's fun. She loves you very much."

"But if not what? He must be disappointed, right? He wears security. Who may be pregnant. That means he doesn't want a kid, right?"

"You're really confused, aren't you?"

"Oath! Not that I'm overreacting. But I'm not a hundred percent ready to have a child."

"You better talk to Joe. Than you keep thinking."

"I'm confused where it started."

"Oh my God, by the way, it's really complicated."

"I'm afraid he offended Nin. You know he's easy to get emotional for."

"Yes already. What if you are a little bit pampered. I'm sure he won't be angry or offended. If he's getting upset, kiss him. Hehe."

"Hmmm. Alright. Thanks to Nin. Bye." jin. Huhhhhh... Shinta breathed a sigh of relief. Only Anin could ease her turmoil.

Shinta lay back down. Pulling a blanket over his entire body except for the head. He began to close his eyes. Bringing his mind into the dream.

"My honey, it's sleeping apparently." Joe kissed Shinta's forehead gently. He had just entered the room wanting to see his beloved wife. Actually he meant to ask about martabak that Shinta told in his chat message last afternoon. But seeing his wife's slumbering face, Joe did not wake his heart.

Let it. He must be tired of walking around with Anin, Joe smiled.

"Mama's son," softly but clearly heard. Shinta delirious. Joe scrunched his forehead.

"So what did he say?" mumbling wonder.

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