Sharing the Beloved

Complicated

Celline is very lazy to dress up. He only wears a thin powder and natural lipgloss to cover his slightly pale lips. Although he felt a little uncomfortable with his condition, yet it did not deter his intention from going to college.

Daniel's waiting in the living room. She was very lazy to meet the man but also could not bear to let him. Finally with a lazy step he approached Daniel who was bowing his head.

"Ehm!" Celline cleared her throat to tell Daniel she was there.

Daniel looked up straight away. He immediately got up and approached her. "Cell, are you still angry? I'm sorry, I really don't mean to care about Nancy."

Celline simply fell silent without saying anything. His gaze turned the other way, not paying attention to Daniel at all. Not that he was spoiled, but he still felt unhappy about yesterday's incident. It really made him lose his good mood.

Especially if you remember the chat in a group chat. Oh, that's so sickening. Although he believed that it was not real, but to be honest he felt very unhappy. Could this be called jealousy? Yeah, maybe it's jealousy.

"Cell, please don't be fooled like this. I'm confused as to how." Daniel clasped Celline's hand tightly. He really felt deadlocked if he had faced a Celline like this.

"And, tell me myself first. I need some quiet." Celline took off Daniel's hand carefully. Then with his head lowered he walked out with slow steps.

He doesn't know how to deal with this. Does he have to be a hypocrite by keeping laughing in front of Daniel? Or should he cry in front of her out of heartache? Why does everything feel so complicated?

As he struggled with his own thoughts suddenly a pair of sturdy hands held him back. Circled around her waist from behind, making her have to lean on the chest of the field that feels warm.

Celline's body stiffened. It feels so comfortable like this. If he can be selfish, then he wants a moment like this to be forever. Drowning in Daniel's warmth, he forgets who he really is and wants something stupid like that.

"Are you interested in Nancy? How am I supposed to go? But we're nobody at all, maybe I'm just selfish." Celline chuckled bitterly.

"No, Cell. I don't have any feelings for Nancy. About the group chat, please do not need to be concerned." Daniel turned Celline's body to face her. He looked into the eyes of the woman in front of him tightly.

"You know who I like, Cell," said Daniel.

His eyes looked at Celline with sadness. How many times does she have to make her believe her feelings? Sometimes he felt tired, but he did not want to stop before Celline herself asked him to leave.

"I ...."

Celline didn't know what to say. In the end he could only submerge himself into Daniel's arms. He hugged her so tightly that it made her cramped. But he was unwilling to let go because he wanted to hug her tighter and tighter.

"Don't get rich in gini anymore, Cell. You don't know how scared I am." Daniel said with one hand rubbing Celline's hair.

Celline simply nodded in response. The corner of his eyes was a little wet but fortunately he was still able to resist the crying from breaking.

Honestly, it all feels so complicated. He no longer knew how their relationship was going forward. It was only the long hope that he carved in prayer. I hope Daniel and I won't end up with a good-bye.